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Day 48
Current Mood: Divided...
-I'll get to that later, though
-I tried editing my weblog template. All went fine and well, except I can't change the colour of the main text. GAH!
-Er... in the process of making this post, I somehow fixed it... o_O
-An oddly odd oddity indeed of mysteriously mysterious proportions...
-Magic; a wizard did it
-Anyways, now that that is out of the way... I don't what I should do...
-Math. I'm good at it, I can understand it. I just can't do the work whatsoever... No matter what I try, I can't do the work. Thus, in contrast to every other class, come test time, I am screwed... Give me 5 hours, and maybe I can work out what the hell I'm supposed to be doing, but of course, time is a luxury I can't afford during a test. So, my thoughts turn to dropping it. I can drop it, and turn my time to other matters which can use them, or I can not give up and give in to the stress, and tough it out. I could just buckle down, and actually force myself to do the work... I'm not one to give in when the going gets difficult, but maybe I should learn to admit defeat for once? If I don't learn my limits, then I may be crushed by them, and never recover... Can I afford a to take a risk such as that one? Instead, I think I will minimize the risk, by leaving it for now, and then, if I need it, I'll come back to school for another year. Plus I get the benefits of working on other stuff instead of math, like Chem...
-Okay, so it wasn't much of a debate, as it was my lazy side convincing myself to take the easy way out. Still, let it be known it is not retreating, but merely a tactical flanking maneuver... >_>
-My dream job: Animal Psychologist
-Would I need Geometry for that? Not likely...
-Maybe my biggest problem is just asking for help, which I do need. Or should that be did need? I'm too independent when it comes to stuff like that.
-In this case, mind wins over uh... mind, I guess. My will to never quit was over-ridden by the more intelligent decision to drop it for now, and concentrate on other fronts which need my attention.
-Then again, If I magically ace tomorrow's test, then maybe I'll just stick with it... Unlikely though...
Current Song: Crazy Train - Black Sabbath
And so this wraps up Tyr's Day, October 14th. Adios
last modified Oct 14, 2003 at 20:00
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