Geez, gotta love the low pitch frequency of the sounds of updating...

Bah, you'd think I'd be used to having what little hope I get crashing down again and again, but each time it just makes me feel worse and worse. Partially for being stupid enough to believe it could actually happen, and the other part the exhaustion from being slammed into the ground for the millionth time...  
 
I can't believe I actually listened to my dad when he said he would get me out there for March Break... blah blah blah excuses and apologies... hopes crushed, the usual... 
 
Is there something that I missed, can't even take another day of this... 
Lower than piss, have you ever felt like this? 
 
*shrugs* 
It happens...  
 
Yesterday was odd, since I woke up with a migraine and took more medication than I should have... which made the rest of the day that much more fun...  
 
Bought a book by Mordecai Richler (I love that name); The Apprenticeship of Duddy Kravitz. I think I'll go immerse myself in it right now...

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Regan, you always make me feel better...

93652 | posted by Edicius on March 7, 2004 at 21:10

I wish I could make you feel better. I know that I probably can't, but remember that I am here, okay?

93639 | posted by REGS on March 7, 2004 at 20:54