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Admission makes you look pretty ugly...
Life is bigger
It’s bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no I’ve said too much
I set it up
That’s me in the corner
That’s me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don’t know if I can do it
Oh no I’ve said too much
I haven’t said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try
Every whisper
Of every waking hour I’m
Choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt lost and blinded fool
Oh no I’ve said too much
I set it up
Consider this
The hint of the century
Consider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing around
Now I’ve said too much
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try
But that was just a dream
That was just a dream
I planned a big long speech while sitting here at Steve's computer, but his mom is kicking me off.
So long, maybe update later...
As it turns out, she changed her mind, so I am free to wreak havoc on Steve's computer! Mwahahaha!
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So...
Yeah, I forgot what I was planning on ranting about thanks to that...
Drinking a can of pop which is at least 2 years old, found in a back room in Steve's basement, left over from a certain person's birthday party.
Grape.
So yeah, sitting here, missing Regan, bored... nothing to do, no one on my list of 12 contacts (now) that I feel like talking to...
I almost wish I had homework... almost...
Most of you already know, but I'll say it here anywho... Every time I spend a night at Steve's, I get depressed... usually it varies by how depressed I was when I came. Exponentially and all that... I'm getting closer as to finding out why, and so it's not as bad as it used to be. Thankfully. I half considered deciding not to come here every Tuesday, because it was getting bad for my health...
I love the quadruple meaning behind the lyrics I posted...
*grins evilly*
last modified Mar 30, 2004 at 16:55
Amazing how riddles cheer me up... Thanks!
a) Jesse, you should know full well I don't use that MSN account much anymore...
b) Glad I was able to identify the lyrics without looking it up. Muahahaha.
c) It sucks when you miss people... and feel depressed... I remember a time earlier this year when jazz band (gasp) made me unhappy because I felt like I was being snubbed all the time...
Edit two minutes after initial post:
d) W00t for your we::blog milestone (post #98000). Sorta.
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