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Not sad, distant... Not a bad mood, a pensive one...

Ok, fuck it... it's leaning towards bad... 
Still, it's been a while hasn't it? I take it as a sign that I'm hopefully improving... 
Hopefully... 
People were wondering why I was distant and stuff at the party tonight. Well, moreso than usual.  
To put it vaguely... I feel more alone than usual...  
But really, what else is new? 
 
Alone at night 
I feel so strange 
I need to find 
All the answers to my dreams 
 
When I sleep at night 
I hear the cries 
What does this mean? 
 
I shut the door and traveled to another home 
I met an older man, he seemed to be alone 
I felt that I could trust him 
He talked to me that night; 
 
"Lad did you know a girl was murdered here?" 
"This fatal tragedy was talked about for years" 
Victoria's gone forever 
Only memories remain 
She passed away 
She was so young 
 
Without love 
Without truth 
There can be no turning back 
 
Without faith 
Without hope 
There can be no peace of mind 
 
As the night went on 
I started to find my way 
I learned about a tragedy 
A mystery still today 
 
I tried to get more answers 
But he said, "You're on your own." 
Then he turned away and left me 
As I stand there all alone 
He said, "You'll know the truth 
As your future days unfold" 
 
Without love 
Without truth 
There can be no turning back 
 
Without faith 
Without hope 
There can be no peace of mind 
 
Hypnotherapist: 
 
"Now it is time to see how you died. Remember that death is not the end, but only a transition."

last modified Apr 9, 2004 at 22:43



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*hugs*

Try to not let the mood get bad. And remember that your friends are never far, and you're never alone. We may not be ahead of you and leading, we may not be behing you and following, but we will always be beside you; loving and helping.

99876 | posted by CityKat on April 10, 2004 at 12:21