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~WELCOME TO SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW~

You're only a rainbow away, 
and I'm sitting here soaking wet, 
waiting for you. 
Your only a rainbow, 
just a rainbow away, 
and I'm reaching out hoping that you see it too... 
 
But telling you, that I'm no fool, 
'Cause I know what rainbows do... 
 
They fade away, 
fade away, 
fade away, away... 
Stormy days, found it's way, 
and I wish I could hold you now... 
 
I am only a rainbow away,  
my friend, 
And if you could see  
what others see, 
You wouldn't feel so bad... 
 
And I'm telling you, 
'Cause I've been there too, 
that storms are like ranibows too... 
 
They fade away, 
fade away, 
fade away, away... 
Stormy days, drift away, 
and may someone be holding you now... 
 
~ Evil Angel ~

last modified Oct 3, 2005 at 11:38


Monday, December 12, 2005

Hater or Lover?

HASH(0x8d32eac)
Are you a HATER or LOVER? ---ANIME PIX--- same questions but refixed 4 the one result

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150991 | posted by EvilAngel at 16:09 | 0 comments

Long Quiz

BASIC FACT FILE
What is your full name, as it appears on your birth certificate?: Kaitlin Sarah McCaw
Date of Birth: not at liberty to discuss that
Sex?: what about it?
Astrological Sign: Taurus
Nicknames: Here we go: Pyro, Kuriosity, Imp, Pixie, Snow Witch, Snow worshiper, Butch, and other ones which I refuse to get into
Occupation: which one? school (prison #2), Huckleberries (mmm, chocolate), or Dollarama (hell)
Height: vertically challenged, so probably shorter than you
Parent's names: Kelly and Cheryl
Hair colour: Blonde, or dirty blonde, which ever. Prefered it was bright red though
Eye colour: blue, there is sometimes a green ring
Where were you born?: a pot hole
Where do you reside now?: same bloody place
Age: as old as my tongue and older than my teeth
Clothes size: *shrugs* I dunno
Shoe size: between 7-8
Pets: Black Magic!!! a miniature schnauzer
Piercings: ears
Tattoos: not yet...
Righty or lefty: Righty tighty... hee hee
Regular or goofy: Duh! If you know me, you know the answer
Homosexual/straight: Ha ha, straight as a ruler!!! Hee hee
Favorite color: RAINBOW!!!
Name of significant other?: Significant other? No such thing, I am the Forever Dot, and damn proud of it
Hobbies or interests?: reading, music, friends count?, duct tape dress at the moment, I actually dont really have time for anything I would like to do, besides the ones already listen... but traveling would me one of them if I had time
Marital status: Forever Dot!!!!!
Location: Somewhere Over the Rainbow

ABOUT YOURSELF
E-mail addy: which one?
Screen name: Currently: On the first day of Christmas my true love gave to me, a schnauzer with a goatee!...12 days!...5 months and 6 days!.
What does your screen name stand for?: The 12 Dogs of Christmas (I have a schnauzer), till Christmas, and till I graduate
Most overused phrase: Eh, hissing or growling
Where is the furthest you've been away from home?: France?
Any future plans of going away: plenty, I could be here a while...
When you look at yourself in the mirror, what's the first thing you look at?: that is a terrible thing for me to do, look in the mirror *shudders to think*
Your best physical feature: I don't think there is such thing as me having a good physical feature
How much cash do you have on you?: *shrugs* I use to know until I lent a whole bunch of it to people
Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?: Dont' have one of those
What is your main ring tone on your phone?: Ring Ring Ring?
Name the brand of your shoes you're currently wearing: None? I dont' tend to wear shoes at home
What were you doing at midnight last night?: sleeping, though it doesn't feel liek it
How many drugs have you done in the past three days?: OTC or soemthing else?
How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?: One, but I still have pictures that need to be taken first
Your worst enemy?: My procrastination?
What is your current desktop picture?: Triwizard Champions, I will probably change it soon even though I am only using this computer because my laptop internet connection broke
If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to change a regret in the past: Tough question, but I'd probably take the dough considering I've lived through my mistakes and will eventually end up in the same place anyways. Plus I could do a lot with a million dollars.
Which single store would you choose to max out your credit cards: What credit card?
Most annoying thing people ask or tell me: How are you? or from my mother: Do you have any homework? OR Is there anything you could be doing? ARGGGGG!!!!!!!!
What time do you have to be in school today?: DId I have to be in school, twenty to nine?
How old do you want to be when you have your first child?: Whenever I'm ready. Not too young, not too old, have a stable relationship with my husband, and have enough money to support it well enough.
Weird saying: Smeh
What food do you find disgusting?: Mushrooms, porogies *shudders*, most vegetables, pumkin soup *gags* alot actually
Does size matter?: Hee hee *a song comes to mind* It isnt' what you do with it, its the size that counts!
How often do you remember your dreams?: Sometimes, sometimes they are really hazy, and other times I only remember I dreamed something
What talent do you wish you had?: Too many to count
What do you wear to bed: Comfy pj pants, a loose top, and some sort of long sleeve shirt
What colour underwear are you wearing right now?: *shrugs* white I think, awww I should have worn my "Kiss this" underwear today
The best advice given to you: advice, when do I get advice?
What are your future goals?: have a job a enjoy, find true love, travel, help, have children, make new friends but still keep the old ones, I'll stop it at that
Worst sickness you ever had: whatever I had on that cruise *shudders*
On the phone or in person?: for what?
Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?: My friends and loved ones
Who do you admire?: Not going there
What makes you happy?: *shrugs* there are a multitude of them
What is your most prized possession?: I dont' know, so many options to pick from
Ignore this: Eh?
What is your greatest fear?: I dunno
Last time you talked to the person that you like: I like alot of people, they are called friends, you should try it sometime
Last time you were depressed: not going there
Are you an alcoholic: HA HA
Your weakness: This was already asked
What stickers do you have on your car?: I dont' have a car
What do you think about soap: what is there to think about?
Worst song you ever heard: too many options
Stupidest thing you've ever done: Ha ha, that is definitely too long of a list
What's your bedroom like: its not complete, and by the time its completed I will be moving out

HAVE YOU EVER:
Cheated on someone?: Nope
Gone skinny dipping?: Haha, no
Been in love?: Yes
Ridden in an ambulance?: No, my parental unit drove me
Stolen money?: *shakes head* no
Liked someone you had no chance with: Of course, who hasn't?
Been on a diet?: Haha, no. I LIKE COOKIES!!!
"Spilled the beans"?: Only when I wasn't warned not to
Broken a bone?: Nope
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling?: Don't think so
Got in a fight?: yep
Dated a teacher?: *shudders* HELL NO
Laughed so hard you peed your pants?: Almost, a few times
Told a little white lie?: It was only little
Told a secret you swore not to tell?: No
Stolen anything?:
Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid?: Hee hee
Been on TV?: *shrugs*
Been on the radio?: No
Been in a mosh pit?: Avoided it
Been to a concert?: Yep *pumps fist into air* YEAH!!!
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: Riiiiight
Broken the law?: Yep
Been to a rodeo?: Uh-huh *nods* It was totally awesome. GO COWPERSON!!! Hee hee
Been on an airplane?: You could say that
Got to ride on a firetruck?: Been on one, dont' think I rode it though
Climbed a tree: pretty sure
Said "I Love You" and meant it: all the time, in fact it is the only time I say it
Been to California: Not yet
Been to Mexico: Yep
Been to China: Not yet
Been to Canada: Can't say that I have, I wish I could say I did, it looks so pretty, and I hear those Canadians can be very funny, especially sarcastic
Played strip poker: no
Gotten lost: all the time, you can usually tell when I'm starring off into space
Smoked: No
Bungee jumped: no, but I'm apparently being forced to
Made yourself throw up: no, I hate throwing up
Have you ever been arrested: no, my father has, its a funny story actually
Skipped school: depends what your definition of skipped is
Have you ever kissed someone you didn't know: *sighs* Yeah, stupid french custom
Played Truth or Dare: ugg, dont' get me started
Been in a physical fight: Not a "real" one.
Been in a sauna: Yep
Been in a hot tub: Yep
Swam in the ocean: Yep
Been in the back of a police car: Nope
Been searched by the cops?: Nope
Been awake for 48 hours straight?: YEP
Narrowly avoided a fatal accident?: hee hee, a few times
Been caught stealing?: yeah, how else do you think they got their stuff back?
Played, "I'll show you mine, if you show me yours"?: so not going there
Made fun of your friends behind their back?: we do it to eachother's face.
Stood up for someone you hardly knew?: Yep, you should heare me rant, especially in movies
Sang: everybody would be deaf if I did
Been kissed: Noooooo
Eaten something: Yeah right *rolls eyes* as if I would do something like that...sorry, I gotta go for supper
Felt stupid: All the time! I'm blond remember>!
Talked to an ex: all the time
Missed someone: yep
Got mail: Stupid question

FIRST
Best Friend: One of the Melissa's, or Alisha
Screen Name: I solemnely swear that I am up to no good!
Pet: Fish
Piercing: Ears.
Crush: dont' remember
Music: Disney? Dad's music, Spice Girls, Shania Twain, random ones
Car: none so far

LAST
Time you've been sleigh riding?: not for a long time
Cigarette: Never
Drink: during spare: large hot chocolate
Person you went out for a meal with?: A whole meal? brother and mother
Kiss: *shrugs* depends on who or what counts
CD Played: a Christmas one
Movie you saw?: I saw the tale end of Santa Clause
Furry thing you touched?: Fuzzy? or Magic
Time you screamed at the top of your lungs?: not for a while
Text message you received on your cell phone: no cell
Thing you cried over or got teary about?: my mother being herself again
Time you laughed so hard you were crying?: Not sure
Thing you ate: hot chocolate and croissant
Film you saw in the cinema: hee hee, Chicken Little
TV show you watched?: my family was watching Star Trek when I walked into the room
Time you said, "I love you.": *shrugs* dont' really keep track
Time you were in a car?: this morning
What was the last band you listened to?: *shrugs* I dunno

LAST PERSON WHO
Saw you cry: Mother
You went to the movies with: Brenda and Scoot cause some people didn't show up
You went to the mall with: My mother
Do you love me?: who is you?

150990 | posted by EvilAngel at 16:08 | 0 comments

Monday, November 28, 2005

Hee hee, FIRE!!!

HASH(0x85739f4)
Your element is Fire. You have many moods and
everything is fun. You like to be with friends,
but sometimes they need a rest. You also like
to hang around by yourself at times. You try to
look at things in an optimistic fassion. You
have a good personality, but you get angry kind
of easy. People enjoy being your fried because
you keep the party alive.


What Element Do You Resemble?((Anime Pics/Girls Only))
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150587 | posted by EvilAngel at 21:08 | 0 comments

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Hee hee, I can't get no satisfaction...*continues to hum*

HASH(0x8534ce8)
The Land of Harmonic Fire

You are a passionate warrior of the Land of
Harmonic Fire. You represent a calm fire rather
than a raging blaze. You are not hot-tempered.
But you do have a streak of irrational passion.
When you are angry you choose to fight with
your hands. It gives you more satisfaction.
Your fire represents the new birth of life,
hence your symbol and friend the phoenix.


What is the mystical land of your birth? {13 results with gorgeous anime pics}
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150313 | posted by EvilAngel at 20:59 | 0 comments

Thursday, November 3, 2005

dreamer
Dreamwalking is your specialtiy.
You are a person with a huge imagination, and would
rather live in their imaginary world than the
real one. You love to sleep, because when you
do, you get to live in your dreams. In your
dreams, you see things that might come true,
and at some times they do. You can interperate
any dream, whether it be yours or someone elses
and most of the time, you are acurate. Many
people may look down upon you because of the
fact that you don't seem to see the problems of
the real world, but you do. You just want to
escape them, and your dreams and imagination is
where you can find that solace.


Everyone has a secret ability. What is yours? (7 answers with pics)
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149802 | posted by EvilAngel at 14:39 | 0 comments

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

ONLY 2 MORE MONTHS TILL CHRISTMAS!!!

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a dish I would prepare for you.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. Answer the question in a comment.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal: follow the rules.

149330 | posted by EvilAngel at 10:43 | 12 comments

Monday, October 24, 2005

What Key Signature are you? -- Cb

cflatmaj
Cb major - life is full of complecations,
commitments and organisation. You love to make
sure everything is just perfect, but sometimes
this can cause you to fall over your own feet.
A slightly unsociable key: why Cb major when
you could be the identical Bmajor? It has less
accidentals.


what key signature are you?
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149263 | posted by EvilAngel at 14:08 | 0 comments

Thursday, October 13, 2005

WARNING: This is a rant, I repeat this is a rant!!!

Most of you know the first part, so don't bother reading the first paragraph!

Ok, BLOODY HELL!!! Back in September, at Huckleberries, there were four of us who worked the night shift (5-8) plus weekends. Then one of them quit because they found another job (why would anybody ditch it? It is the best job ever!!!) Anyways, we divided the shifts between three of us, ok not to bad, right? WRONG!!! A couple weeks later, (long story short) another person does not show up for her shift, nor does she inform me, she is therefore fired because she is not the first time she did this (though she says she quit). So then there were only two of us to work all evening shifts and weekends till October, plus my other job. Now it is October, the have the person who works the day shift working three evening shifts and she seems to refuse to work weekend shifts because she wants to go home to North Bay every weekend. *rolls eyes*
And as if this is not enough my other job (Dollarama) is complaining that I was hired for part-time during the weekend and that the other staff members are upset about it. AND if this keeps up they will have to find somebody to replace me! HEEELLLOOO!!! This is not my fault, plus I work two or three shifts during the week plus Sunday! I AM TRYING DAMMIT!!!

Here is my schedule for the next while:
Today (13th): Dollarama-- for short I am going to put $-- (4-9:30)
Friday (14th): $ (4-9:30)
Saturday (15th): Huckleberries (11-4)
Sunday (16th): Huckleberries (4-8)
Monday (17th): won't be home till supper because of appointment
Tuesday (18th): Huckleberries (5-8)
Wednesday (19th): $ (4-9)
Thursday (20th): $ (4-9)
Friday (21st): $ (3:30-9)
Saturday (22nd): Huckleberries (11-4)
Sunday (23rd): $ (9-3) AND Huckleberries (4-8)

I thought I signed up for PART-TIME, which generally means I only work PART of the time, but NO, I'm sorry, I get the impression I am working FULL-TIME!!!

My life consists of: School, walk, work, homework, sleep; school, walk, work, homework, sleep... etc., etc., and so forth.

I WANT SO SORT OF A LIFE BACK!!!

*hangs head, sticks fingers through breathing holes in box* It huuurts!!!

148857 | posted by EvilAngel at 9:06 | 3 comments

Thursday, September 22, 2005

BUBBLES!!!

So... its been awhile...
I'm in my spare, I'm bored, don't have any homework (well, except for a bio test tomorrow) but I don't feel like studying.

I've given up trying to make a new blog, and I don't really care about certain people reading it anymore, so I'm just going to up date it... eventually.

Anyways, life is kinda sucking right now, if you can call it a life. Basically, my day is: get ready for school, school, walk, work, homework... there is usually only one day that I get off, this week is Friday, and after that, who knows? I know next week I don't at all...

Anyways, I'm gonna go, there is alot of people in the library and it is kinda loud and annoying, chao

147720 | posted by EvilAngel at 11:11 | 1 comments

Friday, August 26, 2005

4 MONTHS TILL CHRISTMAS!!!

146445 | posted by EvilAngel at 13:11 | 1 comments

I'm somewhere between 35-38 (I was indecisive for one)

Funny how my score is so high, this coming from the Forever Dot!!!

THIS IS THE ROMANCE TEST....HOW
ROMANTIC
R U? GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND
NUMBER
IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING)

SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF
THE
TEST.

WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR
SCORE IN
THE SUBJECT BAR.

1. WHAT SHADE OF HAIR DO YOU
HAVE?

a) Dark
b) Light

2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT
TO:

a) Go to a party?
b) Go out to eat?

3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR
OUT OF:

a) Baby-Pink
b) Yellow
c) Baby-Blue
d) Turquoise

4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT
OF:

a) Surfing
b) Skate-Boarding
c) Skiing

5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT
OF THE
FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE?

a) Louie Vuitton
b) coach
c) againt all odds

6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE
OUT OF
THE FOLLOWING?

a) hawaii
b) London
c) florida

7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU
RATHER GO
TO:

a) The Beach?
b) Somewhere Cooler?

8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH?

a) January
b) February
c) March
d) April
e) May
f) June
g) July
h) August
i) September
j) October
k) November
l) December

9. WOULD YOU RATHER:

a) Chill at home
b) Go out with friends

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE
INSTRUMENT
OUT OF:

a) Guitar
b) Bass guitar
c) Drums
d) The Triangle

11) NAME A PERSON OF THE
OPPOSITE SEX

====NOW MAKE A WISH!====

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**ANSWERS** > > > >

1. a. dark= sexy [5points]
b. light = sweet [2 points]

2. a. go to a party = playful [2 points]
b. go out to eat = romantic [5 points]

3. a. baby-pink = cute [2]
b. yellow = loud [3]
c. baby-blue = cool [5]
d. turquoise = sexy [5]

4. a. surfing = active [2]
b. skateboarding = determined [2]
c. skiing = daring [5]

5. a. Louie Vuitton = tasteful [7]
b. coach = laid back [2]
c. againt all odds = stylish [5]

6. a. hawaii = you like being around
people [2]
b. L.. You are quiet, and like the
cold [2]
c. florida = You like to party! [5]

7. a. beach = tan, likes the sun [5]
b. somewhere cooler = pale and original
[2]

8. a. January = popular [5]
b. February = lovely [2]
c. March = loud [2]
d. April = playful [5]
e. May = happy [5]
f. june = chills a lot [5]
g. July = smooth [2]
h. August = fun [5]
i. September = quiet [2]
j. October = out-going [2]
k. November = pimpin' it [5]
l. December = warm [5]

9. a. home = quiet, romantic [5]
b. go out with friends =crazy [5]

10. a. guitar = eye-catching [5]
b. bass-guitar = mellow [2]
c. Drums = loud [2]
d. Triangle = crazy [5]

11. This person will fall in love with you!

SCORES!!!!
UP TO 17= LOUSY GET A LIFE MAN

18-20=OKEY

21-35 = Rather ROMANTIC

36+ = SUPER ROMANTIC... U ROCK !

NOW REPOST THIS IN THE NEXT 2
MINUTES
AND YOU WILL HVE GOOD LUCK WITH
YR ANSWER FOR NUMBER 11

MAKE SURE YOU WRITE
YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT......!!!

146444 | posted by EvilAngel at 13:11 | 1 comments

Thursday, July 7, 2005

Yeah...

So yeah, I'm trying to figure out a name for my new blog I'm creating... if anybody gets any ideas let me know at my hotmail account, I'm pretty sure all who might possible answer (probably no one but if someone does) have it so yeah... if not just give me a shout out and I shall... *hugs*

I feel so unbalanced! My right arm is burnt red but my left arm is barely pink! Even my face you can tell a difference of how I was facing. This is why I don't spend to much time OUTSIDE!!! Ohh well, better now than on my family trip!

And ~cake~ HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY PRINCESS ALICE BESSIE LUCY SPEEDY SCOOT SCOTTERY!!! WE LOVE YOU!!! ~cake~

144444 | posted by EvilAngel at 19:25 | 0 comments

Monday, July 4, 2005

Funny, if this is true, why am I so screwed up!!!

HASH(0x8bc2a64)
Poetry is your salvation. You see beauty where
others see ugliness. Frighteningly intelligent,
people don't understand how you think. Just
like a beautiful ryhthmic poem. Mysterious and
dark. You know the meaning of life you just
simply don't care.
~~Just me and my thoughts~~


What's your way to escape reality? What's your salvation?
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144293 | posted by EvilAngel at 20:13 | 1 comments

So yeah, I have been banned from MSN, so if you need or want to contact me you can reach me at home by phone or hopefully I will be able to check my e-mail as much as possible. And whenever I get the chance I'll be changing my blog, different place and different name... let's just say I have me reasons... so yeah, so long for now, we shall meet again! ~waves~

144292 | posted by EvilAngel at 19:35 | 0 comments

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Can't stand me...

*hangs head, hair in face, curled up in corner* I feel... I feel... I just feel so... lost... pain... confusion... frustrated... I don't know what to do... I just want to start over.......... so totally and utterly lost...

143858 | posted by EvilAngel at 13:37 | 2 comments

Sunday, June 19, 2005

WELCOME TO THE STATE OF CONFUSION!!!

Welcome to the State of Confusion, although I am glad to see a farmiliar face; in all honesty, you never should've come. I never thougt I would get here, and now that you are here I hope you do not stay long. Ironically, enough I have. I have travelled down so many different roads in this vast State of Confusion, I don't even know how long I've been here. I know it has been a long time since my arrival because you'd think that only time could help me screw myself over the way I have. This is why I hope you find your exit.

Let me explain, the State of Confusion is not the misunderstanding of a classroom lesson or the concept of how an object works, etc., etc., and so forth; but misunderstanding of oneself, the method of thinking, the choices and actions that we do as individuals. The paths are always winding with obstacles always at hand. I don't expect you to know what I am talking about, even if you have been here before. But because I don't know what, when, or how I got here, I expect to discover more bending roads, more obstavles, and even yet more pain before I find a way out.

I miss my place somewhere over the rainbow, I miss being truly happy in all aspects of the word...

143697 | posted by EvilAngel at 20:45 | 1 comments

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Yewie...I hate me... stupid stupidness... 'sugarade' doesn't really much either anymore... yuckiness...blah... *eye twitches*

143544 | posted by EvilAngel at 11:19 | 1 comments

Friday, June 10, 2005

Ooo H2O

Water element
Your element is Water. You have a calm aura around
you and are in tune with the world around. You
observe it but rarely interfere. Because of
your shy and timid nature you will not have so
many friends in your life. But then again,
large crowds aren't your thing anyway. You are
comfortable on your own and are reserved to
others who you don't know or know very little
of. You know everyone out there does not want
to be your friend, and knowing that is good.
However, people who don't know you that well
thinks that you are cold and distant since you
don't want to talk to them. Although you mean
no harm, you can't always be perfectly
understood in the world. No one can. Life in
general are you quite serene with even if there
are some things you don't like. Your love-life
is not so full of boys/girls, but if you
flirted more with the ones you were interested
in I'm sure something would happen. The hobbies
you choose are calmer ones, you are no party
girl that likes to drink and make-out with
three or more guys/girls in one night. Reading
a book or swimming is more your thing. Rate and
message!


What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!]
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143383 | posted by EvilAngel at 21:41 | 0 comments

Thursday, June 9, 2005

Today is a very bad, no good day!

Sometimes this house feels like a prison
That I just can't leave behind
There's so many rules
I got to follow
Cause you can't let go

I don't wanna hear it
And I just can't believe it
All the stupid things you say, but

One day
I won't take this anymore
One day
I'll be old enough
To do, to do, to do what I want to
I won't have to run away
And you won't be there to say I'm not allowed to
One day

Sometimes I wonder if you know me
Or if you just pretend to care
Tell me are you on a mission to bring me down?

I don't wanna hear it
And just can't believe it
All the stupid things you say, but

One day
I won't take this anymore
One day
I'll be old enough
To do, to do, to do what I want to
and I won't have to run away
And you won't be there to say I'm not allowed to
One day

Go away
and don't look at me
Cause we're not the same
And you can't do nothin'
You can say
That it's not okay
But I'm not afraid
And you can't do nothin'!!!

One day
I won't take this anymore
I'll be old enough
To do, to do, to do what I want to
and I won't have to run away
And you won't be there to say I'm not allowed to
One day

One day...

143330 | posted by EvilAngel at 11:40 | 0 comments

Wednesday, June 8, 2005

*points accussingly* Smiley!!!

A is for Age: 18! Hmmm, I could have some fun with this!

B is for Booze: so far only rum and juice...and no coconut rum either, me no like coconut

C is for Career: student

D is for Dad’s Name: Kelly

E is for Essential items to bring to a party: Friends, good humour,and the rest depends on what kinda party (usually some sort of food is involved)

F is for Favorite song at the moment: Friends in Low Places by Garth Brooks...again

G is for great friends: All of them!!! Hey, look at it this way: if they can put up with me, they are more than great friends!

H is for Hometown: Hee hee, Sudbury... or considering how often I use to go there, Huntsville (I'm a tocal!!! -- not quite a local and not quite a tourist)

I is for Instruments you play: piano, clarinet, sax

J is for Jam or Jelly that you like: tends to lean toward Strawberry

K is for Kids: what about them?

L is for Living arrangements: in my room, north west corner of my house, presently with a door

M is for Mom’s name: Cheryl

N is for Name of car you drive: I don't drive if I can help it

O is for Overnight hospital stays: birth, splitting open ofthe head (laughed), srugery(wisedom teeth, with braces on--hee hee, not amused)

P is for phobia(s): not telling

Q is for Quote you like: too many, but I'll just put this one: "Afterwards, the universe will explode for our amusement"

R is for Relationship that lasted the longest: something like 3 months

S is for Siblings: young brother, Michael

T is for Time you wake up: 6-7am

U is for Unique trait: me? unique? yeah right

V is for favorite Vegtable: yewie, but if I had to pick, carrots, corn, cucumber, or potatoes

W is for Worst trait: Uh, Hello! Need I remind you, you are talking to me?

X is for X-rays: of my teeth!

Y is for yummy food you make: depends on you qualifications of yummy... if you are a vampire I doubt you'll think my Holy Water is any good

Z is for zodiac sign: Tauraus

Firsts:

Job: babysitting, unless you mean real job: Zellers

First screen name:I don't remember

First funeral:my Great-grandfather's

First pet:fish *yawns*, but now I have a PUPPY!!! Well, not really a puppy any more...

First piercing: ears

First tattoo: how about Henna tattoo's? Then it would be the Chinese symbol for Angel

First credit card:no thanks

First enemy: I think it was James... no one any of you know

First favorite musician: not really sure

First Love: you already know that!

Lasts:

Last car ride: on the way to school (yay Court!)

Last kiss: gave: to my mommy and daddy... receivedreal kiss) not for more than 4 months I think...?

Last movie watched: The Ring (why were people going on about how scary it was? I wasn't afraid, and I don't even like horror movies)

Last phone call: I dialed: for my mother to come pick me up after my exam... Received: Kathleen from work asking about a shift

Last time showered: this morning

Last CD played: a mix-- Gob, MxPx, Nickelback, Liz Fair, Three Days Grace, Michelle Branch, Aerosmith, Evanescence, Uncle Kracker, Trapt, etc.

Now:

Single or Taken: Forever Dot! Woo!

Birthday: I'll never tell...

Hair color: Blondie! But I wish it was firy red! *crazed look*

Eye color: Bleu

Shoe size: 7-8 womens, 5 mens

Height: vertically challenged

Right now where are you: in Data

Wearing: hmmm, twisted... seriously: "big boy" pants, and stripped T-shirt, and my 30hr. Famine sweatshirt till Robmo stole it...

Drinking: nothing

Thinking about: ..........

Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala -- I had part of a chocolate cheese cake earlier! Wheee!

143276 | posted by EvilAngel at 12:11 | 2 comments

Monday, June 6, 2005

What a weekend!!!

Hee hee, Thursday (not that its the weekend but sure as hell felt like it) was great once lunch rolled around. Marie, Scoot, Bifficus, Maria went to the Shrine Centre to decorate, with Mr. Lesk. It was fun, but the star skeleton was frustrating (Smiley will agree), and so was the glow in the dark paint sticks. Mr. Lesk was great and brought us all back something from Timmy's. Near the end, Court showed up to help, then drive Smiley and I to the mall to meet Angel. Anyways, the place looked pretty good...Long story short, the Music Banquet was a blast, even though the dancing time was cut so short because of the award thingy (which I ended up drumming rhythms on the table, howling, or shouting instead of clapping because my hands were so sore)... By the time I got into bed it was midnight, which wasn't a good thing considering I had been staying up real late all week, plus there was Relay the next night...

Friday after school I got home, took a shower, packed the huge tent, sleeping bag, blanket, pillow, extra clothes, entertainment supplies, and my mp3/CD/tape/radio player, lets just say the army pack-sack was double the width of me, which is saying something...Anyways, I could go on forever and alot of you were there so I'll just shut my mouth. It was great, stayed up all night long (funny story actually about the time I did manage to fall asleep for about 15 minutes)... So yeah, I would totally do it agin next year!... Around 8 am I went to bed, woke up at 1:20, had a shower, pretended to do homework of some sort, went to work (5-8 which went by surprisingly fast). So you think that after all that I'd go to bed or something along those lines right? WRONG! Got home and spent the evening with some really good friends of mine, we all had drinks , plus my lack of sleep, needless to say it was fairly interesting! Anyways, I ended up not going to bed until around 11! Hee hee, oops! On Sunday I just pretended to do work but instead read this totally awesome book, went to work again, and yeah... I shall leave the details of my weekend that vague or else it will never end!!!

Chao

143179 | posted by EvilAngel at 13:27 | 0 comments

Sunday, June 5, 2005

Its long, I'm procrastonating...

Seven Deadly Sins Style

Wrath
Sworn at your parents? no, can't say that I have, but there has been that kind of screaming in my head...
Hated them? Hate is a strong word, I just really really dislike them and get freakin pissed at them sometimes... most of you know specific examples
Been furious with a a friend? No
Angry at someone for no reason? Yes, me being stupid, loosing patience, and just snapping... or keeping the thoughts inside my head because I don't really mean them
Hated a friend? Hate is a strong word... and disliking them for something they did only depends on what level of friendship... which is usually close to none and its because they hurt one of my friends or good friends
Held a grudge? guilty
Sought revenge? I've come up with a huge ass list of ways to kill certain individuals but have never thought of acting on them
Yelled at a friend? Actually I think there is only one friend (an extremely good one) that I've had a full out fit with, but then again we are more like sisters, we always makeup, and we've known each other for so long!
Hit a wall in rage? Sort of, not really though because I didn't need my parental unit to hear it and start another incident

Greed
Had desire for excess money? Excess money as in to use for travel or educational purposes, to help out a friend, or for charity? then yes
Wanted more of something when you had enough? guilty
Kept to yourself instead of sharing? Occasionally, but in the end I tend to make up for it someother way
Wanted more than you have? we all tend to at least once

Pride
Bragged to someone? we all do in some way, shape, or form
Had an ego trip? Ego? What ego? No ego to go a trip with!
Felt better than those around you? Hell no
Felt "too good" to do something? Yeah, idiotic things, but I've ended up doing some of them anyways *bangs head*
Felt like you didn't need offered help? There have been times, yes
Talked about yourself too much? nothing too interesting there, but sometimes I have no choice
Basked in your accomplishments? Accomplishments? What are those? Cause whatever they are, I don't have any...
Felt like nobody was as good as you? *hollow laugh* other way around dude

Envy
Wanted something a friend owned? Probably
Felt jealous of a friends talents? Hell yeah!
Felt envious of someones accomplishments? yep
Or of their grades? guilty
Or their salary and or amount of cash? I don't want their money
What about someone else's clothes? smeh
Appearance or looks? hee hee, yep

Lust
Ever liked a friends bf/gf? maybe...
Had dirty thoughts of someone you werent dating? Can't say that I have
Been in a suggestive situation with a friend? Suggestive, eh? *rubs chin* Care to describe exactly what you mean by 'suggestive'? Hee hee...
If so, whom? *whistles* You have to answer my question first, and even then I'd probably just whistle
Had dirty thoughts of your bf/gf? Hmmm, I'm the Foreverdot! What boyfriend are YOU talking about?! Jeez... *mumbles something incoherent*
Been to 1st base? I like Marie's answer! Who wants to know? Plus you have to give an outline of your idea what is which base!

Sloth
Put off a huge project till the last day? *laughs hysterically*
Planned your day but not acted upon it? All the bloody time
Thought of something but didn't feel like doing it? Of course, we all get that sometimes, I think it involves homework or chores
Ignored homework in a class your failing? *whistles, shifty eye look*
Told yourself "I'll do it later"? What do you think I am doing now?
Slept in past noon? Only if I just experienced something like a 6 hour time change or stayed up all night or extremely sick/ came out of surgery
Sat on the sofa for hours on a beautiful day? *Agrees with Marie* More fun when friends are around... and I have offered!
Not wanted to do anything physical? *Immediately 'Lets get Physical' starts playing in head* It depends what that something physical is ...To twist or not to twist, that is the question...

Gluttony
Pigged out? Mmmm *wide, guilty grin*
Till your stomach hurt? *laughs* Only because my parental unit made me, and there were two times that I ended up throwing up in the middle of the night because of it...
Blown your paycheck in one day? Hell no! I'm cheap
Wasted your money? Yep, unfortunately
Spent a lot on yourself but not others? Nope, not really
Hogged something? who me? never...
Kept doing something even though you told yourself to stop? yes, but I don't think it was gluttony, some of it was food involved, some of it wasn't

Who was your crush in..
I'm the Foreverdot! Umm, actually honestly I don't remember who my crushes were or if I had any in particular. Either way I never told anyone, so what makes you so sure I'll start now?
12th Grade: well at the beginning, around the middle of October, there was one, but mostly everybody knows who that was, so yeah...

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: *raises hands in air* FOREVEDOT!!! WOOO!!!
If so, were they ever one of your crushes:what did you not understand from the last question?
Do you have a chance with your crush: crush? who says I have one? *raises eyebrow*

IF you were a vegetable, what kind of vegetable would you be and why? How in the hell would I know, I don't like vegetables

IF you were an animal what kind of animal would you be and why? I don't know, so many to choose from. I've been called an ameoba, Parasitic Leech (if you call those animals), a Lemur, a Sloth, a thing that looks like a baggar (I don't remember the proper name, and the person said it because of its characteristics), and yeah I'll stop there

IF you were a celebrity what would you be famous for and why? Same answer as Smiley, helping people

IF you were stuck on a desert island with two other people of your choice who would they be? Not sure, I don't want to condemn somebody to stay with ME on a deserted island, poor poor souls they'd be

IF you woke up one morning and your leg was missing who would you call first? "Oi! Shorties! Come back here!"

IF you woke up one morning and you were lying in a million dollars what would you do? My mouth would probably hang open and my eyes would bulge for a bit, while I run my hands threw the money around me, wondering what in the hell...

IF you woke up one morning and you were 25 years older what would you do? it would probably take me too long to notice

IF you had one wish what would you wish for? Not really sure, the last thing I wished for came true, it kinda hurt, but I am still glad it came true

IF you had five extra tickets to your favourite bands concert who would you take? Depends on which favourite band, then I'd decide who to bring

IF you had a special power and you could only tell 10 people who would you tell? Depends on the power, most likely Teddy, Angel, Court, Scoot, Alisha, Donna, Cheerie and maybe a couple other people I haven't yet mentioned

IF you could be on one reality TV show which one would it be? I already live in a soap opera, who needs reality TV

IF you could change one thing about yourself what would you change? that is indeed a long list, very very long list

IF you won the lottery what would you do with 10 million dollars? Put some away for education, travel, and necessities, split some with friends, and give the rest to charities

IF you could pick out of being able to turn back time, being able to fly, being irresistable to the opposite sex or owning a money tree which would you pick? Money tree or flying, both would come in handy... playing with the past is just way too confusing and tricky, and being irresistable to the opposite sex would be.... would be just... I dunno... a waste of their bloody time

FAITH
1. What religion do you follow? Mine
2. What religion were you raised as? united...
3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property? Human property, you don't have to be religious or follow a certain religion to have forgiveness
4. Do you believe in magic? *the song begins to play in head, hums along*
5. What was the last promise you broke? I don't remember because I try hard not to make promises I can't keep
6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it? Not that I know of
7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect? Everbody is perfect and imperfect at the same time, does that make sense to you?

HOPE
1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season? I think a few things were missing, and I'm not talking about presents or anything money can buy
2. Angelrding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for? friendship, happiness, travel, the usual
3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure? All the time
4. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket? Not yet, but now I can legally!!!
5. Do you gamble? Well if you wanna, you can think that we all gamble our lives each day just by being alive, danger is everywhere, yet we never think about it as gambling
6. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway? I live in Northern Ontario, what do you think?

CHARITY
1. What causes do you support? Do you have all day?
2. What causes have you given money or time to? Do you really expect me to come up with a list right now?
3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless? not yet
4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel-inherent worldwide charity group? I would do something of that sort, as long as one of my friends was coming along for the ride
5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street? no, they are more likely to waste it on something that will only make their situation worse
6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food? Not that I can recall at the particular moment
7. What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need? probably nothing of value that qualif

143130 | posted by EvilAngel at 21:00 | 0 comments

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Stolen *evil laugh*

Fine, don't reply, be that way... but I will keep on posting! Anyways, you know the drill, or at least I am presuming you do, if not... well, you'll figure it out...

A - Age you lost your virginity? *laughs*
B - Band listening to right now? not, watching a movie on TV
C - Dream Car? well I've always been partial for Hummers, but I'd probably get something more cost efficient and environmentally friendly
D - Dads name? Kelly
E - Easiest person to make laugh? There are quite a few
F - Food you miss most? tacos are sounding good right now!
G - Any encounters with ghosts? not that I am aware of
H- Person most hated at the moment? hate is a strong word
I - Interesting unknown fact about yourself? well where is the mystery if it is known? *raises eyebrow*
J- The first letter of the last person who broke your heart? .....
K - Kissing with eyes opened or closed? closed thank you very much
L - Last time you did LSD? hmmm
M - Most memorable moment you can think of in a minute? So many... good times... bad times
N - Nicknames? how about you take a look to your upper left and just read it under my profile?
O - What's the most valued possession? friendship
P - Poison of choice? Some men just can't hold their arsenic!
Q - The last quote you heard: not really sure...
R - What are you allergic to? Mold, cats (seriously), dust, pollen, apparently alot considering I am stuffed up all year round, except for rare occasions or when I am mad
S - Song you sang last? me? sing? I don't want to be the cause of somebody loosing their hearing or breaking of glass
T - Time you woke up? this morning? 8:14 am
U - Fav. pair of underwear? I'm partial to my Joe Boxer female briefs or my Joe Boxer Oh Canada! pair... oh wait, I also want to include my "Kiss this" (which is written on the ass) pair... so many to pick from
V - Vegetable you hate most? such a long list...mushrooms, olives being somewhere near the top
W - What are you the most afraid of? why would I reveal weakness?
X - X-rated love life? you are asking if the Forever Dot has an x-rated love life? Wow... you DO need help!
Y - Year you were born? 1987
Z - Zodiac sign? Taurus/ Chinese Zodiac: Rabbit

142689 | posted by EvilAngel at 22:11 | 3 comments

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Party Hardy!

Ok yeah, so I went to the prom thingamabob last night right? Well the dresses were unbelievable and everybody looked great!!! *whistles* So yeah, like always dancing was the best part, especially when most people left to go to the grad party cause then there was more room to dance!!! *wax on, wax off, wax on, wax off* The music ranged from every which way: from Cotton Eyed Joe to 50 Cent, from the Chicken Dance and The Hokie Pokie to Usher, from Bohemian Rhapsody to ..... well I think you got the point considering some of you were there! Anyways we partied it up and then I had to go (boo!) because my original ride had already left and there was only one more chance so I left earlier than I wanted to. I went home talked to my mother for a bit, went for a shower to wash my hair to get out all the crap that was in there, my face to take off all the "war paint", and my feet were grey from dancing bare-foot . So yeah my mom was dead tired and went to bed but I was still wound up so I stayed up a bit longer, ate some cookies, crispers, and chocolate while watching a bit of a movie! Hee hee! Then attempted to fall asleep even though I was still pretty wide-awake and ended up having a pretty restless sleep. Well I guess the funny party is the fact that this morning up until lunch I felt like I had a hung over, and yet the only thing I drank last night at prom was water! Hee hee, oh well!

How was everybody else's night?

142280 | posted by EvilAngel at 21:16 | 0 comments

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

*laughs*

Kind person
Your wise quote is: "Be kind to unkind people,
they probably need it the most" by
Ashleigh Brilliant.
You try to look beyond apperance, try to give
people second chances and are probably very
kind. Understanding is your biggest personality
trait, and thoose you can see through should be
grateful. If they aren't already. You detest
narrow minded people, because they can't see
what's really there. Facades is not your thing
and you strive to always be who you really are.


What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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142141 | posted by EvilAngel at 20:17 | 0 comments

Monday, May 16, 2005

Run Away!

I can vote! And I can gamble! Swim Away! *waves arms frantically* Life as we know it, is over! Never mind changing city or province, change countries instead! It would probably be alot saver!

141978 | posted by EvilAngel at 9:45 | 6 comments

Sunday, May 15, 2005

AHHHHHH!!!

HELP ME!!! I CAN'T FUCKING DO THIS ANYMORE!!!

141894 | posted by EvilAngel at 10:59 | 2 comments

Friday, May 13, 2005

Freaky Friday!!!

141814 | posted by EvilAngel at 13:42 | 1 comments

Sound farmiliar? I dunno...

Secretive
You are a secretive princess. You were born into a
gilded cage. You hated the rules and
restrictions about walking daintily, eating
neatly and always having to look good.
You hated the cameras always flashing in your face
and therefore you hide your true self, behind
plain clothes. But your beauty is still
stunning. Due to the way you continually hide
yourself from the life of rules, you are a
natural rebel. Independence is your strongest
point - you may care for others, and even
depend on them...but when it comes right down
to it, the only one you need is yourself. You
have a strong sense of who and what you are, no
one can control your heart or mind, or even
really influence your thinking. You have a very
serious mind - never acting immature and
harbouring a superior disgust of those who do.


Which proud princess are you? (Dazzling pics and detailed results!)
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141813 | posted by EvilAngel at 13:40 | 0 comments

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Hmm... Not too sure

stuf
You are the Spirit of Love. You think around
romance and are extremely compassionate.
Whenever you want something you can get it due
to your fiery passion. You can make friends
quite easily, because peopole are attracted to
your obvious good nature. You will have no
trouble in finding a life partner and will be
very happy.


Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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141759 | posted by EvilAngel at 15:39 | 2 comments