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These are a bunch of crap that I wrote a while ago. They ususally have a story to each of them, if you want to know, just ask! 
 
Gravity 
I feel light as a feather 
Not a worry in my mind 
I could go living like this forever 
I want to sing and dance 
Don't want this happiness to end 
Suddenly gravity has decided to pick on me 
So many things on my mind 
I feel like I'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders 
Constantly shaking, from the pressure and cold 
Can't take much more of this 
I want to scream 
But that would be too much like giving up 
I won't give up, I can't give up 
Determination 
I am going to get through this! 
Willing to do anything for this feeling to go away 
Somebody help me! 
 
Darkness 
Its black, nothing is clear. 
Everything is falling from reach. 
I'm running, trying to grasp as it slips through my fingers. 
Everything is fading from view, calling me. 
On the other side, the the unknown greets me, 
dancing around, mcking me and my indecision. 
Should I choose to fall into darkneww and try to find the light, 
or the follow the unknown? 
My first instinct is to let gravity prevail. 
But how do you know what you have, 
until you let it go? 
My curiosity takes over and the unknown grabs hold of me. 
I am lost, swimming in a pool of mystery. 
At first I am contete and in awe. 
Then as time goes on, a hole begins to grow inside me, 
bigger and bigger. 
Until it swallows me whole. 
I don't fight it. 
I am drowning, tired of swimming. 
I need to find air, 
I need to fing what I lost in the darkness. 
Will I find where I belong? 
 
Time 
Slowly counting down the days, 
its the only thing that keeps me going, 
yet at the same time it hold me back. 
And although the numbers continuely decrease, 
it feels like it will never come. 
When I look to the past it is so far away, 
yet I can still se memories quickly flash by. 
They are little rays of hope, 
that I can no longer have. 
I look to the future and it is so close, 
but constantly forever away. 
That is where my heart is, 
that is why I am standing along, 
in the darkness, empty. 
The anxiety and stress is pushing me down. 
I feel like I'm stuck here, 
for eternity, 
lost in time.

last modified Nov 18, 2004 at 17:45



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