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~WELCOME TO SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW~
 You're only a rainbow away,
and I'm sitting here soaking wet,
waiting for you.
Your only a rainbow,
just a rainbow away,
and I'm reaching out hoping that you see it too...
But telling you, that I'm no fool,
'Cause I know what rainbows do...
They fade away,
fade away,
fade away, away...
Stormy days, found it's way,
and I wish I could hold you now...
I am only a rainbow away,
my friend,
And if you could see
what others see,
You wouldn't feel so bad...
And I'm telling you,
'Cause I've been there too,
that storms are like ranibows too...
They fade away,
fade away,
fade away, away...
Stormy days, drift away,
and may someone be holding you now...
~  Evil Angel  ~
last modified Oct 3, 2005 at 11:38
When everything is thrown back in your face,
and you fall to your cut and bleeding knees,
picking up the broken pieces of your dreams,
tears running down your face,
I will fall down beside you,
wiping away your tears
with my hands,
and kiss you.
I will help you recreate
your shattered dreams.
I will bring the sun
to burn a way through the fog
of your day.
I'm sorry I'm not the perfect child, friend, or person.
I'm sorry I care so much about the people I love.
I'm sorry that I try to be there for everybody.
I'm sorry I want to help anyway I can.
I'm sorry I would go anywhere,
do anything just to make at least one thing better.
I'm sorry I wish, pray, and hope with all my heart
for everything to be alright.
I'm sorry I would give up everything
if only for your good.
I'm sorry I love, care, try, and help...
But if you really want the truth,
I am not really sorry at all,
if anything I am sorry
that I am not good enough,
and that I can't do more.
Despite all the times
I have let everybody down,
and all the times
things have gotten in my way,
I will still continue trying...
I am sorry...
As I watch you drown,
taken over by evil,
I willingly dive in after you,
grabbing hold of your hand,
just as you disappear from sight.
I'd follow you anywhere,
even down to the depths of despair,
to lift you back up.
As I watch you prepare
for battle of revenge,
sword held high,
ready to strike,
I draw out my sword,
ready to fight with and for you,
as your shield taking all the blows.
As I watch you lose
the reason for the battle of revenge,
I lower my sword,
and wrap my arms around you,
whispering words of comfort and love.
And in that position,
I will take the muderous strike,
in attempts to save your life.
I hate the world today.
You're so good to me,
I know, but I can't change.
Tried to tell you but,
you're looking at me like I am an angel underneath,
innocent and sweet.
Yesterday I cried,
must of been relieve to see the softer side.
I can understand how you'd be so confused,
I don't envy you.I am a little bit of everything
all rolled into one!
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover,
I'm a child, I'm a mother,
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint,
I do not feel ashamed.
I'm your health, I'm your dream,
I'm nothing in between,
You know you wouldn't want it anyother way.
So take me as I am,
this may mean you'll have to be a struggled man.
Just to show that when I start to make you nervous,
and I'm going two extremes,
tomorrow I will change
and today won't mean a thing!
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover,
I'm a child, I'm mother,
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint,
I do not feel ashamed.
I'm your health, I'm your dream,
I'm nothing inbetween,
you know you wouldn't want it anyother way.
Just when you think,
you got me figured out the season's already changin,
I think its cool you do what you do,
and don't try to save me.
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover,
I'm a child, I'm mother,
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint,
I do not feel ashamed.
I'm your health, I'm your dream,
I'm nothing inbetween,
you know you wouldn't want it anyother way.
I'm bitch, I'm a tease,
I'm a goddess on my knees,
when you're hurt or you're suffer,
I'm your angel undercover,
I'm enough, I'm relied...
~Meredith Brooks~
Just some lyrics...
I'm here without you baby
but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
Everything I know,
and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls,
when it's all said and done
it get hard but it won't take away my love
~3 Doors Down~
These are a bunch of crap that I wrote a while ago. They ususally have a story to each of them, if you want to know, just ask!
Gravity
I feel light as a feather
Not a worry in my mind
I could go living like this forever
I want to sing and dance
Don't want this happiness to end
Suddenly gravity has decided to pick on me
So many things on my mind
I feel like I'm carrying the weight of the world on my shoulders
Constantly shaking, from the pressure and cold
Can't take much more of this
I want to scream
But that would be too much like giving up
I won't give up, I can't give up
Determination
I am going to get through this!
Willing to do anything for this feeling to go away
Somebody help me!
Darkness
Its black, nothing is clear.
Everything is falling from reach.
I'm running, trying to grasp as it slips through my fingers.
Everything is fading from view, calling me.
On the other side, the the unknown greets me,
dancing around, mcking me and my indecision.
Should I choose to fall into darkneww and try to find the light,
or the follow the unknown?
My first instinct is to let gravity prevail.
But how do you know what you have,
until you let it go?
My curiosity takes over and the unknown grabs hold of me.
I am lost, swimming in a pool of mystery.
At first I am contete and in awe.
Then as time goes on, a hole begins to grow inside me,
bigger and bigger.
Until it swallows me whole.
I don't fight it.
I am drowning, tired of swimming.
I need to find air,
I need to fing what I lost in the darkness.
Will I find where I belong?
Time
Slowly counting down the days,
its the only thing that keeps me going,
yet at the same time it hold me back.
And although the numbers continuely decrease,
it feels like it will never come.
When I look to the past it is so far away,
yet I can still se memories quickly flash by.
They are little rays of hope,
that I can no longer have.
I look to the future and it is so close,
but constantly forever away.
That is where my heart is,
that is why I am standing along,
in the darkness, empty.
The anxiety and stress is pushing me down.
I feel like I'm stuck here,
for eternity,
lost in time.
 So yeah, life officially sucks!
Ok, all week I've been looking for a way just to be with this one person, and everytime we had something planned, it gets screwed up at the last second. And the thing is it was neither of our faults, it just happened.  Its like fate is against me or something well I say this to you, fate, in the words of my friend "GO PEE UP A ROPE AND SUCK ON THE OTHER END!!!  CAUSE I DEFY YOU!!!" *shakes fist at stupid fate* 
 The Perfect Night
As I sit here, waiting for you,
I look up and see the Northern Lights,
so beautiful, dancing across the starry sky.
Just like the memories with you,
playing over and over again in my mind,
always changing light and new wonder.
I feel the cool light breeze
touch my face and wrap around my body tightly,
never letting go.
I close my eyes
and for an instant you're here with me,
holding eachother close.
Although the night air is icy cold,
a fire burns within my heart
and warms my body.
When I open my eyes,
it begins to snow.
The Christmas snow swirls around,
its like I am being transported to a whole new world,
as the snow caresses everything it touches.
Everything has turned white and pure,
like a Winter Wonderland, all so magical,
as I sit here, waiting for you.
As it floats and falls down,
it has complete faith in something
that it can't see or hear,
but can only feel the presence.
Something so wonderful,
moving you, making you feel weightless,
happy and pure.
Everything else becomes insignificant,
being here with you.
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