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~WELCOME TO SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW~
 You're only a rainbow away,
and I'm sitting here soaking wet,
waiting for you.
Your only a rainbow,
just a rainbow away,
and I'm reaching out hoping that you see it too...
But telling you, that I'm no fool,
'Cause I know what rainbows do...
They fade away,
fade away,
fade away, away...
Stormy days, found it's way,
and I wish I could hold you now...
I am only a rainbow away,
my friend,
And if you could see
what others see,
You wouldn't feel so bad...
And I'm telling you,
'Cause I've been there too,
that storms are like ranibows too...
They fade away,
fade away,
fade away, away...
Stormy days, drift away,
and may someone be holding you now...
~  Evil Angel  ~
last modified Oct 3, 2005 at 11:38
This dreary greyness of my blog shall change soon, I'm just waiting for an updated template to reappear, questions need to be asked, and touching up will be taken underway... but at some point it should be colourful again...
Now I am going to rant about how my last ranting disappeared because of the stupid computer... it really was the computer's fault. 1)It was the school's 2) All I did was press post So now I have to remember the rant I wrote earlier, I was amused by it in the end (sick sense of humour I have).... so yeah *tries to remember in the little amount I have time before being sent to bed*
Too many people talking to me at once, so I shall write it later...
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed, bound and broken on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn...
Torn...
*****
My conversation has run dry
That's whats going on, nothing's fine I'm torn
*****
So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I don't care, I have no luck, I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things that I can't touch, I'm torn
*****
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on, nothings right, I'm torn
*****
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed, bound and broken on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn...
Torn...
Well I figure its been awhile since I've done an actual post yet there is nothing really to write about...Still techniqually under house arrest, but its not as bad. The only thing that seems ridiculous is that they only let me out one night during the weekend even though my homework is or almost is all done *shakes head*
How do I put it, Thursday was very tiring, never ending running around....
I had fun bowling last night with Scoot, Noah, Brenda, and Dan... *shakes fist at Noah for being able to bowl and stupid bowling machine for not being able to count strikes and spares* Hey Scoot, Striper Ella says "hi"  ... the walk was fun too, just don't walk and look up at the stars at the same time, you never know when the aliens will beam you up, then the next second you land on your back, on the ice... isn't that right Scoot? Hee hee...
|Name| Kaitlin, Kait(K8), Kuriousity, Pyro, LoKi, Parasitic Leech, Evil One, Fiend.... and there are others I care not to mention
|Birth date| Not at liberty to discuss that
|Birth place| Sudbury
|Current Location| Somewhere over the Rainbow, and Far Far Away
|Eye Color| Bleu
|Hair Color| Blondie *punches fist into air* (at least I have a reason!!!)
|Righty or Lefty| Righty
|Zodiac Sign| Rabbit
|Horoscope| Taurus
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE..... I highly doubt you want to do that... and don't you twist that either!!! Hee hee...
|Your heritage| Heinz 67
|Your weakness| Why would I advertise my weaknesses?
|Your fears| *runs away screaming*
|Your perfect pizza| dessert or otherwise?
|Goal you'd like to achieve| Me? Achieve? yeah riiight
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
|Your most overused phrase on AIM| Hee hee / *hugs* / *pokes*
|Your thoughts first waking up| nooooo, damnit damnit, noooo
|Your best physical feature| have none
|Your most missed memory| too many...
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK
|Pepsi or Coke| don't like pop, yes thats right, gap and stare at the weird chick who doesn't like pop
|McDonald's or Burger King| preferably neither
|Single or group dates| single
|Adidas or Nike| does it matter
|Lipton Tea or Nestea| no drink tea
|Chocolate or vanilla| CHOCOLATE!!!
|Cappuccino or coffee| no drink coffee either
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
|Smoke| nope
|Curse| does in French count?
|Take a shower| nooo *scratches pits and picks dirt out of hair and teeth*
|Like(d) high school| it has its ups and downs, it depends how I feel, and what classes I have... but I generally like to learn... just sometimes not what they teach in school
|Want to get married| yes
|Believe in yourself| hmmmm.......
|Get motion sickness| depends
|Think you're attractive| Hell know, I know I'm not
|Think you're a health freak| *bursts out laughing* You expect a person who hates almost every vegetable and fruit a health freak?
|Like thunderstorms| Hee hee, yay thunderstorms! I have a great aunt who has a house that looks over a bay (beautiful view and the window is huge) and I'd love to watch a thunderstorm from there... but alas its outside of Huntsville
|Play an instrument| Clarinet, piano, and used to play alto saxophone
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
|Drank alcohol| don't think so
|Gone to the mall| unfortunately
|Been on stage| except for helping set up for Open House
|Eaten an entire box of Oreos| nope, just one at a time...
|Eaten sushi| never have
|Been dumped| hmmm *thinks* It was more of a mutual thing really... *hugs Teddy* still good friends too
|Gone skating| hee hee, try a year
|Gone skinny dipping| nope, never
|Dyed your hair| nope
|Stolen anything| Hee hee, Dan's hat *wearing at particular moment*, Dan's "coat" when I was cold, Scoot's hat, Kev's lighter (hee hee, fire, perdy fire), cameras *shakes fist at all the cameras at semi* ... thats not alot... wow I should be awarded for my good behaviour
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
|Played a game that required removal of clothing| hmm, don't think so
|Been trashed or extremely intoxicated|nope, just extremely hyper
|Been caught "doing something"| When it says "Doing something" I presume it means something bad... so, Me? "Doing Something"? ps, Neeever *twists strand of hair, sways from side to side, attempting to look innocent*
|Been called a tease| Hmmm... nope... I don't think so... oh wait, maybe...hmm... yep yep yep, pretty sure come to think of it...
|Gotten beaten up| nope, I tend to fight back
|Shoplifted| nay nay
|Changed who you were to fit in|
LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
|Age you hope to be married| whenever is right
|Numbers of Children| guess I'll find out
|Describe your dream wedding|not really thinking about that right now
|How do you want to die| laughing, I'm serious, I want to die laughing...my brother described a funny image of that, if you want to know just ask
|What do you want to be when you grow up| Me? Grow up?
|What country would you most like to visit| Every
LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY
|Best eye coloUr?|
|Best hair coloUr?|
|Short or long hair|
|Height|
...funny how these questions are all about appearance... which shouldn't matter...
TEN: FAMILY AND FRIENDS
|Prefer Mom or Dad?| toughie, it depends who is being the meanie of the moment
|Parents Divorced?| nope
|How many Siblings?| genetic or otherwise?
|How many RL friends?| quite a few
|How many internet-only friends?| I have friends where I mostly just talk to them by internet...but I think we are more than that
|Who is your best friend?| oh my, you want me to pick?
ELEVEN: FAVORITES
|Food| junk food!
|Drink| *shrugs* chocolate milkshake
|TV Show| don't know
|Movie| too many to list
|Game for PC|
|Game for consoles|
|Thing to do on a weekend| Party, hang with friends... until my parental unit gets involved
TWELVE: POTPOURRI
|Do you watch the news?| sometimes
|Do you have any art skills?| nope, wish I did though
|What kind of car do you want?|Hummers are extremely cool, but I'd prefer something that is a little more enviromentally friendly, something I can afford and is practical for its use
|For or against war?| Duh? War, huh, what is it good for?! Absolutely nothing...
|How much time to you spend on your PC?| lots
|Do you wish you were more popular or had more/better friends?| I have extremely great friends, but I could never said no to new ones *hugs all around*
There done *wipes forehead* that was work
Kinda ironic but for some reason I had this song stuck in my head when I woke up this morning..... hee hee, like I said, kind of ironic considering the fact I really don't have a Valentine...but smeh, its a good song...
 L. is for the way you look at me,
O. is for the only one I see,
V. is very very extra ordinary,
E. is even more than anyone that I adore.
And love is all that I can give to you,
love is more than just a game for two,
two in love can make it,
take my heart and please don't break it,
love was made for me and you...
Love always and forever, 
You think you know
What everyone needs
you always take time
To critize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today...
So Shut up Shut up Shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out Get out Get out
Get out of my way
Step up Step up Step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
is gonna bring me down
You're always there to point out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one you love to hate
But not today
Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
Don't want to wast my time
I'll watch you fade away...
Simple Plan
What would you do if...
I cried:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I died:
I was afraid:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I were hospitalized:
I ran away:
I got in a fight and you were there:
What do you think about my?...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humour:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:
Would You?...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, No matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumours about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash If i needed it:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Love me for who I am:
This song is Untitled on the CD, but I finally figured out the title "My Song"... it fits quite well in my situation...
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded
by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got nowhereto run
The night goes on
as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everbody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold on to a time
when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't...
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got nowhereto run
The night goes on
as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Simple Plan
So I won't be here for a while... how do I put this... well, lets just say that I am in jail or house arrest. I have only one phone call and both portable phones are disconected, only chance of probation or parole for the afternoon was to clean my room so it was "spic and span", but I would have to be home for 4:30 pm. Oh yeah, I am only allowed on msn on direct orders, under a specific time and the modem has dispeared.... So yeah fun.....
Actually, you want to know how I got my room cleaned so quick? I took all the stuff I didn't want to deal with and put it in a huge ass Sears bag I magically found in my room, that just screamed "Use Me!!!" So I did, I threw everything in it and put throuhg it in the closet, under the stairs.... it saved a whole lot a work.... I just have to take it out before my parents put the rest of the winter decorations away.... but I solved my problem!!! Done and done!!! My quiet retaliation to my parents.... thats how I deal with everything they through at me and I give up yelling back... queit retaliation!!! *pumps fist into air* Oh! *puts finger to lips* shhh, be vewy vewy quiet...
*opens arms* This is my life... this is what I have to deal with...
I'll try to explain later when I am actually allowed on the internet and msn...
Call if you like, it'll be the only way I can talk really to anybody till school gets started up again.... so its kinda ironic how school is off and I'm in jail, but I was somewhat free when school was on... a little confused...
Talk to you later, hopefully, if I survive that is...
Well where do I begin *ponders* Oh right! *dances* I'm done, I'm done, I'm done....maybe not well..... but I'm done, I'm done, I'm done...... well except for an essay I have to send Lenti before 11 pm. Hee hee...
So yeah, today= very interesting.....
Warning: most of you won't know what I am talking about next, so don't bother, or take the risk and get really confused.
To the few people it may concern: when I said I'd love you always and forever, and nothing is going to change that..... I really did mean it!!! Please stop saying you are sorry, don't be, all is forgiven!!! *pounces* *hugs tight and never lets go* You aren't getting rid of me that easily, hee hee
Anyways, I should really get to doing that essay now...
Love you
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