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Sitting in your room, drinking your perfume. Wondering which day of the week I'll die on. Now, I'm laying in your bed unscrewing your head trying to figure out whats wrong inside so you don't hate yourself tonight. Yeah-eah-eah.
So now you fall asleep inside a tamborine. Next to broken head phones and your high school year book, I wrote on the final page, "Wish I could have stayed around to hear the last band play." Hey-ey-ey-ey, I heard they just broke up yesterday.
last modified Apr 6, 2002 at 17:37
To a tee.
A lot has gone about.
I believe I've failed US History pt. II. I know that I failed Oceanography as well as Contract law. But I'm not oh-so-concerned either. I have Oceanography as a class next year already. I just have to put in US History pt. II somewhere. I hate how that class is required and how my teacher wasn't there. Nikki has pointed out how her and I are smart, just not regergitating smart. Ah, yes, we rock.
Ah, lettuce sea. I've been hanging out with Jill and Meredith here and there and going into work when I'm not scheduled tons because they need me and such. They like it too. I've gotten three employee cards. Its rad. I really like it. I have to start filling out some of those for people too. But I don't know if I can fill them out for team leads or what , because I want to thank Jim and Brenda and everyone for asking me to come in when I'm not suppose to because it gets me money towards my car savings account as well as my checking personal account (yeah, I have a checking account now guys. Watch out! I'm lookin at some great stuff for clothing online now BAH-HA! :D).
Oh yes, so anyway I entered my Junior year with 11 and a half credits. I had 8 that I could get this year and ended up getting six and a half exactly. So next year I HAVE TO pass Oceanography, Astronomy, US History II, and Understanding Auto and I'll be set. At the moment I have $1300 in the savings account. Rock rock for me. I'm getting disney checks (only because they have Bambi and Dumbo! Plus one other set and I don't remember who.. but anyway haha..) I am looking at others for the next time already. I want to get a felix the cat vinyl check book cover, which will kick my ass and then some. I'm also trying to find a good paul frank one or something? But then I was also looking to just get a great one that will let me write on it or osmething or .. yeah I have al ot of ideas I guess.
I got some new cons. Black hi-tops. YES. I also got a ton of new tube socks (which are in Meredith's car haha. . oops. And she leaves on Thursday until August 22 AHHHH) Its going to be insane. I hope Jill can still do a bunch this summer because that would rock. Tomorrow I think is the very last day that I can hang out with Mere before she leaves. AH, its so sad.
Threes so much more and Nikki works with me now and .. hum yea. I don't even know what else to say or anything. I want to see the Ritz's again (they went through my check-out today). As well as Dan Van who poked me today and Andy with Dustin who made me smile today while we were at Jess's line during my break as they were leaving . .I'm glad Andy graduated (YESSAH I AM!).
I have "Come on Eileen" the end of it .. the softer part rather, it makes me grin. Largely loving you.
I miss talking with Max .. Ah :[.
I'm so freaking busy. . if you haven't seen my Livejournal account then you don't quite know what its been like. I just put it all in there so people in general would have a quick view - and that way .. yeah, this is more of a private log in comparison to the others I have so, I try to keep this one with my "homies" haha :D :x
Listening to Rooney (who play soft music) make me think of him though. :x "The colors you've built up in my mind. Bleeding through my heart. Nobody knows that they exist."... Rooney is a great band. Thats from the song "Blue side". Ah, great.
Uhm, did I ever mention that before the chorus concert I got to fold programs with Dr. Cummings, the person who did the Star Spangled Rhapsody for us? It rocked, Crigger and I asked him a lot of questions - along with Robby R.'s sister. As well - Katie Allen took us to The Milk Room! And Tom Metz gave us some change (as did Katie) ah I love those kids. Its so funny when they're not around.. Katie agrees that my class is the last good class, and some of us are even etchy. . Which is more than true.
FONZ/FONZIE happy days pin/button
Alf pin/button
DEAD MILKMEN pin/button
Ghostbusters pin/button
GREEN DAY one 1 inch button badge pin
I LOVE NJ pin/button
AFI button/pin lot
Dead Milkmen Chaos Rules Live CD RARE
DEAD MILKMEN LP PUNK
The Dead Milkmen button lot
FACE TO FACE 1" pin
MINOR THREAT 1" pin
AND NEW INTER PUNK STUFF..
Kill Your Idols -Skull (Black) T-Shirt
Kill Your Idols -Skull (White) T-Shirt
Kill Your Idols -Soldiers (Black) T-Shirt
Kill Your Idols -Soldiers (White) T-Shirt
Ah, I still have to find a place to make a perminant list.
I hit the bullseye if you know what I mean ;]
Ah, anyway. . I really should post some more in here. I will, as soon as I grab some sort of a chance because I'm so fucking full. I have a concert for chorus &percussion tomorrow night and then Thursday and Friday I work. Bah. I have to find my ID now too. . ready for another big catastrophy of my bedroom. BAH.
PROM. YES. PROM.
I got my make-up for it (gosh dang me and my getting all "dolled up". . .BAH. Vintage though baby- VINTAGE.). Waiting for Dez to pick me up. Listening to some great music. . Hellcat compilations and a couple other things here and there. I want to steal someone's socks and cut the tops off for my cuffs. I'm making my purse as we speak - Glow worm with a piece of a plaid overshirt for the strap. . same fabric I used for my headband HAH.
Sam got her dress! Sarah has hers - and so does everyone else thats going! YAY! :D
Topher is going to prom with Cassie. (Question about that to ask Topher later..)
Max is in Massachussets today. I forget why (AH!), but I hope he has a really good time! :x
"The days gonna come when you put in your 9-5 like the next man." Fate at fourteen ONE MAN ARMY
I'm going to leave now though so I know I have everything all set. :x
Ah. . everything that happened today . . in a list. (no particular order.)
x Got ready for school on time - but had to wait for shirts (god damn dryer) and the only bra I had in my pocession at the time was in there as well . .
x Had to "run" the mile - actually walked it . .got 16:58 for my time, and a group of my friends ended up with 16:00 hah. So it proves that running sucks butt. I talked to Ms. Erickson about it anyway. To add to this? Dan and I had difficulites with walking HAH.
x Screwed up in Precussion AH.
x Realized that Prom is THIS saturday. Got our tickets . .with only two sets left at the school now. . oops.
x Realized my chorus/precussion concert is on next Wednesday . .DAMN.
x Saw THE GRANDLY SEXY-HOT Sam & Hannah!
x Decided last night that I want my hair like Travis's in the video, "First date" but don't think it'll look so sexy on me.
x Have to get a picture ID and a drug test . . YES thats right, KRISTINA HAS A JOB-ISH! Orientation .. and the guy who interviewed me is great! Sarah came in a bittle lit after me and yeah. .:D It was awesome! I was so happy to see her there! . . Drug test tomorrow at 3. . while my picture id will have to be a ton earlier, damn me for not already having it.
x Audrey and Dez took me to the interview and to eat. . and driver's ed.
x I was late getting out of driver's ed- meaning mandy was late picking me up - I feel SUPER bad for Ray's daughter- she would NOT let me stay there alone. . gr. I would have been fine, but what-not. Hmph.
x Went out to the graves for Creative writing.
x Remembered Amir's birthday is Friday
x Set up appointment with Mrs.Anich during my canceled one. The new one is for Thursday after school. About next year's schedule.
x Admitted that I am bad at Core subjects in school but do great in my electives during my interview - the guy was really rad about it, saying he had the same thing. Decided thats another fall back . .hiring personell I think he's called?
:x HEART HEART (hump HUMP!) Kristina
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Yes, oh woah is Kristina. I'm going to make myself a new outfit by then. Or at least some stuff to doll up my not so great stuff. Wow I just sounded completely stuck up/ stuck on myself right there. AHP. But honestly. I'm in need of putting stripes on some of my stuff.
I'm thirsty. Hmm.
Also : I have to redo my room again. Uhm . .and theres more too I just am having problems thinking - oh I have a to do list on my livejournal account so I can strike things out and such. Bah. :x to all.
Trying not to repeat the same things.
Pushing myself to hold back all the obscenities.
I’ve been repeating old words and melodies.
Bouquets of metaphors are what he continuously sings.
Finding his own way to make up for lost meanings.
Not ever sure of who I’m aiming to please,
Like internal bombs that cause external ease
Hoping the explosion doesn’t harm those qualities
Are all lyrical words suppose to be emotional flings?
Or are all sung things to be deceiving?
Am I to assume life isn’t always what it seems,
Just because not everything can fit rhyme schemes?
Throw away horrible actions, hate harm and enemies.
Inside these words you’ll find your simple amenities.
I GOT A 98 ON THIS MOFO! :D
shespokekungfu: (er, They're rather haha)
Navid: hehe. its late.
Navid: i'll let that slide
Navid: well, its 14 lines.. so there 20pts
Navid: the rhyme scheme is correct, so another 20pts
Navid: with the exception of one, they are all amost the exact same length
Navid: so, i'll give you 18 or 19.
Navid: you have no similies
Navid: you have a few methaphors
shespokekungfu: lol
Navid: so i'll give you 15 or 16 on that
shespokekungfu: hehe okay
Navid: word choice is perfect
Navid: 10 pts
Navid: voice and theme 5 pts each
Navid: so you get
Navid: 7pts off
Navid: and thats me grading like a jackass
Navid: so
Navid: i think its great
Navid: i never knew you were so intelligent
Navid: i would have never guessed
shespokekungfu: Haha, thats okay - Mr.Seigel does the same thing, and thats a GREAT grade from him, so wow haha I know who to ask if I'm going to get a good grade on stuff or not!
shespokekungfu: Aw, thanks! :D
I'm downloading the new winamp. . ah, new technology is soothing. MWAH to winamp because they always have pretty similar new technology stuff.
Yesterday the trip to P-Land with Hannah &Sarah yesterday was great! It was fun! Target rocked .. Sarah tried on a dress & it looked really good. She didn't get it but it was great! We went in again after walking through semi-rain as we made our way to the other side of the lot to see another store &being late for my aunt (she got over it). We're going to apply there this weekend. I have to apply for Goodwil still oops. .
So once we got in the car again we headed over to Wally World. Got a great Bra and UNDERWEAR! YAH! But as we continued looking there was this gross sound . .BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH! (JUST like that too.) . . we got evacuated after about 7 minutes of standing there (maybe it was less. . maybe it was more .. ) we decided your mom had the store and that it was on fire. Everyone died but us and Hannah kicked its ass! She was all, "You think so huh?" and macho with it and it got scared and she's all "Go ahead - try to do harm! BAH BAH!" and it ran away and tinkled out! It was stupendous!
"I'm sorry I can't relate. I refuse to associate. So don't go blaming me, FOR YOUR BAD HAIR DAY. BAD HAIR DAY. I saw you yesterday. You told me to go away. I guess you were having - a bad hair day. A bad hair day. Would you like some asprin for your bad hair day?"
The song thats right after this is so great. I can't think of the lyrics right now and don't want to type them out at the moment due to wanting to get - - oh fine. "Can't get to sleep at night just thinking about the day that you'll be here."
Max is taking the quizzes I took :] I'll post them after just because he rocks and you should see what he is. Sarah is on too! YES-HA!
"Its true we are a brotherhood, we all know it."
Hm, I'm having a pleasent day. I finally have listened to my Hellcat Records comp after having it for about a half a year HAH! Shows you how much I actually listen to cds lately. . much less my compilations which I love dearly! Its so great though. I had seen the Buccaneer (I bet I spelled that wrong) video with Rancid- but I thought they were a low form of rap or something the boys were supporting - they're actually more reggae/ska. SO GREAT. They're on the Hellcat compilation :x
Hm, I haven't listened to this cd in a long time ("Teenage politics" MXPX). I'm enjoying it. AH old stuff that is so lovable. And upbeat - damn!
SPEAKING OF all that stuff. . MXPX and all . .I saw Nate yesterday at Target (YES, THAT NATE if you think you know. . Candace should and .. well a lot of Massabesic kids should if they ever read this, yeh. Never mind.). A friend of his and he were looking for CURTAIN fixtures! HAH! Something strange coming from a punk boy and his friend HAH.
Navid was just talking to me about his computer science major. It sounds great - he has a goal of owning his own company some day - I think that rocks. OH HEY yeah I never posted the sonnet he helped me with . . Here I'll post our piece of conversation.
Shespokekungfu:
Navid:
shespokekungfu:
Navid?
Navid: Kristina?
Navid: 
Navid: HOLA
Navid: heheheh
shespokekungfu: Hey! :D
Navid: whats up?
shespokekungfu: I need to ask you something really quick: Do you know how to rhyme good?
shespokekungfu: I'm having difficulties writing a sonnet for Creative Writing . .
Navid: I think so.. yes.
Navid: What you having trouble on?
shespokekungfu: Okay and you know how rhyme schemes go, right?
Navid: yes
Navid: which one are you using?
shespokekungfu: Alright, well heres what I have so far:
Navid: 14-line?
shespokekungfu: CRITERIA IN THE WAY
Trying not to repeat the same things.
Pushing myself to hold back all the obscenities.
I’ve been repeating old words and melodies.
Bouquets of metaphors are what he continuously sings.
Finding his own way to make up for lost meanings.
Not ever sure of who I’m aiming to please,
Like internal bombs that cause external ease
Hoping the explosion doesn’t harm those qualities
Are all lyrical words suppose to be emotional flings?
Or are all sung things to be deceiving?
Am I to assume life isn’t always what it seems,
Just because not everything can fit rhyme schemes?
Exploring my options with more reason to
Navid: ack. hold on.
shespokekungfu: I need two more B lines.
Navid: let me relog.
shespokekungfu: Okay thanks!
NaViD signed off at 2:15:12 AM.
NaViD signed on at 2:15:16 AM.
Navid: ok
shespokekungfu: Want me to resend that?
Navid: paste it for me again
Navid: my Trillian didn't pick that up
Navid: so, yes.
Navid: please resend
shespokekungfu: Okay - remember I need two more line bs and they have to be on the same topic (blah blah,. . I'll write the criteria after)
shespokekungfu: CRITERIA IN THE WAY
Trying not to repeat the same things.
Pushing myself to hold back all the obscenities.
I’ve been repeating old words and melodies.
Bouquets of metaphors are what he continuously sings.
Finding his own way to make up for lost meanings.
Not ever sure of who I’m aiming to please,
Like internal bombs that cause external ease
Hoping the explosion doesn’t harm those qualities
Are all lyrical words suppose to be emotional flings?
Or are all sung things to be deceiving?
Am I to assume life isn’t always what it seems,
Just because not everything can fit rhyme schemes?
Exploring my options with more reason to
Navid: oh this is wonderful
Navid: you want 2 last lines?
shespokekungfu: Thanks :D
shespokekungfu: Yep, two last lines that rhyme with "obseneties" at the end. . you know bah bah
Navid: cause b is obscenities and melodies
Navid: heheh
Navid: ok
Navid: lemme think
shespokekungfu:yep it is! :D
shespokekungfu: Okay thanks so much :D
Navid: thinking of words that rhyme with obscenities ... like felonies
Navid: enemies
Navid: jennavieve
Navid: well almost :P
Navid: not jenna
shespokekungfu: hahaha
Navid: remedies?
shespokekungfu: Avoiding actions full of hate and harm avoiding the enemies.
Inside these words you’ll find your simple amenities.
shespokekungfu: Would that fit?
Navid: yea!
Navid: thats awesome
shespokekungfu: ah nope that first line has a double word junction thingy
shespokekungfu: hold on haha I have to fix that part
Navid: well yes
Navid: i didnt think that was just gonna be it
Navid: i like the meaning
Navid: "Avoiding actions full of hate and harm avoiding the enemies." doesn't flow with the rest of the sonnet
shespokekungfu: Throw away horrible actions, hate harm and enemies.
Inside these words you’ll find your simple amenities.
shespokekungfu: :] Okay - how does that go?
Navid: i like it. let me read it again from top to bottom
shespokekungfu: okay here I'll paste it for oyu
Navid: oh ok
shespokekungfu: CRITERIA IN THE WAY
Trying not to repeat the same things.
Pushing myself to hold back all the obscenities.
I’ve been repeating old words and melodies.
Bouquets of metaphors are what he continuously sings.
Finding his own way to make up for lost meanings.
Not ever sure of who I’m aiming to please,
Like internal bombs that cause external ease
Hoping the explosion doesn’t harm those qualities
Are all lyrical words suppose to be emotional flings?
Or are all sung things to be deceiving?
Am I to assume life isn’t always what it seems,
Just because not everything can fit rhyme schemes?
Throw away horrible actions, hate harm and enemies.
Inside these words you’ll find your simple amenities.
Navid: beautiful
shespokekungfu: Thank you thank you! Do you see anything that you think should be changed? Like .. could you grae me by what my rubric for it is?
Navid: though i really liked the world remedies ;-)
Navid: yes
shespokekungfu: hehe :]
Navid: i can do that for you
shespokekungfu: Okay thanks so much!
shespokekungfu: 14 Lines - 20pts Rhyme Scheme- 20pts Similar Line Length (by syllabls) - 20pts Metaphore/Similie - 20pts Word Choice - 10pts Voice - 5pts Theme - 5pts
shespokekungfu: Thats what their each worth.
Navid: k
"Know that it would be untrue. Know that I would be a liar. If I was to say to you I didn't set your house on fire. But its just the way I am. Had to take it for a fact. Life can really burn you up when you're a pyromaniac. So if you love somebody better set them on fire. I went to your house last night, dad called me the human torch. Got a little pissed at him. So I burned down your front porch. Now I feel a little better. Throwing gas on your dad. but you know its hard to quit. And besides you started it. I just bought a brand new lighter. And I just can't wait to use it. With a can of karosene, its lots of fun you can't refuse it. Oily rags, the special thing. Note to me the diamond rings. Maybe we can have some fun, maybe we can burn someone. So if you love somebody better set them on fire."
GOD DAMN IT THE DEAD MILKMEN ARE GREAT
You better believe it bubby!
Hmm the other day I was walking with Sarah and Nikki and who was in front of us? Thats right, EVE. BAH. Noticed she was with Amy - Sarah was talking about Amy thinking thats who I was talking about- thought she was Eve, but I said hey to Amy and was all friendly - so then that sort of figured things out. It was interesting. I don't think I have told you about Eve, but I'm not going to either because she's stupid.
I'm skimming my Lionrock &BTK stuff. Enjoying every moment. Their great techno. I don't even like Techno all that much - but Lionrock and BTK are the greatest things that could have ever been created. I'm in love. I'm thinking of getting CDs of theirs. I merely have MP3s. Hmm. I love Idle Hands for introing me to them MWAH.
I need to see that movie again anyway. I'm going insane not seeing it. Its been about a year now. Such a genius one. I'm telling you.
Navid is talking to me and I'm sort of ignoring the blinking post (ah, oh well.) I feel crued but I'm busy typing ahp ahp. Hah. He's a good kid though.
shespokekungfu: I like rock quite a bit. But I could do without rap, only because I don't agree with some of the stuff presented in it. But - some hip hop is great!
shespokekungfu: (Beastie boys baby)
shespokekungfu: The sound sort of gets to me too. Its sort of hypacritical of me - because some of the ska I listen to almost sounds like rap (Like Buccaneer.) and yet I still listen to it. HAH.
shespokekungfu: Do you listen to music a lot?
Navid: yes
Navid: i have 1750+ mp3s
Navid: 6 speakers
Navid: and a subwoofer
shespokekungfu: Rad - I have about 3000 or more including all the cds I've filled with mp3files (200 approx. fit on each disc) I listen to music WAY too freaking often haha.
shespokekungfu: Especially underground msuic. I'm a big sucker for bands who are independent/work their butts off for what they get where they live.
Navid: well yes
Navid: thats good
Navid: i wouldnt expect you
Navid: to buy pre-packaged bands
shespokekungfu: Whys that?
Navid: you're way too much into music
Navid: ;0
"How many pills have I been drinking?"
"I take another swig and swagger, like I was Mick Jagger" "Funk to funk. I got the juice baby, I got the junk." "Mad as a hatter. Shine like the dickins as I fall up a latter. Genetic, franetic. It keeps multiplying. I'm dieing. Genie's locked in the bathroom and she's crying. I don't sing a song I scream it. Gonna end it, this time I mean it. We all gonna go down that road one day, and wash our sins away. Oh my god I'm coming down I got kinda light headed when I heard that sound. Yeah the birds from the street." "Shake rattle rock and rage for the rest of your life you're kypt in a cage. Shake rattle rage and rock cage electrified by electric shock." "Radio waves are causing heart attacks" "As Mark slipped into the drug culter he became known as a garbage head. Someone who was known to take just about anything." "Down, down, down." "It was the last nail in the coffin in the 60s." "Losing their mind. Grabbing at shadows. You're nervous. Jesus christ is life's greatest joy. AWESOME." "I'll never get by. I'll just keep falling and falling and falling."
AH. Bad Trip is such a great song by BTK. When I first got it I was scared listneing to it at night haha. It was sad. Well, listening to it at night can be bad if you're not so awake. You can see why with some of those pieces. I love how they use voice and clips. They're so great. Reminds me of Dusty's DJ thing with his friend for talent show. The song makes you think too..
If you've seen Idle Hands then you've heard BTK. They were the group who sang Peppyrock. Its when "Antoine" (Devon Sawa) woke up with the headphones on. The technoish song. Yeah, thats them. "GOT A RAZOR SHARP TOUNGE. YEAH ONE LITTLE STING AND YOU KNOW YOU'VE BEEN STUNG." I feel like a homie-g or something of the extent but they're so great and . . its more of a hiphop thing going on. Ah, yet another thing I should add to Navid and my conversation. HAH.
Last night was a bunch of fun. Went out with Hannah &Sarah &Sam &Nikki &Dez. IT was fun. We got our pictures taken (some day I'll post them up. I'm hoping to get a site first . . RUDEKUNGFU.NU when the moolah is set. :D) by this sexy-hot guy, Jeremy - he rocks my everything :D I think we should visit him more often - he gave us both packs just because he rocks like that. "I'm a stone out of my time .. yeah, I'm feeling alright."
We went to Wendys &around the mall and such. We sang some great songs ("You are my sunshine" Screeching Weasel style, "Row Row Row Your Boat" with a six-part round . . . yeah we got fucked up.). I had a blast!
My uncle is wretchedly displeased with me though. But thats just because he's that way and . .bah. He's semi-alright now though, which is good. (So I ment to say that he WAS wretchedly displeased with me). I'm thinking of what else I have to say, so much went on! Ah!
Dez's car broke down twice after we dropped off Sarah and Hannah. Wooha to that. Uhm so much more. As I think of it I'll post about it. "Well I sing the vocals and well here it comes, its a song song song song." "And now we return to the island of Dr. Jeff a Gwen Martin production." "Look a little bit closer, there's gotta be something there. Something deep down inside. Something besides the love for money, the fame . . 'no I'm sorry theres nothing in there. no ____ except for, except for, xcreepy musicx, HELLO?' AW here we go now. Come on everybody - jump up and we're gonna go WOOHWOOH, yeah thats what we're gonna do, we're gonna go, WOOHWOOH." HA get down with my freakydeeky self. I've got to get done two papers for US HIS. Well, one paper and one test. BAH.
Back eventually :x (Listening to: Fortune and fame BTK)
Yesterday I fought with my uncle. Dumb feeling neglected &bad memories. Whatever. Its done and over with. But yeah, I was pissed royally.
Jason Schwartzman's brother's band - Rooney - is great! I really enjoy their stuff. (ROONEY-SORRY SORRY) Sorry sorry is my favorite song by them so far :D Its great. Mwah. "Sorry sorry for making your life a living hell"
"This is who I am and this is what I like. ______ Blink and MXPX rockin my room. If you're lookin for me I'll be at the show. I can never find a better place to go. Until the day I die, I promise I won't change. So you better give up. I don't want to be told to grow up. And I don't wanna change, I just want to have fun. I don't want to be told to grow up. And I don't want to change, so you better give up. Cause I'm not gonna change, I don't wanna grow up. I like to stay up late for hours on the phone. Hanging out with my friends, and never being at home. I've been polite, and I make fun of everyone. I am immature, and I will stay this way forever. Until the day I die, I promise I won't change. So you better give up! I don't wanna be told to grow up. And I don't wanna change, I just wanna have fun. I dont' wanna be told to grow up. And I don't wanna change, so you better give up. Cause I'm not gonna change. I don't wanna grow up. I don't wanna be told to grow up. I don't wanna be told to grow up. I don't wanna be told to grow up. And I don't wanna change, I just wanna have fun. I don't wanna be told to grow up. And I don't wanna change, so you better give up. I don't wanna be told to grow up. And I don't wanna change I just wanna have fun. I don't wanna be told to grow up, and I don't wanna change. So you better give up. Cause I'm not gonna change, I don't wanna grow up. Cause I'm not gonna change, I don't wanna grow up." SIMPLE PLAN GROW UP
I'm a sucker for lyrics. Honestly, I am. It really doesn't matter what kind of lyrics, just have to be lyrics. This one I HAD NO CHOICE but to dictate. I got it off a video I downloaded and geesh. That took a bit. About a half an hour going back and forth on that first line. I still can't figure out who the first band they said was. . hence the blank. I think it might have been Lucky 7, but am honestly hopeing that it wasn't. It was from Warped in Canada. . or France. . something like that, because the lead singer was talking all french up until the song title and the song. Well, and of course their name. But I really do like them. Ah, damn me and my catchy pop-punk tunes. I'm on a binge this weekend of those. They make me giddy inside for some odd reason.
HOLY SHIT! SCARE MYSELF! I didn't realize the difference between my winamp/mp3s &my Kazaa Theatre/mpgs! AHH HOLY VOLUME DIFFERENCE! It was honestly scary as hell. BIG BOOM!
Hmph, so I "accidently" ordered a River City High shirt from this chick that emailed me from the Screeching Weasel board. She's pretty rad (Oh, I'm getting a couple patches from her as well, Samiam and a couple others but I don't remember what the others were. . The Distillers I believe maybe?). Her best friend goes to Point Park - where I WANT to go. Well, wanted to rather. Until she told me her friend is doing Pittsburgh Filmmakers and transfering to Pittsburgh University due to poor academics at Point Park. Ooops. Back to the shirt: I thought it was "River City Rebels", because I'm a fucking reject who doesn't know how to read. I'm still getting the shirt though - because I heard them, and they're actually pretty great. Mwaha, Kristina and her mistakes do pay off afterall sometimes!
Sleater-Kinney is playing now. "All hands on the bad one". This song is great. I want to do something today. And I only got about 4 or five hours worth of sleep. God damn cramps.
I already said that I talked to Max last night. Ah, that was such a relief :]. I love talking to that kid on the phone. Seriously, I don't think anybody could make me grin more. He's so great. (AFI-LET IT BE BROKE) I wish he could come down here for prom. (shh I didn't say that . .haha. :D MAX YOU DIDN'T READ THAT! :D) But I believe we have a mutual understanding that we like each other kind of a thing going on. Ah, everytime I like someone they're either in a different city/town too far way (PLAIN WHITE T'S-ALL DRESSED UP), or unobtainable. I'm a geek girl who won't ask people out/to go to things with me. I feel anti-social but I'm far from. Eh, thats me. (Damn canadian accent HAH! I WISH!)
Speaking of Canadians- I talked to Sam Correau (Did I get it right this time?! Huh, huh?!) last night. We were talking about old canadian men and how extremly sexy they are - ESPECIALLY RED GREEN! He's the sexiest mofo of all time! :D Then we continued with talk about - - oh now I forget! OH NO! Oh beds being mean to people . .old beds! And how they can pinch your cheeks and all. Its a sad thing. Really, it is! (REMINDER TO SELF: Get code for Sam for a LJ when my first week has been set.)
Alright, I'm going to go and rub all this stuff in my Danchan just so everyone is refreshed as to what I've been doing and . .yeah. "I know you want to be there for me. I know that you're the ride I need. But you won't come over cause you think its over. You might just be riding me. But I'm all dressed up - FUCK FUCK!" PLAIN WHITE T'S ALL DRESSED UP :x (AGAINST ALL AUTHORITY-ANOTHER FUCK YOU SONG)
The rest of the LJ & Melo posts may be posted later, but I'm still unsure because theres a lot. But definatly check them out . .you can comment on them easier than you can on here. :x
OH! &. .(KILL YOUR IDOLS-WHAT DOESN'T KILL ME) Did I mention that Hannah &Sarah the other day invited Dez and I to go to the Pop disaster tour with them?! I'm excited. OH YES. Because get this. . three great bands: GREENDAY. BLINK182. (So far two bands I've wanted to see in forever!) and .. SIMPLE PLAN! I don't know who else is going to be there, but holy shit I can't wait for that! :D Its going to be great! Their mom goes too! I think that rocks so much :D! I mean the whole fact that their mom is that rockin that she actually likes punk and such. My kids are going to grow up around it, ah - that is so rad! :D
PS. I'm pretty sure Simple Plan is labled as "EMO". But honestly, I don't care. I still like them.
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(I joined the street team. Hence the above banner. I'll take it down when its done. I don't think they'll need it. It would rock if they stayed a little down at least. You know, not get big like sum and such. Hmph. Ah.)
TOUR DATES I COULD MAKE.
June 1 - Pop disaster tour
June 9 - Boston, MA @ CMGI Field (WBCN River Rave 2002) w/ P.O.D(NAH!), Papa Roach (eh. Saw once, they're okay live), OutKast (NAH!), Sum 41 (OH YES!), Our Lady Peace(OH YES!), Jimmy Eat World(OH YES!) and New Found Glory(OH YES!) just to name a few. (By the way: All the OH YES! ones are ones I've already seen/heart and have liked for as long as they've been out - well OLP I've liked for a while &JEW but not quite as long as they've been out - I think since about 8th grade? Something to the extent.)
(G.G. ALLEN - Don't talk to me.)
I'm thinking of getting pins made for me by superpezhead distro I'm not sure what I'll have on them yet. But I'll think of something. I may even get a different color than white as the background! ROCK ROCK! Some of their samples are great.
I'm all about trying to referral system too
I have to call Meag at 9 on Sunday! REMEMBER THAT!
Amir's birthday is in something like fourteen days! YAY!
That last message was inspired from the conversation Sarah and I had about ice cream. It rocks.
So we've (Sarah, Hannah, &I) had our conversations about why we hadn't talked at the beginning of the year - and how John Tibbits is a queer ass muncher who likes to suck on little boys (if I had his phone number I'd insert it right now). We went out last night with
Dez & I felt like I was ignoring Dez - but it was the first time that us three really talked.
We went to Goodwill in Windham. That was great (Or as Hannah would say, "good times!" haha :D)! I got my prom dress (Yes, I've been suckered in. HEHE. Its going to be: Dez &Hannah, Nikki &Sarah, &Krisitna. . . Yeah, Kristina has to find someone who will split a ticket with her cause she rocks like that) -pockadots - almost fifties style! My flubba shows, but who gives a fuck? I'm sexy with my flub!
Hannah got rad shoes - they're sort of like old vans but the wave is sticking out o the sides but they were a great deal &Looked super sexy-hot! Then Dez got a tie! It was great! You should have seen the dress that Hannah tried on, it was all sparkly and reminded me of a spanish type 80s thing. Sarah's purple one looked funny because it was like a grasshopper/praying mantis thing . . strange! it had a strip connecting the boobs and the lower half. .but itwasn't too bad. Just out of the ordinary!
&I'm gonna continue later cause I'm talking with Sarah again!
Alright, so after we were at Goodwill we carted ourselves over to Wallyworld. That place is so great. We looked at demented underwear and a bunch of other great things.
Sarah was in the shopping cart and Matthew was pushing her - when we were cashing out he almost ran her into the DVDs it was hilarious! I was SOOOO shocked! We were laughing about weird things too all night!
Hannah had rode on Dino at the beginning &it was funny . . so when we came back out Hannah got her pic on him and then went to the truck - okay, the truck was funny. They're all "Tina! Get behind her!" cause there was another seat. Matthew &Dez took pictures of us on it and Sarah had difficulties getting the quarter in . .OOPS! I pretended I was a cowboy because the motion of the truck reminded me of a rodeo . . YEE HAW!
I've been to Wallyworld too much this week. OH I ate Pizza Hut the other night too (how scrumptious is that?!).
We ate at Wendy's last night though. There was a meat table and a vegetarian table. Dez infected the meat table with the vegetarianism by touching our table (Teehee). Meat=Hannah & me. Vegie=Sarah &Dez. Hannah was all about commenting on what was going on there. You know, their service and all. Overall she was very pleased. When she noticed the trash was full though - she told them, teehee - it was great. It was nice too, like she said, "If that happened at work I'd want to be told too" (Oh and Rickey works there. Puking guts out now.)
I really would give almost anything for an ice cream right now.
Ben &Jerry's Peanut Butter Cup . . or Cotton Candy Flavor Blasted. Ah, I need some ice cream horribly.
Melo now has pictures of me .. if you're brave enough to look. MW A HA.
Still looking for a host. Just a little for your information type thing. I should make an infomercial for the insomniac site holders haha :x
Fletcher went by me today. Interesting. I smiled a couple times nervously when I went by. He noticed me each time. (OOH music is coming from someone's log . . poisontheashes's - Damn its good!) Especially the last time. I was alone that time. He smiled at me before I did at him and said, "hey," with his cool like way. I was pretty happy. I wonder if Kaity said anything to him? I think he's going to prom with the girl he was walking with though. He's so distant mentally like I said before. Such a smart kid but just extremly too envolved in drugs and that shit. Which makes little to no sence since as far as I know the boys that are in the band with him are NOT AT ALL in support of that stuff. Hm. It sucks.
Speaking of the boys at our school who are interesting, I saw Dusty as well and he gave me a smile - he was on his way back to his driver's ed class when I was on my way out to the car from Drama. It was cute! And I saw Aub. It rocked.
Whats the other stuff thats going on? Talking with Sarah and Hannah more. Here and there with Nikki. I don't know who that other girl is still - but I think I make her feel bad when I don't talk with her, eep. I don't know her name or anything though, so how could I really talk to her? I think she's a freshman. I could be wrong though.
I can't believe that Sarah is a Sophmore. Its kind of weird. I thought that maybe Hannah had stayed back or something before, but it makes sence now that I know that. I couldn't quite figure out how sisters could be in the same class.
When/if I get permission from Sarah I'll give you details on the John Tibbits bit (which is complete and utter bullshit.).
I missed my ride due to no one xHINT MANDYx picking up the phone. But I got to school from my aunt - Third block. Ah, it was worth it. I guess Miss Harold was a bitch in chorus today (like she ever isn't?). I miss the student teacher we had last year. He rocked. I don't remebmer his name anymore becaue he was only with us for a quarter and a half. But he was great! Anyway, I want Mr.Stickney to just start teaching us again. It would be great.
I need to get some songs fixed on here and I have to get a bunch of essays done for Friday. I also hate Mrs.Doggett, I can't go to the play first block on Tuesday because of her - I was suppose to stage manage that day too. GR. I'm just going to do it at the end of the day then. But she still pisses me off, she went on a big shpeal with Mr.Pineau about it. BAH. So he was basically upset with me about it. GR TO HER SHE'S A BITCH.
Got my report card.
The order for grades under the full year classes is: Quarter1, Quarter2, Midterm, Midterm average, Quarter3, what I need for next quarter/final to pass for the year. Third Quarter is what the report card is for.
CREATIVE WRITING: 85-B 88-B 94-A 88-B 93-A 24.2-F
US HISTORY: 60-F 76.2-C
ACAD GEOMETRY: 70-D 40-F 67-F 57-F 71-D 90.1-B
OCEANOGRAPHY: 50-F 83.1-C
CONTRACT LAW: 60-F 76.2
PHYS ED: 77-C 76.2-C
CHORUS: 92-B 82-C 64-F 82-C 90-B 36-F
PERC ENSEMBLE: 90-B 96-A 78-C 90-B 79-C 30.2
So I did kind of bad. . alright, I admit. But god. My uncle got pissed at me last night lecturing and shit. "A college may accept you according to your passion for the field you want to major in, but as soon as you get lower than a 2.5 you're dead." Bah bah bah. What an ass. College is different than high school. I'll do a whole hell of a lot better there. Its going to be stuff I'm interested in (Notice how Creative writing, Perc Ensemble, &Chorus are my highest?). Yep yep. Him & my aunt suggested resource room again. I'm like "BULLSHIT! I've done a whole shit load better this year in comparison with last year! Plus they don't even help you down there! They're always a lot more busy with other people! Its not worth it what so ever!" Besides that, it would take time out of my full schedule for next year. I DON'T WANT STUDY HALLS!! THEY'RE FUCKING DUMB!
Biran emailed me today! Rock rock! I'm so happy that he did too! That means he did end up getting my emails. Which is quite a bit more than great!
I don't know if I'm going to be able to make it to the Atom & His package show this weekend. Theres a jobfair at Wallyworld in Biddeford on Saturday. 8-12 then at 2-5. I'm going to go to that I think as well as apply for a job at Goodwill in South Portland. Hoping I get the Goodwill job more than the Wallyworld one. If I do work at Wallyworld, I'm hoping that I end up in the arcade. I bet it would be a whole lot of fun. Plus, lets face it, boys who have the heart to play arcade games &listen to punk rock are the best. So hopefully one of those will pop in some time haha. If I get that job that is.
Brian is reffered to as, "the kid that works at the movie theatre with blue hair" now by Dez & Dorothy. Apparently just before I met him (I think at least. . maybe it was after, who knows?) they saw him. (Dorothy being an old friend of mine - I haven't mentioned her before.)
What else was there? I know theres more but I can't think of any. Besides - well, ha never mind.
OH! Amir's bday is coming up! MAY 10TH! ROCK ROCK! :D
xslaps handx, BAD KRISTINA!
I really have to catch you all up.
Look at the entry below this . .you'll see an address for melo. Go there for anything missed. I'll be adding whats been going on later on. I'm talking to Sara right now. :x
I just posted at my melodramatic account again. Ah, I'm enjoying that. I'm also having fun with it.
I filled out Navid's girlfriend application thing and his exact response in my guestbook there was, "your application was very nice. very erotic. and sure as hell descriptive. too bad you live in maine. :P ". HAHA. That it was. Erotic. Descriptive. Talking about nasty nasty bad bad things. He's a funny guy. I was putting in things about whips and chains and commenting on each thing I placed in. It was hilarious. I admit, Topher helped me think of a few things to put in there. Ah, it was beautiful.
Meag just messaged me and told me she wants to go on a walk with me! Rock rock! Wants to hang out around 7:30. I have to figure out what time the movie is though and when it gets out because I'm going to that with Topher &Rachel (he volunteered me earlier apparently, while I was asleep.).
I woke up to my Aunt Lesa commenting about Diamond - the teddy bear I've had since I was seven (a TY even). "Not only is a stuffed animal, but it has on a one-sie. And backwards!" Bah. I've had that thing on her forever. Its from when my baby foster sister (whos either 7 or 8.. eh I'll have to recall eventually here which it is.) was a baby. Its her's. My foster mom gave it to me before I left their house and we put it on Diamond. Perfect fit ;]
Topher is out now.
OH last night I put too much ice in my drink, so I was using a straw to drink out of it - and it squirted me! GRR! Aunt Lesa got some too - haha it was interesting.
Topher and I sounded like drunken rejects last night. (New? Never.) :x
Is stealing me away. :x all you fellow southern Mainers. :x to you all. HAHAHA.
I'll be back, don't worry yourself.
Did I mention I've found another place for my explorations to continue?
I also remembered that Justin use to get his images from Tony Stone. I remember looking at them when he use to come over every day. Sexy pictures some of them are. Karen reminded me of this. I remember getting stuff from her a while ago, I don't remember EXACTLY what just that I did. She was/is super friendly!
Also its 5:42 in the morning and I'm still online. Watching Pink & The Brain. Is something wrong with me?
5:51am. I've signed up for melodramatic (another inspiration from Karen so is the exploration of the next link). Sniffing up non-existing snot. Taking interest in screaming.nu. Ah, still have to do laundry and get ready for tomorrow. OR this morning rather.
I just recomended:
Movie to rent Ghost world
Song to download Phantom Planet - Bust a move
Book to read Zine (Renegade's guide to love and sabotage) I always heart and adore as well as splurge heart and adorance for this zine. . :x to ciara!
to the girl of screaming.nu. Mwahaa!
I rather enjoy Enough. May even join. Hm. I'm going to think more about it and look around more though. Just make sure I agree with all content about it. GREAT idea though! :x
Now to introduce you to my section of melodramatic! :x
I'm going to sleep now. I'm being honest about that. I'm extremly sleepy. :x night.
Pet
Pandora (the one of three cats that pays attention to me/sleeps next to me and comforts me most.)
Your pet is a pleasant, social animal who responds best on a one-to-one basis. This animal has a strong sense of self, and his/her presence is always felt. Your pet has a real need for adventure and has very little fear, so keep an eye on this one! This is an animal who is quite intelligent and adaptable with a gentle nature. Your pet insists on neat and tidy living quarters. This is a loving animal who is especially good with children. Your pet is a natural born parent. Your pet has a highly developed sixth sense, especially when it comes to home and family. This animal is very tenacious and intensely loyal. This animal loves a challenge, takes direction well and will definitely be the 'leader of the pack'. Your pet has an aggressive streak; - obedience is not this pet's strong point.
Smokey (the protector/mother-type cat in the house. Hunter as well. Nasty.)
Yours is a very resourceful animal who is basically a loner and has a strong sense of responsiblilty. Your pet is exceptionally loyal and affectionate. You won't have to worry about this pet straying far from home. Your pet has a highly developed sixth sense, especially when it comes to home and family. This animal is very tenacious and intensely loyal. Your pet may appear slow at first, but always manages to get his/her catch. This animal is also very protective of home and family. Your pet is certainly never dull. You may find this animal has a dualistic nature being very communicative one minute and sullen the next. Your pet is obedient, learns quickly, and can be a bit standoffish.
Blackie (the one who's lovable but sort of dumb. . very big on doling out the hairballs)
You have a loyal pet who is very protective and possessive. This is a tolerant and affectionate animal who cares about his/her appearance and prefers beautiful surroundings. Your pet has a real need for adventure and has very little fear, so keep an eye on this one! This is a curious, loving pet who's a real 'people' animal. Your pet may appear slow at first, but always manages to get his/her catch. This animal is also very protective of home and family. This animal has a pleasant disposition and enjoys the company of pets of the opposite sex. Your pet is certainly never dull. You may find this animal has a dualistic nature being very communicative one minute and sullen the next.
Aphrodite (RIP I hearted her, she was so pretty. Rainbow goldfish.)
You have a playful, independent pet who hates to be fenced in. This is an affectionate, physically attractive pet who responds to flattery and attention. Your pet coexists exceptionally well with people and other animals. Your pet is loyal and takes his/her responsibility as a family member very much to heart. This animal loves a challenge, takes direction well and will definitely be the 'leader of the pack'. Your pet has a highly developed sixth sense, especially when it comes to home and family. This animal is very tenacious and intensely loyal. This is a loving animal who is especially good with children. Your pet is a natural born parent. This animal has a pleasant disposition and enjoys the company of pets of the opposite sex. This is a shy, affectionate animal with a gentle soul. Your pet is best suited to a tension-free enviornment. Your pet is certainly never dull. You may find this animal has a dualistic nature being very communicative one minute and sullen the next.
Appollo (RIP He was so nice. He'd follow my finger against the glass. Very loyal goldfish. Though seemed thoughtless when Aphrodite died and was floating for three days while we were gone and the pet sitter didn't remove her. .)
You have a playful, independent pet who hates to be fenced in. This is an affectionate, physically attractive pet who responds to flattery and attention. Your pet coexists exceptionally well with people and other animals. You'll find that your pet has a low threshhold of frustration and doesn't function well in harmonious surroundings. Your pet has a highly developed sixth sense, especially when it comes to home and family. This animal is very tenacious and intensely loyal. This is a tolerant and affectionate animal who cares about his/her appearance and prefers beautiful surroundings. Your pet may become highly emotional and nervous if surrounded by disharmony. This animal doesn't like change, and knows how to manipulate and control you when it serves his/her purpose.
Hippo (had him for a week. Calico goldfish. Loved me and Appollo to death.)
You have an intelligent, self-sufficiant responsible pet who may appear aloof. This animal has a pleasant disposition and enjoys the company of pets of the opposite sex. This is an affectionate, physically attractive pet who responds to flattery and attention. Your pet coexists exceptionally well with people and other animals. You'll find that your pet has a low threshhold of frustration and doesn't function well in harmonious surroundings. Your pet has a highly developed sixth sense, especially when it comes to home and family. This animal is very tenacious and intensely loyal.
Pudgy (My first ever pet. Pudgy was great. His original name was Midnight. So that is posted past Pudgy. My stupid father renamed him while I was marooned in Conneticut when I was super little.)
PUDGY
Your pet is a pleasant, social animal who responds best on a one-to-one basis. This animal has a strong sense of self, and his/her presence is always felt. This animal has a gregarious nature, enjoys people, and seems to be more concerned with his/her freedom needs than your wishes or desires. This is a loving animal who is especially good with children. Your pet is a natural born parent. This is an intelligent, obedient pet who needs to feel needed. Your pet is obedient, learns quickly, and can be a bit standoffish.
MIDNIGHT
Your pet would rather be home than anywhere else in the world. His/her strong parenting instinct makes for an ideal breeding animal. This animal has a pleasant disposition and enjoys the company of pets of the opposite sex. This is a loving animal who is especially good with children. Your pet is a natural born parent. This is an animal who is quite intelligent and adaptable with a gentle nature. Your pet insists on neat and tidy living quarters. Since this pet will eat anything, he/she will have a natural tendency to gain weight. This is an intelligent, obedient pet who needs to feel needed. Your pet is loyal and takes his/her responsibility as a family member very much to heart. This is a shy, affectionate animal with a gentle soul. Your pet is best suited to a tension-free enviornment.
Acrophonology is finding what your name means and such. Its pretty interesting. First I'll post my name and then the names I like.
Kristina Elizabeth Gallant
KRISTINA
You have good recuperative abilities and strong mental determination. You are very private and dislike others prying into your affairs. You enjoy a challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You try to be prudent. You have good business acumen. Your privacy is important to you. You have a rich inner life. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life.
ELIZABETH
You have a need to communicate and express yourself. You are inclined to over intellectualize, and hate to be misquoted. You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. You are compassionate, highly imaginative and creative. You have a need to be up front. You are a constructive thinker. You have a need for monetary security. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You need to learn faith in place of fear. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts.
GALLANT
You strive for perfection and worry when things don't turn out just so. You enjoy doing a job well. You tend to procrastinate. You have a need to be up front. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. You have a need to be up front. You must learn to give 'wise' service and not be a martyr. You need to learn faith in place of fear.
Skylei Meagan-Glory
SKYLEI
Status is important to you and your ability to achieve success and earn money. You have a need to be noticed and seek status. You have good recuperative abilities. You are determined. Your independence and freedom are important to you. You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically.
MEAGAN-GLORY
You want to be productive and feel useful, and enjoy helping solve problems. You like to be busy and not waste time. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You are a hard worker when you make up your mind to do a job. You have a need to be up front. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You need to learn proper evaluation of labor and work. You can be either a compulsive worker or a professional loafer. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. You have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength. You enjoy a challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You must learn to give the same freedom to others that they want for themselves.
Elijah Breckin-Chaos
ELIJAH
You have a need to communicate and express yourself. You are inclined to over intellectualize, and hate to be misquoted. You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you. You are relatively demonstrative in your affections. You enjoy being stroked verbally and physically. You conduct yourself in a fair and just manner. You enjoy watching or participating in sports. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts.
BRECKIN-CHAOS
You have a tendency to resist change. Don't miss opportunities for growth. You have a love of creature comforts, but must learn to handle money. You enjoy a challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You are clever, inventive, imaginative and youthful. You enjoy socializing. You have good recuperative abilities. You are determined. You need to learn to give and receive love for love's sake. You have a need to be assured of affection. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You need to learn concentration and not to scatter your mental energies. You need to learn the true value of material possessions. You have a natural protection in life. You are always saved - especially from yourself. You have a need to be up front. You have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength. You try to be prudent. You have good business acumen.
Nathan Kyle-Landon
NATHAN
You tend to be critical of yourself, not always expressing your true desires. You have an interest in health and health matters. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. Your privacy is important to you. You have a rich inner life. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You have a need to be up front. You must learn to give 'wise' service and not be a martyr.
KYLE-LANDON
You have good recuperative abilities and strong mental determination. You are very private and dislike others prying into your affairs. Your independence and freedom are important to you. You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You must learn the lessons of self-worth; learn to love yourself before you can love others. You have a need to be up front. You must learn to give 'wise' service and not be a martyr. You have a discriminating nature coupled with perseverance and family pride. You have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength. You must learn to give 'wise' service and not be a martyr.
Evan Atom-Garrett
EVAN
You have a need to communicate and express yourself. You are inclined to over intellectualize, and hate to be misquoted. You can easily detach from people and situations. You enjoy unconventional friends. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind.
ATOM-GARRETT
You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. Your privacy is important to you. You have a rich inner life. You have a great deal of loyalty to those you love. You have much inner strength. You are always involved with projects and things to do. You are a hard worker when you make up your mind to do a job. You have a need to be up front. You enjoy a challenge. You can take thought-directed actions. You have a lack of confidence in your mental abilities and do not like being forced into giving your opinion. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You need to learn faith in place of fear. You need to learn faith in place of fear.
Chyler Hannah-Debra
CHYLER
You are a quick study, and can be self-taught. Your curiosity can get the best of you, but you must learn to concentrate. You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. Your independence and freedom are important to you. You have a diplomatic flair to your nature. Equality and fairness are important to you. You can be quite inventive and quite curious. You enjoy a challenge. You can take thought-directed actions.
HANNAH-DEBRA
You work hard to achieve material success through your own efforts. You have much enthusiasm with a driving attitude toward achievement in life. You can handle details well. You have a methodical mind. You must learn to give 'wise' service and not be a martyr. You have a need to be up front. You need to learn the true value of material possessions. You have a natural protection in life. You are always saved - especially from yourself. You have a discriminating nature coupled with perseverance and family pride. You need to learn to be expressive. You are a person who cannot tolerate being misunderstood. You are a constructive thinker. You have a need for monetary security. You have a lack of confidence in your mental abilities and do not like being forced into giving your opinion. You have a need to be up front.
Kimmie has quite a nice website! And I've bought into Laundro all over again, as KristinaKungfu. But its alright, because this time I'm set for it. I'm not going to be so uptight about everything and I'm checking people out more thoroughly.
I still have to update about that show from Thursday. I'll be fixing that all up soon. I promise. While I'm in Rumford I'll find some sort of time.
Oh, did I forget to say that?
Tomorrow I'll be in Portland by 12. After that we're off to Rumford. I'm there until next Sunday. Or technically I'm there until something like Friday or Saturday and then in New Hampshire. Then back in Rumford on Sunday.
I want to go to one of the two shows on Friday though. I'm going to see if theres some way that I can get down here for that and then back up. I don't know how the hell I'll be pulling that off, but hopefully it'll happen. I'll end up at the Skatistics one. Mostly becasue Brian and the gang will more than likely be there.
I won a baseball shirt on Laundro today. Oh yes, it is a beautiful one. I'm definatly hearting it. $5.75 total. Oh yes, oh yes.
There are some things on Laundro that are costing way too much on auctions as the first bid. And then they're curious as to why nothing is selling. For instance: I've noticed a lot of stickers and Patches are going for $2 and thats not always including S&H. None of these are Vinyl (And even if they were that is still extensivly priced). All of the patches are cloth/denim. What is wrong with people?!
I've taken a few quizzes and I'm going to continue taking them. I'll eventually post my results when I get free/boring time. One that I've stumbled upon for instances that is great is this "Punk or Poseur" one. Its statement at the end to express what is and isn't punk is exactly what I talk about consistantly. Don't buy fucking $60 shirts when you can probably get it for $5 tops in a year at goodwill or a rummage sale or something of that extent. Be your fucking self. Ah, so much. :x
Moth is such a great group! I heard them today on MTVX. Their video is absolutely great as well! On their site it says they're coming to Maine. Cambridge, Maine. I'm not entirely sure that there IS a Cambridge, ME but I'm hoping there is. If not then they ment Mass. Its at a venue called "The Pond". I see sound is one of those songs. . one of those songs that makes you tingle when you hear it . .reminds me of The eels with a twinge of Tom Petty vocals. Its perfect!
I still have to post about my night last night . .how great that was :x
Percussion was funny as hell. We had the best rehersal that we've had all year (so says Abbiati.). One of our mental breaks consisted of talking about the most pain. Brought up the kid that went around at a party and asked to be punched in the face haha. That was great.
Next was Ryan's little spew of "Once a soda can fell on my mother's big toe". God that was great. He kept making it bigger every time he resaid it. Abbiati made a summery of it:
" 'Once a soda can fell on my mother's toe.' Then I said, 'One?' and you said, 'no, it was four. Once a six pack fell on my mother's toe. Once a large one- about this big [Holds arms really big] soda can fell on my mother's big toe.'"
It was one of the funiest things. He ended up making it even bigger (Abbiati that is.) He said, "One day, at band camp - Coca-cola fell off the moon and the corner landed on my mom's big toe. Then it turned black and fell off. Like a lamb's tail."
That quote is one that I'm going to cherrish for the rest of my life, it is so fucking great. We had talked about suffocating body parts and how they'd fall off and such and how lamb's tails do that too. It was great.
Drama was canceled - Ah, I'm going to continue from there later on. :x
Yesterday was a very stuffed and intersting day. One of those two messages kind of days. Yes, once again I'm doing two messages thats how great it was. It may even need THREE messages. How great is that? I'll try my best not to skip around this time though.
I was wakling through the halls - my usual when I get into the school in the morning. Noticed on the gym door . . one of the glass windows is smashed. Great, isn't it? Nice to know that someone is super immature and destructive at our school. Not as if its not shit as it already is.
I got myself to Oceanography finally and sat in my usual seat. We had a demonstration about oil - reminded me of a lava lamp .. and then it reminded me of some sort of . . I don't know, something strange though. We ended up having a free class for the most of it. Mrs. Nap says she might not be here at the end of vacation. Probably because the baby'll come early or something. She's going to have a baby girl. She has TONS of clothes. Says she'll probably end up returning some. I'd feel really bad if its a boy and they lied to her or the penis wasn't visible or something, haha. EEP!
During the demonstration Eve said something to the extent of, "Expert on cotton candy? Because I am one." she was mid sentence with the expert thing, but thats not the point. I thought it was completely ridiculous. She always tosses in her two cents about absolutely everything. I hope that Mr. A's theory about dieing when you've used all of your words is true. Honestly I do. Because then she'll be gone by, I figure, the next three weeks. I rolled my eyes at her after this. Dawn blocked her face and slammed her head on her other arm at the same time. Eve caught me. She goes, "Don't roll your eyes at me missy". Oooh. And thought she was all important. Everyone was looking at me. Oh well. She's a bitch. I'm not going to hide my disgust for her just so she won't be mad at me or anything. She deserves every nasty look she ever gets.
Walking out of class in a conversation with Tony about relationships again, I ended turning and he ended up at his locker. I got caught up in speaking with someone - for the life of me I can't remember who. I just know that we talked until they got to the resource room. It was a nice conversation as well.
Kimber caught me - wearing pigtails and her hawiaan get up Everyone seemed to be participating in Hawiaan dress up day. Everyone. Gag me with a special spork if you please, I'd rather enjoy that in comparison.
Kaity and Dez where in the "freak hall" with donuts. . yes donuts. Kaity had them in her hand and . . mmm Dez had bought me two french cruellers. So delicious! I had to hold them though because Kaity needed the box. I ate one on the way into Creative Writing. Kimber left because I wanted to get into class on time. Ended up sitting next to Dorothy again. Terri is getting pissed at me. She can go suck it. I never sit next to her. Besides, my seat is always taken one way or another. I'd rather sit next to Chris who really does enjoy talking with me. Besides, he's funny.
Thankfully though, I had to move shortly. We played the "special nubmer of the day" game which was "7" (It usually is seven anyway.). Got placed in groups. I was with Shelly-Jo P. & Tracy W. It was fun, we were doing chain poems and talking at the same time. We got on the subject of names and I pointed out the five names I want for my kids which consist of these names in combinations: Skylei Chyler Meagan Hannah Glory Debra Elijah Nathan Evan Kyle Atom Landon Breckin Garrett Chaos. They liked them. Thought my kids were going to hate me for having hyphenated middle names. They'll just have to deal.
We got on spellings as well. Tracy was explaining how people spell hers weirdly as well, "Tracey" (I thought she said her name IS spelled differently so I spelled it that way. I thought it was Tracy though, ah.), "Tracie" and other aquard ones. I was talking about how strange I thought it was that everyone spells mine "Christina" when they know its an aquard spelling. Then when they think of it as an aquard spelling they spell it, "Krystyna" or "Chrystyna" and other such ridiculous things. I still have FAMILY that spells my name wrong! ITS JUST A K YOU GUYS! Mr. Siegel says, "Just because you don't know how to spell your own name .. " hahaha.
I'll post the chain poems that us three girls (Tracy, Shelly-Jo, and myself) did. Chain poems in this case is: Someone writes a line and folds the paper over then writes the last word of that sentence on the top. The next rhymes with that line and folds it over. The third writes a new and then the first rhymes to that. Then the second writes a new line. So on and so forth until time is called. Folding over each time so you can't see any of the previous lines or the one that was just written.
KITTIES
Kitties are sweet bundles of fluff
Ignoring their existance as if they've had enough
All day long they eat and sleep
Little motors when they're happy, putting deep they're
Walking through the house and scratching at my door
They scurry across the floor
The cute little oens called kittens
Its so cute when they crawl into mittens.
Everyone went, "AWWW" when we read it in the group. But we didn't read it to the class. Thankfully Siegel forgot about us.
The next poem we wrote was interesting. Haha. And we ended up reading this to the class. Read the sixth line. . that one really made them laugh. I read this one outloud.
GIRAFFES
Known for their long log necks
They have large pecks
They're yellow and spotted
If they're not spotted then they're dotted
They live mostly in zoos
In their pens they are always making raunchy poos
So tall they browse on the tops of trees
He grieves when he sees leaves
Yellow and brown Girrafes are great all around
Alright, so Siegel looked .. intrieged yet disgusted when he heard raunchy poos one. . haha. It was great.
There were ones about him too, that were horrible. Talking about the rip in the back of his overshirt, the tshirt he had under his overshirt, the other various horrible embarrassments our class may know about him in one way or another. It was beautiful haha.
When trying to rhyme with the word door, Mr. Siegel was giving a list of words that rhymed with door and came up with this line, "Door - Floor Whore more bore". The combination made me laugh histarically!
One of the poems read aloud was by Stacy and two other girls if I remember correctly - I don't know Stacy's last name but she's a senior and . .yeah. Anyway this was the line that was read:
"Why do the special ed kids carry the attendence sheets?"
Nate (Roberts?) commented, "Oh thats nice. There's your ticket to hell right there." all non-shalaunt. I could not stop laughing. Nate is so blunt and regular about everything, he's extremly funny in that way.
Then, Mr. Siegel made the bad mistake of having us do telephone again. Oh god. This time we were set up for it too - the tables and desks where in a circle. Heres how a few of them went. The kids names are in blue.
The first one goes from the actual to the final sent through:
Tim Mr. Siegel is cool.
Tom Mr. Siegel is a tool.
Nate Mr. Siegel screwed a mule.
Jess Mr. Siegel is an ass.
Kristina (SHOCKED LOOK! OPEN MOUTH! Everyone laughs, I pass it on.) Mr. Seigel is an ass.
"Flying roosters," was another one. When it got to me it was "Frying posters".
Sarah Mr. Siegel wants to be James Bond's sexy witch.
Michelle Mr. Siegel thinks about sex too much.
TimMr. Siegel likes wearing girl shoes.
Haha Mr. Siegel was laughing and saying, "I don't think about sex too much anymore. I'm too old." HAHAHA. It was hilarious. He's only mid thirties I beleive. Ah, it was great though.
So that class went pretty good. Gym was boring as hell. We just worked on compass work. Dan and I looked through his cds and . . hmm, I believe that was just about it in there. OH! One of the slides was showing a compass that was personified and holding onto a guy - Audrey and I looked at each other and yelled out "YOUR COMPASS IS YOUR FRIEND!". Five minutes later while the slide is still up Krissi goes, "Where's Tina?!" Looking at the slide and wanting to tell me - us three looked at each other and laughed at it.
Aubrey wasn't at lunch and Amber sat with us today. I told Sam about Crystal. Amber got my log address.
Justin & That kid with the T-bone I think its called. . & Adam & Metz did absolutly great with their first Jazz thing (oh, they're the school's Jazz band by the way. .). Though the one with Jamie singing wasn't too impressive I didin't think. Sarah White would have been much better. Sarah was great tonight too - wow! :x
There was a group of four girls that sang. In the first act they were suppose to sing Accapella and with Amy, then the second act they were to sing with music and without Amy. Amy was up there with them so they were to sing without music. Alright, that was horrible. BUT they did good improvising! I went out back and said sorry to everyone as the girls came off and explained how we were swapping the two songs and apologized to Amy especially for putting her on the spot like that. One of the girls was crying thinking she did bad, etc. etc. Horrible. But whatever, she did absolutely great and she knew it. Sarah was sweet and made her laugh and explained about how especially when you're in a group no one can really notice when you take a break from a word or something.
Which is another thing I told Corey. Explained how there are three singers in Sum and thats why he was having difficulties. Ah so much was explained to him and the other two boys while Joe was out back. They really thought about my opinon and considered as well as took it. And Jeff and Joe were absolutely great adding to them on such short notice.
Today I learned a lot. About a lot of things. I'm really proud of myself and all the stuff thats adding into my life lately. I've been extremly happy especially the past few days. I feel like I could do anything.
Did I mention that Nate McKenney was at the show tonight? :x
The Lyrics to Tom & Matt & Fletcher & Dan's song. .
Invincible No Use For a Name
This conversation sickens me
Please let me out, I'll take the bus
And though I try to understand,
I didn't know
How can you say that I'm a fool
When all I do is help?
Well, I guess I'm a fool
But I know that I'm not your pawn
That feeling is dead and gone
Pretend you're invincible
And no one can save you from yourself
Pretend you're a super hero
A fucking zero trying to save the world
Please don't remind me of the past
It's much too late to work it out
And though I see the positive, I hear the doubt
Go off and hide your life away
These words are obsolete
And I'm crazy to think that you'll wake up and come around
The silence is made with sound
Pretend you're invincible
There's no one to tell you that it's wrong
They're all just as scared as I am
Lt's over someday
Soon it won't be long
Invincible
Amir, I'll have to add in some of our conversation later. Its really sad. I mean the things that have been going on. I'm sick of bullshit happening. Honestly.
Theres a couple other things - but I'll add them in later.
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