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So much I could say, just don't feel like spilling it all now. I haven't been on the internet in the past five days (but I wasn't missed) for a couple of reasons, one being that our moniter broke for our computer at home. (I'm on my Grama's right now) And I probably won't be on a'tall this week. In a way, it's a nice time off the net, time to consider and do other things. But I do miss the net, esp. being able to share my life here.  
 
One exciting thing: I got a laptop! My Grandpa gave it to my Dad, and Dad don't need it, so I requested it! It's come in handy to type up a bunch of dog related things, and I'll use it for typing letters and for typing up my newsletter when I start it back up. The battery is shot so I have to keep it pulled in all the time, and I won't have internet on it, but it's nice having a computer in MY room! *grins* 
 
Today we went in and saw my Grandparents, for the last time? Ever? *cries* I know some people haven't ever met their grandparents, or they died and they never knew them, or they live far away and they hardly ever see them. And that I've been VERY privileged to live rather close to both of my Grandparents. BUT, when you've lived kind of near your grandparents all 18 years of your life, and then they move away to North Carolina, it's quite a plight indeed. 
 
Tomorrow is my Mum's b'day. She knows my Aunt's coming out, but she doesn't know the main reason why. She's coming out with a steak, cake, and presents for Mum! shhhh. . t'is a surprise! I hope my Mum has a lovely day, and feels special. Things have been trying for her of late. 
 
Argh! Sometimes I feel like Job, and want to curse the day I was born. He went a bit further than I have and wished he had died in the womb. (Yes, I'm currently reading thru Job, how could you tell?) Sorry, I'm grouchy and tired right now. There's just a situation or two with a few friends, and all that's really been weighing on my mind and all. I HAVE been putting friends before God, and God's really showing me that. Maybe in not ways I'd like, but His way is perfect! Well, I'd better hit the sack.  
 
Cya who knows when.

last modified Apr 15, 2002 at 2:32



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so much to say... i missed you :(( *CRYS*

Wow I am glad you updated this thing!! hehehe I was getting lonely not reading your life! lol :P *sighs* I gota remember to laugh now and then!... havn't done that in a while! ... anyway I am glad your mom had a Great bday! and I sure missed hearing from you.... lol girl I miss you every day!!!! I wnat to see you soooooo bad.. hey ya know what??? today was my last Chemistry Lab! yipee!!! hehe *grins* I ummm still need to talk to ya... we should meet up next time you are in town.. vell I gota go... hehe got another clogging performance in an hour! cya Luv ya sis!!!! TCaGB your sis ~Ann~

22203 | posted by AlaskaAnn on April 16, 2002 at 17:25

Vill be praying for you, Laursah.
Thanks alot! Mucho appreciated!

Glad to see a new post here. And yes, you most certainly HAVE been missed.
Aww, shucks! I feel so special! 'Sanks for being special!:D

Boise, Laursah
No, no. Boise is in Idaho, never heard of a state called Laursah before!;)

Things do sound trying if you feel like Job!
Well, I've found something about myself (scary thought, huh?). With troubles/trials/sicknesses/etc. I either tend to take it too lightly or make too big of a deal out of it. So, I may have been exaggerating a tad, I mean about the cursing the day I was born. And I shouldn't have gone on like that. I think I just needed sleep! But, yeah, I do feel like that at times. Argh, just like I feel I'm going on and on here, and should just delete this.

As far as your mother's birthday goes, I hope it goes splendidly.
I believe it did! Thanks! My Mum enjoyed her steak, coconut cake and presents. (we found the hamburgers quite tasty also) Both my Grama and an Aunt called her up, I really hope she felt special and loved.

22083 | posted by Laurs on April 16, 2002 at 1:26

Boise, Laursah

Things do sound trying if you feel like Job!
As far as your mother's birthday goes, I hope it goes splendidly.

22006 | posted by Rebekkah on April 15, 2002 at 18:54

Vill

be praying for you, Laursah. Glad to see a new post here. And yes, you most certainly HAVE been missed.

21972 | posted by disciple on April 15, 2002 at 14:07