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Overboard?
Well sometimes i feel like im going overboard...one big baby who cant seem to stop crying. Im trying i really am trying not to...expecially when ppl are like, he's fine and everything, but they obviously dont know what its like. Ive been good for the past few days...havnt been worrying...but then i started talking to my mom about it after school and then i havnt stopped ever since. But come to think of it...I've been out of it all day...staring into space...just thinking about him and worrying...which is weird cuz like i said ive been fine the last two days. Man..its amazing how some ppl have such big impacts on your life...
last modified Jun 2, 2004 at 14:53
You're deffinetley not going overboard, don't even worry about that. And you're not a baby. Something like that has never happened to me before, but I know if it did I would probabley be worse then you lol, I cry about everything. Like at the funeral home yesterday, I started to cry and I wasn't even that close to the man who died. But there I was balling my eyes out. But whatever, that doesn't matter haha. It just means that we're sensitive people, and you obviously care about him very much, and each one of your tears is just a sign of how much you love him. Don't think of your tears as a bad thing, think of them as a way of showing him that you care about him. I know it's been tough for you these past couple of days, and though you say you were okay for a couple of days and you weren't worrying, you probabley were you were just keeping it all inside, but sometimes the best way to make you feel better is to just let it all out. So maybe you crying today could help you feel better, and get some frustration of your chest. Also, your friends are always there for you, so if you need to just talk or just tell someone what you are feeling inside so that you don't have to keep it to yourself and hide it inside, you can always confide in one of your friends. And something you once told me, nothing is THAT bad
We all love you!
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