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Fuck.
This is fucking gay. Gayest stupidest thing ever. What the fuck. I can't get the only fucking job I wanted. And for the stupidest fucking reason ever. This is fucking retarded. Time to start looking for another fucking job I'll more than likely fucking hate. Great. Fuck.
I cried at my fucking friends house. I cried when i got home. I even fucking cried myself to sleep. I dont think anyone fucking realizes how much that meant to me. And if it was me, I'd fucking stand up for my friend or boyfriend/girlfriend....whatever. I don't even think they fucking even thought about doing that.
Fuck. I fucking hate this. It's FUCKING GAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
last modified Aug 24, 2004 at 11:07
im sorry...i feel really really bad...i dont know how to make it better or what to do...im sorry. You prolly wont beleive me but i do know how much it meant to you and i know how upset u are...and im sorry for not standing up for you but its a really akward situation for me, and like i said i dont know what to do...i wish i knew how to help...and i know i've told u this b4 but i really want you to know that i care...if theres anything u want, someone to talk to, anything, i want u to know im here for you. i know ur prolly upset with me and im sorry, maybe i should have stuck up for you but its a really weird problem for me....once again...i dont know what to do other then to tell u to remember that i love you more then anything and i'm always here for you.
aww Julie...i definitely agree and i think it is the most RETARDED thing EVER....like argg...it doesnt even involve me and it makes me so angry....o no how much u had ur mind set on that job and every1 led u to believe u were gunna get it and then hid the fact that u cant wich makes it even worse...and i have my mind set on A&W and ill b the EXACT same as u are if i dont get it....and there is no point in getting a job u wont enjoy....not everything out there is fast food...dont worry ull find sumwhere else...maybe u can get a job at ur old karate place and go to the 1 u go to!! lol and dont worry bout crying at ma house its ok...im just sry i cudnt help more....and im sry u cried urself to sleep...i wudda stayed up to talk but i was soo tired i fell RITE asleep, and i do realize how much it meant to u.....and i mean i wud go and yell at thatr Mr.Lewis guy but i cant..and u cant....bcuz we "dont know" lol....so yes....just try and talk to him and im sry i cudnt help nemore....i luv u..g2g tho! cya
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