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Last to know..
Well I just figured out, I'm definatly the last to know EVERYTHING now. I was talking to Helen and she was telling me stuff from like a month ago and stuff, that everyone else knew...and I was so surprised, and she'd be like 'You didnt know that?!'. No. I didnt. I'm not saying its their fault. Its cuz
1. I have no classes with them.
2. I dont even have the same lunch.
3. I hardly see them during school.
I swear, I hate my lunch. Like I know I keep saying it, but you have NO gawd damn idea. Its not even the fact that its the lunch not a lot of people are on...its the fact that NONE of my best friends are on it...not even one...its the fact that the people that ARE on it are totally gay and make me so mad..except one. And shes sometimes in the chapel b/c shes on some team. And now I feel TOTALLY out of the loop b/c I'm finding stuff out now that people have known for a while now. And what sucks even more is the stuff I'm finding out is about my best friends, and what I'm finding out isnt even a big deal, like they're little things...like about guys and just everyday stuff. but it's just the fact that I didnt know, expecially b/c its about my best friends...This semester definatly sucks the big one. Like I hate it. Next semester might be better cuz I know I have one of my best friends in 3 of my classes, cept I have hard courses next semester. Gawd damn.
OH well. Nothing I can do.
last modified Nov 21, 2004 at 9:24
Im SOOOOOOOOOOOO sorry...i primse from now on everytime i find sumthin out or sumthin happens ill tell u...even if u already no! i guess i just always think ive told u cuz i guess we talk bout it at lunch..so yes sorry and i hope next semester is WAY better!
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