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I'm cold
I get so frustrated at people sometimes. Frustrated, maybe dissapointed. I dont know. I guess its just not my thing. And I've written about this before too. But lately I've really been noticing it. Tonight many people are gunna get drunk, and even tomorrow i know people are gunna. And it makes me frustarted. cuz I know a lot of people do it, but when my friends do, it just makes me dissapointed, I guess cuz I have no intrest in it, and rather do other things, I expect them to be the same. and I know their not. But I just think its so stupid and see no point in getting so drunk. And people ask me if I went to their house with another person, would I drink? no. thats not me. at all. I have NO intrest in that at all. Id rather be hanging out with people who wont...or doing karate...or even just watching t.v thanx. And I know this one girl gets drunk with her older friends a lot. which is making her best friend mad at her. Like what the hell....I don't get it. I just...don't get it.
Fucking Fuckers...Tonight hasnt turned out good yet. Its supposed to be semi. Which I'm not going to. Then I was supposed to go out to the movies. Which I'm not doing anymore. Jesse's in newmarket, and I wont talk to him tonight. The thing above is bothering me. I have a headache. Meh, going to Helens at 9. Will be fun. Unless somehow that doesnt turn out either.
Ughhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just want to scream so loud.
last modified Dec 3, 2004 at 15:41
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