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um so I dont know...
Pretty confused.
Pretty busy.
Pretty Sick.
Yuck.
I don't know what to do.
Part of me says yes, part of me says, just wait.
Part of me is over you, and says move on.
Part of me doesnt want to let go.
I feel bad. For him, for you, for me.
Sometimes I want it more then anything.
Sometimes I'm just not ready yet.
He makes me get that little girl feeling whenever I see him.
But, I hardly see him.
Our paths just dont cross during the day.
It sucks. But yet, it doesnt at all.
Ah, I don't know.
He thinks he's confused.
Pfft. Try being me.
Plus, I never wanted it to end like this.
I want to be friends. But on the other hand;
how can I be friends with the person that I dislike the most right now?
I can't. Not yet.
So whatever. Thats fine with me.
I've moved on.
I think.
last modified Oct 26, 2005 at 18:12
heya...well im confused too, and busy and sick so im with ya there...but not for the sme reasons.,...and i cant say i no how you feel because i dont..but i can try and help you feel better! all i can say really is dont rush things, wait till your ready remember when in doubt say no..i learnt that the hard way you dont need to too! If part of you says no and part says yes..that means you arent fully ready so wait, your going nowhere, hes going nowhere, so relax give yourself the time you need! ......and dont worry give it time..and you and him will be friends...wow so it seems everything revolves around time, you need time for everything, it screws things up. but yet keeps tihngs inline..weird:S
well...give it TIME...relax...and dont rush into anything! everything will work out for the best dont worry! its what you deserve!
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