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when I let my hair down...
okay so I'm in this situation & I don't even know how to explain it.
Its like...how do you know if your good for that person.
Not good as in suitable, good as in, good enough.
Or if you think, maybe they deserve better than you.
Because obviously you went wrong somewhere before,
who's to say you wont do it again?
Before, I used to think that neither of us were better than each other,
there was no reason to feel not good enough.
But now, with this new thing, I don't even know.
Its not the whole whether I like him or not
cause clearly I do. A lot.
It's just like, everybody likes him. Thinks he's the nicest guy,
funny, etc.
Nothings wrong with that. At all.
But I dont even knoooow what I'm trying to say.
Like I can think it, but putting it into words I just can't do.
Im pretty much just thinking,
I don't know if I'm good enough anymore.
Which probably sounds stupid, but like I said, thats not even it.
Its way more I just can't even explain it.
But whatever.
I guess I just need to be told from him,
which wont happen, cause he doesnt read this thing
which is probably is good.
last modified Feb 1, 2006 at 20:30
i have 4 words for you julie.....WHO ARE YOU KIDDING!
you are definately good enough for him, like dont even let there be that doubt in your mind, you deserve the best you can get, not only does everybody think hes so funny and nice and w.e...everyone thinks you are too!
you didnt go wrong anywhere before, he changed, maybe you changed...either or...there was a change...not necessarily a bad change but a change you cant change..(hah wow i said change to much there i hope it makes sense) and id say it was for the best..and think when you really think about it you agree
So ya...back to those four words..seriously who are you kidding... you are soo good enough for him..i dont think anyone should ever feel like one person is better then another...because when you find someone that you really like and they like you back..i dont think it matters how many people like one person over the other or how many other break ups one person has had over another..like that stuff just doesnt matter...everyone loves you julie...you always get the "good guys" because you deserve them...you deserve the best and right now for you thats silvano....so stop this nonsense! you ARE good enough stop thinking crazy thoughts!
oh and about you thinking maybe you need to just hear it from him...think about it..everytime you kiss everytime you have those moments..he is telling you..maybe not in words but i dono..think about it!
I LOVE YOU!!
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