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bahh.
Ohhhh boy;
so I don't even know.
I talked to him...
but we're still kinda..iffy.
I'm not sure what I want right now.
& he cant wait for me,
cause that's nooot fair to him. at all.
I don't even remember what its like to be single anymore.
Its like, I was in a relationship so in love, then heartbroken, then back into one again
maybe I rushed.
But then again, after going out for someone for so long, you sorta feel lost not having someone anymore,
but now that time has gone by,
I want that single life.
maybe? maybe I don't. Ah, I don't know.
I hate emotions, they're stupid.
last modified Feb 18, 2006 at 19:33
hey well i dont even no what to say...im glad you talked to him,...reaally really glad actually..cause you were right, you dont know what you want and it wasnt fair to him at all...but then you say you dont remember what its like to be single and maybe you need to be single for a bit because your right, you were in love, and then heartbroken, then you liked one guy then another then started a relationship...and im not saying you rushed..cause you werent oficially dating for a while..but then that makes me think because...maybe it isnt the whole being single thing...its that you cant let yourself not be crushing on someone..you need someone in your heart always, and like i know you stopped things with silvano cause you didnt know what you wanted, couldnt get your felings staright, and thought maybe you needed to be single...but then think...think hard..and i know your single right now..but think about what your doing, it has to do with somthing that starts with an m and ends with a t...and i know you know what im talking about...so ya...i love you..i want you to be happy..you deserve to be happy..but i dont think you know what you need to be happy..like really happy...ahh i need to have a good talk with you...and we never see eachother and ughhh...this sucks..so much stuff going on...boooo
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