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its hard to say I miss you.
so. do you ever wonder what your life would be like if it was still like how it was a year ago. Let's see, a year ago I would have been just finishing grade 10. I was still with and in love with Jesse. Tash was still my good friend. I still loved going to karate. I just started a new job a couple months ago. me and Courtney still didn't really talk.
Now half of that I would love back. Half of it I wouldn't.
You figure that part out.
But it is just so weird how your life can change extremely in only a year. How you can feel something one year, and then not the next.
How a year ago, you wouldn't picture your life to turn out this way. A year ago, you would have never thought that would have happened. And a year ago I definately didn't picture myself feeling this way.
Sometimes I question myself why?
Why did that happen? Why did I let that happen? Why did I act that way?
But then why's lead to what ifs, & what ifs get you no where.
and I hate the fact that I have SO much to say, but no way to say it.
but I guess thats just how it goes.
sometimes I just wish I could rewind back a year, & take it all in again.
last modified Jun 10, 2006 at 21:12
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