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and we're dancing..

Ugh. 
So fucking pissed and this is so gay.  
Like I didn't even want to come home tonight. 
So I went to Sams instead of going home at first. 
But like fuck. "Inappropriate". Please. 
I just hate how my mom's changing her mind; 
after she already gave me an answer. 
My goodness. 
This is gay. 
& I love how I put on this song; 
realized what the lyrics actually said 
and started crying on my way to Sams.  
I hate that. 
& here I go again. I always do this. 
But it's probably cause of this whole gay situation. 
Remeber when we went up to yours. 
Do you not miss it. I don't fucking get it.  
I don't fucking get you.  
& I haaaate that too. They don't understand. 
But do they even stop to even realize? Nope. 
I guess I'm used to it now. I guess.  
I have to work tomorrow, 
but you know what. People I work with are my good friends. 
I like being there,  
because I have friends there that make me feel 10 times better. 
Not that mine don't. But I'm just saying.  
I want to yell & scream at you. I really do. 
Then turn around and hug you. For about an hour.  
But I'd probably end up slaping you or something.  
So I won't. 
Whatever. 
 
"I only wanted your attention; 
at least the hate is some connection."

last modified Jul 2, 2006 at 20:16



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