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tell me that its over..
You kind of go into a state of shock when you hear something like that;
Michael Gilligan died.
Michael and I used to be good friends; we went to the same elementry school and did karate together.
He was just at my house a few of months ago.
Sam told me yesterday, after it happened.
Apparently he overdosed on drugs. and it's so weird too cause Michael was just one of those people you thought would take a different path then that one.
He was so nice and funny; he could have done so much better for himself.
He was at his friends house when it happened, and he couldn't wake him, but he didn't do or say anything about it until Michaels mom came to pick him later in the afternoon. He could still be alive. Like the kid who's house he was at, Pat Baglen or whatever. Anyone who knows him will know. Like that kid is so fucking STUPID. Like, I hope he feels terrible that he didn't say anything about that, he freakin could be alive still. Omg.
When I got told, I couldn't believe it.
Like, I was told he was dead, but you know when you just can't believe it actually happened. Not to anyone you would know. But it did.
I don't think its hit me yet. Until I actually go to the funeral, and see him there. He was only 17.
Seventeen. I don't know what to say, because he was so young. I've had people die that I've known, but they were all older and/or sick. Young people arnt supposed to die. Not yet.
In a way I'm mad, cause HE overdosed. But like, you can't be mad at someone that's dead right?
I don't even know how I feel.
This week has been shit. Nothing is going right.
Rest in peace Michael Gilligan. =(
last modified Jul 19, 2006 at 8:44
pat beglan is a terrible, terrible person.
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