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he finds another way to be the highlight of my day.
Every year your persepective of things change.
It's kind of funny, because a year ago, this isn't how I felt at all.
I was bored on my spare one day,
so I was looking at old emails, when I came across some of them that you sent me, a long time ago.
Some made me laugh, and some I don't think I had a feeling towards them at all.
but it was weird to later go to karate that night and see you,
knowing that you arn't at all the person you used to be when you sent me those emails.
but you know, that's okay now.
I don't know if you read this, you used to, but I don't know if you do anymore. nor do I care.
but I really don't think I ever thanked you and meant it.
because even though you put me through hell,
and probably the worst experience of my life, by far.
I'm glad it happened.
because now I look at where I stand in my life right now
and I'm perfectly happy. I really am.
A year ago I would have said I would always somewhat love you,
but like I said, not everything is the same a year later.
cause to tell you the truth, I don't.
I care yes, but love? no.
Sam and I were in a deep conversation, and that's what made me realize.
I always said everything happens for a reason, and it's true.
because now I have Brendan, who I am head over heels for.
but it's just funny;
how some people can change so much.
I don't know why I'm even writing this, more for myself I guess.
but yeh.
last modified Nov 30, 2006 at 19:03
i completley understand you.
100% x 13748961594
lol
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