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julie.
when you're older you will understand.
last modified Jan 23, 2008 at 21:56
..yesterday was fun. It suuuure was. Well, lets see what I did. I went to Jesse's for like an hour, then me n him n his sister drove to applebees and had dinner with a bunch of people from karate...then we all went bowling. wooohooo! I took a bunch of pictures..picture taking is cool. It was fun. Bowling is so cool. When i had my birthday parties when I was younger we would always go bowling..haha. Then I went back to Jesses and had hot chocolate mmmm, then I went home.
So yeah, it was fun.
Today is the last day of 2004...oOo0oO0Oo...scary....actually, no its not but it made it sound cooler...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY REBECCA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO REBECCCCAAAAA...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
I was just watching the news with my parents...and it's about India and Thailand(sp?) and those places being flooded b/c of an underwater hurricane thing. And I thought I was having a bad day. You know...that always happens. to me at least. I'll be all in a bad mood b/c I think I'm having a bad day, then I'll hear or see something and think that today, really isnt such a bad day. So what? a few things went wrong? At least my house didnt get destroyed...at least I still have my family and friends..at least I'm healthy and able to do everything...at least I have food and a house to live under. Really, I've got it good.
I just hope that the diaster thing there stops. I was watching it...and they showed all the dead bodies and people hurt..and i started to get teary-eyed. It just got to me how sad and how many people are dying over there. They said almost 80,000 people in one of the countries or whatever...thats a whole frickin lot. 11,000 have died so far in India...:( Thats not good....not good at all.
Yep. I sure did. Ive been in a bad mood since I woke up. Well my brother n my mom were jokingly making fun of me and i was tired so that put me into a bad mood. And my computer is being so effing gay its not cool. And then my brother didnt help me, then once he did he was looking at my pictures and I didnt want him to..so I freaked on him and he couldnt even figure it out...and 2 ppl wanna hang out with me today and I'll feel bad if I hang out with one and not the other.....yes.....definately wokr up on the wrong side of the bed this morning....and I need to eat. Its 1:23 and I havnt eaten anything yet.
So christmas is now over. o-v-e-r. It goes by so fast, dont you think? Like u wake up one morning...open presents...see family. Then...its just..done. Oh well, not complaining, it was a good christmas.
Yesterday was exactly 9 months till my birthday..haha! yay! Thats so far tho..man. Oh well. Its all good.
Almost everyone got a cell phone for christmas...everyones msn names were "I got a cell phone!". I didn't. I can't afford one...lol. I have to wait till I get a job, which I think I'm going to look for soon. So thats cool.
I was supposed to go out today. The movies then dye my hair with my friend. But shes not feeling well, and I'm not feeling well. So thats a negative. Which kinda sucks. Sucks bcuz we cant do anything, and sucks bcuz we're sick on christmas holidays. how uncool is that? Very uncool.
!!! Did u know that Feburary has 2 r's in it?!?! I didnt. holy. I just found out today that its spelt FebuRary...i always thought it was Febuary...wow.
MeRrY cHrIsTmAs!!!!!!!!!!!
...I miss you Jesse:(
Well family came over today. My uncle, my aunt and my 2 cousins. They are so annoying. and its not like their little annoying..their like...stupid annoying. The girl is 13. Who is in my gradeish, yet shes 2 years younger. so shes smart. but not socialy. she has no friends...im not saying that to be mean, but its true. so she doesnt really know how to socialize. so thats boring.
Then theres a 10 or 11 year old boy. Whos a whinny loud mouth kid. He talks back to his parents and my parents and he was losing at ping pong so he got all mad and ugh he just annoys me too. so yeah, not cool..
My uncle is a cool guy tho. Hes so funny. I wish just him and my aunt came up...without my cousins. thatd be a lot funner.
Oh well.
MeRrY ChRiStMaS eVe
Well a whole bunch of my friends were suppsoed to go to my friend Katie's tonight, but it snowed so much, I couldnt. Only 3 people ended up going. And I didnt wanna make my dad drive in it, its too bad. So yep...I'm stuck at home....yipeee......
2 DaYs TiLl ChRiStMaS!
Alright. I'm good now. Took me 2 days, but I think I'm good now
And so what? It wont change anything.
I found this thing on someone elses weblog so Im doing it too...
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
-1st serious bf, was in grade 10, finished grade 9
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
-I dont usually make new years resolutions
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
-Um nope
4. Did anyone close to you die?
-Nope
5. What countries did you visit?
-Jamaica, Bahamas, Haiti, Cape sumthin...
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
-get more into karate i guess
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
-March 13th....anniversary for me n Jesse
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
-Im not sure...getting together with Jesse and lasting this long... is that achievement tho? Well it is now
9. What was your biggest failure?
-Umm...I dont know
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
-Not like major illness....but i was sick yeah..and negative for the injury
11. What was the best thing you bought?
-Clothes...Food....i donno
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
-say what?
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
-Theres a couple ppl, that i dont wanna name
14. Where did most of your money go?
-On crap junk that I didnt need
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
-any aniversary with Jesse...my bday...i donno
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
-Accidently in love...b/c of the summer
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? Happier
ii. thinner or fatter? Um I think I stayed the same, I didnt get fatter
iii. richer or poorer? Poorer...I need to get a job lol
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
-Im not sure
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
-Crying, homework(well not done less, but less of)
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
-At home with my family
3 DaYs TiLl ChRiStMaS!!!!
And Out...
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
This is so much pressure on me.
It makes me upset about it too...
Its becoming too much.
I need a good cry...
And I need a shoulder to do that on
But I cant.
I just cant.
Because this is what they've done to me too.
This is all just becoming too much.
Sorry about that lil spaz post. Bad day. Everythings cool now tho. Well....people still annoy me, but meh, wutcha gunna do eh? CHRISTMAS BREAK!!! YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so happy. I needed to get away from school...it was just bothering me so much lately.
But yeah...christmas breeeeeeeaaaakkk! yes! woooohoooo!
OMFG! my fucking mom is being such a fucking bitch lately. ERG! I just wanna go to this xmas party at karate but she fucking doesnt wanan go so i fucking cant. And shes all like 'i asked you if u wanted to go plenty time' ACTUALLY no...she asked me like once. and i said i didnt know, cuz i didnt know everyone was going. but nooooooooo. fuck. i really dislike her right now. shes being so fucking difficult lately. and shes saying im leaving EVERYTHING to last mineut, right. how about not. FUCK!
And today wasnt cool either. im exhausted. like over tired. it sucks. and i broke a bowl today and my people are just so fucking gay. like this girl cares about:
1. Herself
2. What people think of her
3. This guy sebastian
4. Her friend
Its like around this girl shes trying to friggin impress her. and shes always like 'oh shes soooo pretty' blah blah blah. And she'll be with me n my friend...then once this girl comes...she totally ditches us for her and like hardly even talks to us. like they went to the bathroom then went to go get food nd to walk around...not once told us where they were going, or if we wanted to come...nope. not once. And they always plan to get together right infront of us. ugh. i dread lunch...people dont see how much i do....but id rather have a class, then spend lunch with them.
Plus i didnt talk to Jesse last night cuz he came home from karate late and i was sleeping, and then after school i was sleeping again and then he has to go to karate early again...and then tonight hes going to to that damn xmas party...so again, prolly not talking to him tonight either.
Ugh.
Im really tired. and its only 4:45pm. I went to a hockey game today. my school against another. it was mighty fun. cept we lost:( Ah well its all good. But man am I tired, prolly from screaming and stuff. Me and my friends spelt 'Go Panthers' on our t shirts today it was great, got out picture taken and everything. yay
Wow. For once, lunch was actually fun. I dont know why, but I just didn't hate it today. thats a surprise. But like my friends like spazzed on me today. That was fun. and I didnt even effing do anything. it was totally gay. They got mad cuz me n Sam did something in 4th and their like noo thats not what you do. and like got mad at ME for it. and Im talking to them now and they said they wernt yelling they just were confused...okay. whatever, doesnt matter. Ive been like....very pissed lately. like everything people say Im just like shut the fuck up. I dont know why. And Im mad right now, and I dont even know why. Ugh. Definately gay. OH! and it just happened again. someone said something, and now Im even more pissed. And plus my parents have been pissing me off lately too. What the hell. Ahhhhhh i wanna punch something!
But on a lighter note....happy 9 months Jesse
Well...I got the job. But im turning it down. Im confusing, I know. But I'd have to work every weekend, at 5:30 in the morning, and till 11 at night sometimes and the training would take up my whole christmas break. no thanx. I have a social life that I would like to still have, thank you very much. So yep. No Tim Hortans for me. My friends work at McDonalds, and apparently, they get to pick their own hours. That'd be awesome. So meh. We'll see.
But I better get back to my gay english essay...wooo....
So went to that interview. Im definately stupid. I feel like such an idiot. GAWD!!!!!
I was on the news today. In the background. ye ye! For the eat smart thing at my school. The past few days have been intresting cuz of that thing. I havnt really been in class at all. Its great.
Well..I have a job interview in a half hour. Wish me luck. Im actually not that nervous tho. So thats good. Im getting more nervous the closer it gets tho....I'll do fiiiiiiiiine I hope.
Um yep. Thats pretty much it for today. woo.
Man. I dont want a job. I dont want to work. But I need to work. I need money. Ugh. Why can't money just appear to me? That would make it so much easier. I applied for a job today, and then I talked to my friend after, and he said he hates it there and sometimes he has to work at 5 in effing morning on weekends. NO way. Im definately not working that early, I'd rather look for another job. Id rather work at karate, actually. But noooooooooooooooooooooooo. Damnit.
I get so frustrated at people sometimes. Frustrated, maybe dissapointed. I dont know. I guess its just not my thing. And I've written about this before too. But lately I've really been noticing it. Tonight many people are gunna get drunk, and even tomorrow i know people are gunna. And it makes me frustarted. cuz I know a lot of people do it, but when my friends do, it just makes me dissapointed, I guess cuz I have no intrest in it, and rather do other things, I expect them to be the same. and I know their not. But I just think its so stupid and see no point in getting so drunk. And people ask me if I went to their house with another person, would I drink? no. thats not me. at all. I have NO intrest in that at all. Id rather be hanging out with people who wont...or doing karate...or even just watching t.v thanx. And I know this one girl gets drunk with her older friends a lot. which is making her best friend mad at her. Like what the hell....I don't get it. I just...don't get it.
Fucking Fuckers...Tonight hasnt turned out good yet. Its supposed to be semi. Which I'm not going to. Then I was supposed to go out to the movies. Which I'm not doing anymore. Jesse's in newmarket, and I wont talk to him tonight. The thing above is bothering me. I have a headache. Meh, going to Helens at 9. Will be fun. Unless somehow that doesnt turn out either.
Ughhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just want to scream so loud.
haha today was so much fun!!!! It was superhero day, and i was superman! Katie dressed up in a FULL spiderman costume! haha it was so sweet! shes my hero hehe. But me n Katie and Amanda and Helen and this guy Pat had to go play a game infront of the school and Katie fell RIGHT on my head....still kinda hurts:( haha oh well...we won tho! WOO! And we got full size chocolate bars for it too! yay! And we won the cheer and another game too! YEAH! GOOOO GRADE 10'S!
Today was such a goooooooood day. hehe. Its true, like just when you feel down about stuff, things always turn around! yay And then we have a christmas concert tomorrow night...shall be fun fun, I'm going with Amanda, whoot!
Welllllllll thats it...
SUPERMAAAAAAAAAN! hehe....I'm NOT crazy! :|..
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