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julie.
when you're older you will understand.
last modified Jan 23, 2008 at 21:56
YES! wooo i got my tip...whoop whoop!
man theres not much to write about these days...nothing really exciting or nothing that has made me mad has happened recently. bummer. lalalala well leaving 2morro for Jesse's cottage, shall be fun fun fun. um yes.....see this is it. Exciting post eh? u know it!
i hate unexpected things. they come and ruin everything. booo on them. thats right.
Well i hung out with Germy and Meg today and last nite, always crazy super fun. Except when they leave me on a hammak and push me into the tree lol.
Ahh i really dont feel well. Stupid friggin....grrr. not cool. And i test 2nite...joy. Im so friggin nervous, i really hope i dont mess up. Being stressted out sucks..majorly. But yes....hmmmm and thats all there is to talk about
You're killing me here....
I was just listening to this song and the lyrics are..
"It seems like life goes by so fast, but in this time i wanna make it last. I hate that we live to die, but only God knows why, we all have a purpose..."
That line that says we live to die. its honestly so true. You dont live and then just keep living...we all eventually die at some point. so it really is like we're living to die. Which put in that perspective seems so scary. Like everything we do is just gunna go down the drain for when we die. Well unless u do sumthin that everyone will remember like mother teresa or someone. But the liklyhood of everyone doing something like that is slim to none, expecially in a world like we're living in today...
Well anywho, yes. people are still being gay. meh not much we can do about that...but seriosuly ive been so angry at people latly...ugh what some people can do to make u so frustrated. errrr!
I just replied to courts weblog thingy...and was talking about how i can only trust 3 people right now. and that with the amount of people i know and that are around me you'd think that there'd be a little more than just 3 people. but theres not...And honestly, its hard to know who u can trust. I know i can trust these 3 people, bcuz...well....i donno. ive told them all stuff and they havnt said anything about it and i know i can just tell them anything. But then theres other people who i want to trust, but just cant. cuz they lie. why do people lie to fit in? people will like u for who u are. And then theres people who i trusted, but they broke it. Friggin people. But u know, i just wanna say thanx to all the people i can and do trust and for ALWAYS being here for me i love u all. and then to all the people i cant...screw u.
The people u thought u could trust the most u find out u cant trust at all. Why do people have to be like that? U tell them one thing and its like they have to run out and tell other people. And its not like the first time...or the first person either. But honestly, people need to learn to keep things to themselves and their mouth shut. those kind of people bug me...the ones who need to tell everyone everything that was said...i mean we all do it, but some more than others...and some WAY more than others. like GRRR. And what pisses me off even more was that it wasnt true in the first place. They mix things up and then get people all worried or mad for something that person didnt even say or do. And the fact that one of your best friends just seem to be letting u down..all the time. does that mean their not one of ur best friends anymore? probably, i mean, why would u want someone to be one of ur closest if u cant even trust them anymore....i mean....i cant trust u at all. and considering that everything i say and do is MY business, not anyone elses. So why do u feel like u need to tell people about MY business? even IF it was true, just dont. and another thing, stop friggin obsessing over MY boyfriend, xpecially to me. Dont say im being rude either, uve done much worse than me just posting what i feel here. and if u dont like it...dont read it.
Well i started my first day at camp today. it was awsome. like I didnt do camp...i volunteered and then next year i get paid. but yes...our group is red and so we got red face paint and painted out faces...its sweet lol. Im so tired tho...my feet hurt. i like just got home an hour ago and i have to go to karate in like 40 mins. Yahoo...considering neither amanda OR becca r going...damn u. Ah well, its not like i dont know anyone. Amanda u cant quit!!!!!:(:( Im hungry....ttyl
thats right im tired. I'm so dead from sparring class today. Me n marshal killed eachother today haha it was great. I won tho, sorry marshal lol. Then me, farren n marshal went to tim hortans, and then we went back for class. And i practiced my forms...i remember the endings to them now so thats good. Ugh i miss jesse so much..he comes home in 4 days...ugh thats so far away...darn. Im so bored...didnt do anything today, prolly wont do anything 2morro, and, prolly wont do anything on friday either...and make that saturday too. Oh wait, saturday im getting together with my gurlies on saturday, whoop whoop. Testing this friday..im nervous! Well anyways...thats all i have to say for today
Well...to some ppl i just mess everything up. Like honestly how rude can some people be..i know 'i didnt mean it' blah blah. yah. right. even if u didnt..it still hurt. I just hope ur really sorry...cuz that was really mean.
Today me and helen and courtney went to the mall...fun fun. Then 2morro me n court n helen n germaine r getting together for her bday..woohoo....that will be bundles of fun!
I really want a job at my karat-ay place. Maybe ill suggest it. Cuz that would be cool
Jesses gone to his cottage until next sunday:( thats gunna suck. And then the week he comes back im at camp. Ugh not cool...haha a lot of people say we're gunna get married...funny... cuz thats a LONG time away..but yes.
Wow everyones getting a boyfriend or sumthin now. lets see...britt and chris, alyssa and johno, germaine n jamie...well thats only 3 couples....but still....in a short amount of time thats a lot. 4 months in 3 days for me!  wooohooo! It seems kinda longer tho...meh o well!
I went n saw my friends from my old karate yesterday, that was good, considering i havnt seen some of them in like 7 or 6 months. Good to catch up with them.
I went to bed yesterday thinking about sumthin i was gunna write in here...but now i forget. Grr...not cool.
COURTNEYS HOME...which u prolly guessed or already knew b/c either:
a)u read above that i did sumthin with her today --or--
b)Youve already talked to her
Well anyways....this was just a rambling post...nothing special to write about...other than people being rude. But meh, thats life, wutcha gunna do? absolutly nothing.....well..maybe just yell at a few.
Grrrr....arg.
Well thursday nite was Cananda day, me n helen went n saw the fireworks..thats was hip n then she slept over. Then on friday me n helen went to Alyssas house with brit and went tubing! OMG the funnest thing in the world! my muscles still hurt from it, but it was worth it, i swear thats the most fun ive had in like ever. lol Then yesterday Helen n sam came over for a swim but ended up sleeping over too lol. We slept on the trampoline for half of the nite...and downstairs the other half...stupid bugs. lol But yeah, this weekend i thought would suck but it turned out to be pretty fun. And thats my story..
omg, k i went to karate this morning, and these 2 kids, ones name is mackenzie n i donno what the other ones name is, their like one yr younger than me...and they were running really slow, so im like "lets go" and clapped and ran past them, and they just like made fun of me when i was running, and then when i was sparring i sparred that mackenzie kid and he was kicking me soo hard, he punched me and i felt like my nose was bleeding, and kept kicking so hard, so im like dude, watch your contact ur kicking wayyyy to hard, this is light contact, and hes like yeah whatever...and then i was so tired that i wasnt even trying and i was just stepping fwd and kicking, and i still got points, but he's like "u suck big" n stuff n starting making fun of my sparring, like wtf, so im like "why dont u shut the fuck up" and hes like "yur a crazy bitch" and so i just stopped sparring him cuz i know i woulda hurt him if i kept sparring him, so everytime i walked by him, he was like "crazy bitch" and HE told jason, one of the instructors on me, like what the hell...so jason comes over and hes like "did u tell mackenzie to shut the f up?" and im like yeah, and he was calling me a crazy bitch n whatever...and i didnt even tell him the whole story cuz i was just so pissed off and hes like okay, just watch ur language. Luckly Jason's cool so he didnt give me a talk or anything, but omg i wanna kill that kid sooo much, if even talks to me im just gunna like punch him, prolly wont, but i would if we sparring....UGH. i hate him so much. Like hes a cocky lil bastard who thinks hes better than everyone else, and then this other gurl just keeps laughing at me for no reason, like we're friends sorta...but she just walked by me and started laughing....like what the hell? is it lets make Julie feel like she sucks day or sumthin? Gawd. I donno i guess im just tired and stuff. But sam, germy and helen r comin swimming soon, so that'll be fun and make me less angry..
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