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julie.
when you're older you will understand.
last modified Jan 23, 2008 at 21:56
Well yes, I got a webcam And they are tons of fun
Exams started. Boo. First one went good I think tho..
Yeeeeeeeah....So things got figured out between people...yay Thats always good
Me and Jesse, Sam and Cj went to see a movie on friday night...OoOoO haha...it was fun
Then yesterday Jesse came over...it was crazy fun...
Do I worry too much? Ah...sometimes I think I do...or just think too much..beyond what I should be. Sorry...I just care too much.
So yesterday...scary. I knew it was gonna happen sooner or later..I hoped it wouldnt have...but it did. Ahh. Scary. I was calm tho...woooo calm. Im glad your okay tho Jesse Thnx Rebecca and Marshal by the way.
Well I'm now on S.W.A.T at karate. Woo. One step closer. Plus now I'm offically on demo. Im starting to get into it now Maybe I'll get that feeling I got from my old karate again.
Got my 1st exam done. It was a joke show. Just cuz it was soooooooooooooooo easy. Prolly cuz I studied for it, but you know.
Man. Yuck. Snow day. Well....cold day. The ONE time I DIDNT want a day off school....I get one! Of course! I knew my stuff, and I just wanted to write the exam to get it done and over with. Now we only have a 4 day weekend....instead of 5 day. How GAY! Im peteeved. Well not so much anymore, but I was this morning. Ah well....more time to study for my gym exam on monday...cuz I have no idea how to answer some of the questions. So thats good I guess....I'd rather have just had an exam today tho. pooey. If theres one more snowday during exams...I....um.....quit. Yes.
Ahh exams start tomorrow. And you know what that means?..
SEMESTER ONE IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yay I'm very very happy about that. Can't wait till next semester. Lunch with my friends!!!
Tomorrows religion exam, which will be pretty easy.
Me and Sam planned out our lives in 4th today. Haha. Shes going to marry Jesse's best friend bcuz I am setting them up whether he likes it or not, and then they are gunna get married, and we're gunna get married, and then we'll live across the street from eachother and then we'll have girls and they will be best friends and then she'll have a boy and ill have a girl and they'll get married...and we'll go on family vacations together...haha.
Oh man. Can you tell HOW bored me and Sam get in that class??
It was funny tho..
Well better get back to the studying
Hahaha...I can be SO blonde at times. At karate people were talking about Hoyler blowing up and stinking...and theres a guy named Hoyler...so I thought like maybe they did something and he smelt or I dont know...but then Jason started talking about floating fish....and then i remembered that the fishes name was Hoyler...and im like OH THE FISH! like 10 mins after they were even talkign about it. Oh gawd. haha i crack myself up sometimes.
Ahh my friend Katie. What a funny funny girl. She also cracks me up.
Ahh. Love. THE best feeling ever. Aww. I'm so lucky I have the best boyfriend in the whole world and its been longer than 10 months and we're still going strong and yay!!! Things could never be better! I love you Jesse...you mean everything to me!
Bless me.
Msn is being effing gay. That sucks.
And i'm getting stressed out about a job. I want one...for the money. But yet I don't want to work. I guesss it's my own fault tho, I was hired at Tims right...I could have taken it and then I wouldnt be complaining about not having a job. Ahh. This is so not cool. And all my friends are getting jobs...most of them already have one. And its hard for me...cuz most jobs want people who are 16...and I dont turn 16 till September, which is a long ways away...and the other places where you can be hired at 15, probbaly arnt hiringright now, bcuz they just hired a bunch for the christmas rush, so they more than likely don't need anyone.
OH well.
My plan= live off the government.
Ahaha OMG today was so awesome! So you know those 'friends' how backstabbed me/lied to me? Well yeh...yesterday I didn't hang out with them on lunch, or today either. Then, my friend Brittany came and got me out of my 3rd period class, and she's on her lunch, and 2 of the girls I hate went down too bcuz they needed to get something, and this one girl was like 'Is that _____' and I was like yeh...and she wanted to go bitch at her so me n Brittany and that girl went n we saw Helen and Sam n Andrea on the way so they came with us and that girl was like 'So I hear u have a problem with Julie and Farren' and oh man thats how it started but then it was this big bitch fight and i got so pissed and i started screaming at one girl saying shes the biggest backstabber and that if I told them everything she said they would hate her and she was just standing there like uhh...hahaha it was AWESOME! and then i left to go back to my class and one of the other fake's and she said she heard that they were getting bitched at and i was like yeh and shes like why? and i was like cuz their effing liars and shes like no they're not and Im like YES. they ARE. and then she came up to me again and shes like 'we need to talk.' and asked me a question which i lied about lol then she said sumthin, i dont remmeber, but then i was like 'um yah YOU lied to _____ saying that I got all mad bcuz they left for A&W and that I say stuff about them and shes like you do. and im NO I DONT. YOU and ______ say stuff and YOU and ______ got mad cuz they went out. I never said anything! I liked them up until now so whatever your just lieing to make it look like i said shit. I dont wanna talk to you right now so go away' And she just stood there like stunned for a min...then went back to her seat...HAHA sucka!!! I hate them ALL and they got it SOOO good today Im soo happy its just what they needed...Thanx Everyone!!!!<3
I miss you sooooooooooooooooo much Jesse!!!!! But yay your coming home tonight!(hopefully!) I love you
Everything bad has to all come at once eh?
So Jesse's aunt dies.
I find out today mine is going to, too.
And Jesses in Missisauga, so I cant even see him, and I feel selfish saying that, cuz his family needs him more than I do..but Im allowed to miss him.
Then I find out people I thought I could trust, even just a bit, I cant. And that they are backstabbing bitches. And that another one is saying that I said shit when I didn't.
This is so gay. We're not in grade 2.
Doesnt sound like a lot...but to me it is.
This is all too much.
LIFE IS SO CRUEL!!!
Thanx Germaine and Helen:(...I love you both♥ Thanx for being there
Its sad how some things turn out.
...but I dont know what else to say.
Stuff is so unfortunate.
Maybe things will turn out...
but possibly not.
I'm sorry to hear this.
I'm sorry any of it happened.
Yuck. Mondays stink. Everyones so tired n stuff in the morning. But today was good. Bcuz for once I didnt hang out with 2 people I hate to hang out with on my lunch...yahooo...and we plan on doing that everyday for the rest of the semester, so thats hip. its happenin. Its hip happenin. hehe!
Computer tech=crying class for me and Sam. Me and Sam cry all the time in the class, well not all the time, but it happens, cuz we both get so frustrated with that class, with the computer, and the teacher is a dick face. So we're both emotional, and we both cry. Its our thing. lol
Im so lucky for my friends. They are the best in the wooooorld! <3
Comment people...COMMENT! DOOOO IT! *peer pressure*
Good day. I said GOOD DAY! And by good day...I mean...I hope you DONT HAVE A GOOD DAY!
haha jokes! I hope you DO have a good day
Woo yesterday I went snowboarding again with Jesse, Brittany, Sam, Andrew Farren and Amanda. It was Jesse's and Andrew's first time, they did awesome. It was so fun. I love snowboarding. I hurt my knee badly tho. I was getting off the lift and I was gunna crash into Andrew so I put my knee down or something, and yeah, now it hurts. But its all good.
Today is homework. Yuck. I hate homework.
Only like 2 weeks until 1st semester is over....YEEEEEEAH!
G'day.
Today is 10 months for me n Jesse! I LOVE YOU!!!!! hehe you're the best....this is the best
I got Ashlee Simpson concert tickets!!! AHHHHHH IM SOOOO HAPPY I cant wait!!!
I went snowboarding today instead of going to school...well as a gym trip or whatever....coolest stuff!!!
TODAY IS AWESOME!!!!
The perfect body: skinny, tall, blonde, reasonable size chest, beautiful...etc. And thats what girls these days are exposed to. Jessica Simpson and Britney Spears look alikes. Look at a magazine, theres those size 1 models. Open it up...theres some more. In our health class we're talking about body image. One girl said they put that on the cover, bcuz thats whats looks good. Thats what girls want to be, plus it costs less to putfabric on them bcuz they dont need so much. So what? an extra couple dollars is gunna make a big difference when those designer people have a shit load of money anyways. I felt bad...this girl in my class, who I may say, is not the skinniest of people...at all really. And she honestly looked sad about this, and thats not good. Being like 89 pounds when your 15 is definately not healthy, unless your like 4"5. It just bugs me that some people, like that girl, thinks that the cover has to have girls like that, in order to be sold. You know how many girls will develop eating dissorders? Tons. Which half die from it, all to look a certain way. Which is totally worthless, bcuz why should you care if you look like that model off the magazine anyways...half of them have eating disorders as well. Its just not worth it. I admit, if I eat too much one day, like a lot of junk food, Ill notice my tummy is a bit bigger than it was this morning, which sounds totally ridiculous, but sometimes, yah, it bothers me. But Im not going to develop an eating disorder just bcuz I feel a bit bigger to myself, while other people wouldnt even notice. And I sound totally gay saying that now...but its true.
I just dont feel girls should have to be under so much pressure to fit into a size 0 or 1 in order to feel good about themselves. And thats what it is, pressure. They feel pressured to look like that model, then their case becomes more serious.
Its sad. It really is.
Well there hasnt been anything to post about lately.
I did that 12 min run thing..i got 29 laps..and didnt stop to walk once, I was proud. I've been so tired lately. I went home yesterday and sept until like 4:30 i think...then I went to bed at 8 last night and Im still tired...I'm supposed to go snowboarding tomorrow...but who knows. not if Im like this tho
My friend might move:( I really really hope she doesnt. That would suck soooo much!
Today=good day
I said my poem in english, I did pretty good if I say so myself lol
Lunch wasn't so annoying today.
Helen came over after school. We sang backstreet boys, twas fun.
Went to karate, it was a good class...I was hyper.
Ive been getting a lot of "your hair is so perfect" and "you are so pretty" lately. Odd, nice, but odd, cuz its like all the suddon. But I'm not complaning or anything lol.
Ew...12 min run in gym tomorrow. Gross and sweaty...fun...or not.
Goodnight
Well today was a goodish day. School was...school. I was told to 'follow' people today...what do they think I am? whipped? Gawd. that was gay. Then my friend was like "WHAT did she just say?" like honestly...oh well. 3 more weeks....just 3 more weeks...then I can stay they hell away from them. Glady looking forward to that And by the way..thanx Helen But anywho..I have to present something in English tomorrow. Very uncool.
Well im off!!!!
No one fights like Gaston..........when I was young I drank 4 dozen eggs, to help me grow big and grow strong....now that I'm older I drink 5 dozen eggs...do do do do do do do....
Well. back to school. back to getting up early...how uncool. Oh man. I realized today just how much I REALLY hate my lunch. Like having to not spend 2 weeks with them was so awesome. Now..back to sitting there and rolling my eyes. Same thing...I go to one of their lockers to meet up with them...then when another one of them comes them 2 compeltly ignore me and their always like 'we're going to the washroom'. they go to the washroom EVERYDAY before lunch. then in 3rd, all they do is look at themselves in the mirror. Like can they NOT get enuf of themselves or what? Then they were taking pictures today and i was just like o..my...gawd... so I went and talked to this girl Laura..and I was just like...I cant stand them anymore!!!! Then in 4th, its my rant period. Its comp tech. so technically, its talking period. Because he doesnt care if we talk...he just cares that we do our work...sort of. So me n Sam talked the WHOLE class about everything...guys...sex...dirrty words that we have no clue what they mean...guys and how they all want sex...drugs...people doing stuff...her sister and her bf...me n my boyfriend...and stuff. it was a good talk. I love talking Sam's so easy to talk to too, b/c we think the same things about stuff. And shes not the kind of person to go and tell people stuff, or to look at me weird cuz of what I say, cuz she feels the same way. Its cool.
Then some girls on my friends lunch were saying that this guy was only going out with my friend b/c she had big boobs, and he doesnt really like her blah blah blah...and they could hear them saying that stuff. But the only reason they said any of it was b/c they like him too. Man...people can be so cruel.
School=evil
School=angy posts
School=back to annoying people
School=sitting in a class for an hour n 20 mins
School=no pj's:(
School=homework
Good things..
School=seeing my friends
I'm doing my isu. I have all weekend. What kind of teacher gives you homework over christmas break...or the real question is...who wants to do it for me?! Ah well, Im pretty much done, I just gotta decorate a box which I've been saying for the past 3 hours i just havnt gotten around to it..and memorize this poem thing...if anyone really cares..hah
And whats with no one commenting...am I not cool enough anymore? pft. how uncool!
I'm sooooooooooooo sooooooooooooooo sooooooooooooooo soooooooooooooooooo freakin bored its not even funny!!!!!!!!
Well its a new year. 2004 was a good year. I went on a cruise, finished grade 9, started grade 10, turned 15, joined a school comitee thing, got Jesse, went hiking with school, helped at the YMCA, joined a new karate school, dyed my hair for the first time, got bangs, got hired for a job(even tho i didnt take it), got my 1st tip on my black belt, lost some good friends, and gained great friends. Yep, pretty good year
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