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julie.
when you're older you will understand.
last modified Jan 23, 2008 at 21:56
Its funny how certain things can make you smile. How one little thing can just start off your day...and make your day that much better. And its not even big things..just little things. Like this morning, I was walking to my bus stop, and there was these ittle cute dogs with loooots of hair..and they both hair little pony tails sticking out of the top of their heads..it just made me smile. Or how someone will just say something really funny...and can make your day that much better...(or if your Brittany, start singing songs...haha). Or laughing attacks. GOT to love laughing attacks.
annnnnnnnd this was a really random and very POINTLESS post...but I dont have that much to talk about..haha
Well me = better mood 
Woo
Well, went back to school today. Was cool for the first..10 mins. Saw everyone..that was good...then I could have definatly felt perfectly fine with leaving and going home, but having no choice in that, I had to stay. School sucks.
Karate kinda sucks too. Mr Lewis doesnt even say hi to me when Im there anymore...gee...thanks.
But whatev. I sound like a depressive little girl. haha...Im not really all that sad. Just confused with math and in a bad mood cuz I have to go to school and face fake lieing people. Not cool.
But Brittany came over after school. Sooo much fun. Shes hilarious. Good times...lol
Thats pretty much it. boring post...Im going to eat some Rolo Ice cream...yum
Oh man..
I loved Cuba. I miss it. I miss everyone from Cuba. I want to go baaaack. NOW. Snow makes me depressed. Cold makes me depressed. Not seeing everyone makes me depressed. Being home makes me depressed. DAMNIT. I wish I was back in sunny ol' Cuba. Back to school. Back to reality. Darn...
I love country music. Theres like a song for everything, breakups, memories, sadness, happy...like everything, and almost every country song has a story in it. Unlike rap, where its all like "eff this, eff that, shes hot I'm gangsta yo yo yo" sorta thing you know. I just like it
Still wish I was back in Cuba...Im pretty sure me and Helen are going to Maxines next weekend for dinner yay. I miss her and the guys too...boourns
Decisions, decisions, decisions....they suck.
Cuba was the shiz!!! I loooooved it. I wanna go back NOW.
Me n Helen made new friends...Maxine...Cam...Scott...Beau(Kyle)...and Justin. We all hung out together n stuff.
The hotel in Toronto we stayed at was alright...food sucked...and it we had to wake up at like 2:30. Cept we were up earlier cuz we couldnt sleep. lol Then we took a bus to the airport and spent most the time in the Tim Hortans line up and then went on the plane. Started watching The Incredibles...then fell asleep lol. When we got to the airport in Cuba (if you can even call it an airport..it was so small) we had to line up for like ever to get thru and then we got on our bus...and it was an hour and 40 min drive to the hotel '_' It was a loooong ride. But we got there and found our room...and then we went swimming and stuff. Then all the other days we just hung around the pool and went to the ocean. One day the waves were big that the knocked us down...and then like on wednesday they were SO bad that all the seaweed from out in the middle were like wrapped around our feet n stuff. Yuck.
Monday we went on a jeep tour. Kinda time wasting. We went to a school which was about the size of this room...and it only had 3 kids. They sand and then we went to a farm where we ate chicken as we watched chickens run around outside..how nice. That country is poor...you'll think your having a bad day..then you see the houses these people live in...its sad.
Tuesday we went to this island thing. I rather have just been back at the hotel with the gang lol but yeh it was still cool. We slept on the beach n stuff and me and helen went kiyaking and stuff then the boat ride back was AWESOME. haha the waves were huge and we went in the front on the boat and tried to like surf on the deck..it was so hard...I pretty much fell on top of Helen haha..it was so fun
Then everynight us 7 went to the disco...oh yeh...no one really went. We didnt go to dance, we just went to sit and hang out...then we would go out to the dock and Helen would take mental pics of lights and we would try to see what animal came out of it. Did that for about an hour. Oh and one day...we all definately played frizbe for 4 hours at LEAST. no joke. Yeh..it was fun tho. Then we stole some kids ball bcuz there was a hole in the volleyball....and apparently I look like Cindy Lu Who from the Grinch...haha :S
Me n Helen got our hair braided..ye ye
Cuba guys hit on everyone haha...its so true. But honestly...EVERYONE is SO friendly in Cuba. We drove around in the jeep and everyone just waved to you and they all say hello and it was just so cool.
Well...I drank for my first time. haha. I had half a beer...then I couldnt drink it anymore cuz it was soooooo gros...so I just got these things called 'screwdrivers' and drank those. They were yummy. I didnt get smashed...not that dumb...got a little tipsy one night...but that was it.
We took soooo many pics. Wooo
Theres this bridge over the pool...and the guys wanted to jump off it soo badly...so last night...at about 1ish we went to the pool and they payed a security guard 6 pecos to let them jump and so they did haha it was so funny. Oh and then they stole a peice of bread from the restaraunt..actually not piece...a loaf...they had it all planned out to the throw it out the window...but then they just walked out with it. Still funny tho. And theres this rock thing under a light...and we all wrote our names on it. Good times.
There was this little kid there named Mitch. Cutest kid EVER. He loved the camera...yep
There was this iguana (sp?) by thr stairs on the way to the beach that lived there...it was huge..and you could go near it and it wouldnt even move. Then last night walking back from the beach this huge cow was coming towards us...and out of no wear a horse that was there made this noise and me n Helen and Maxine just screamed and ran..lol. (theres wild horses and cows and goats and animals that are just randomly in Cuba)
But yeh...overall...it was SOO awesome. I would go back there like...NOW. Actually, I wish I was still there. I dont wanna be home. lol Waaaaarm Cuba. man oh man.
On not such a good note....my aunt died tuesday. My parents picked me up from the airport today and were all dressed up...and I kept asking why but they wouldnt answer me...then we got into the car and I saw this thing of flowers and I was like okay....so why are you all dressed up? My mom turned around to me and was like we went and saw Aunt Diane today....and I just knew. I started to cry. My brother hugged me...he looked so sad. My mom started to cry. It wasnt good. The funeral was this morning. Which sucks cuz I didnt even get to say goodbye. I kinda wish they would have done it Saturday...since tomorrow is good Friday. But they all just wanted to get it done and over with....so I guess no saying goodbye for me.........they thought she had more time to live. She was supposed to go to a nursing home next week to get theopy on her leg. I knew she was going to die because you cant cure bone cancer...but I definately didnt think it would be this soon. Ah man...not fair.
But yeh. I'll just think of Cuba....*sigh*
Yep. I finally leave the country in about 17 hours. YES!!!!
I'm very very very very excited. Leaving to Toronto later tonightish...then staying in a hotel. Then getting up EARLY tomorrow....3 am '_' meh not complaing....Im going to CUBA! haha
But yes...so I will post when I get home....
Bye everyone...I'll miss you!
I love you sooooooo much Jesse!!!
HAPPY ONE YEAR (yesterday) JESSE!
I love you sooooooooooooooo much! This is so awesome
Ashlee Simpson concert was a-w-e-s-o-m-e! We had a blast
We went shopping first, then dinner, then concert. And one of her opening bands were the coolest!! They were so good. Ashlee Simpson was good too. She didn't suck live like everyone thinks...she was good. It was fun
Only 3 more days till I leave for Cuba!
Know what I hate? Other than broccali and carrots and tests...ew and B.O...thats nasty...but anyways...liars. Compulsive liars. Ive written about this before, but Im serious. I HATE people that lie. I honestly just DONT get it. Whats the point? Do you really need to make your life look more exciting? Do you really have to lie in order to stay out of embarassment? Do you really have to lie at all? No. So then why do people do it? I honestly DONT get it. It angers me!
Today was uber fun...pretty much in ONE of my classes all day cuz of this Eat Smart thing...yay Missing class is cool.
Im so happy I'm going away....a week to get away from everything. School. Annoying people. Karate.
Ill miss you tho Jesse...and you too Brittany..hehe
*3 days Jesse!!!
*Ashlee Simpson...3 days!!!
*Cuba --> 7 days!!!
Oh man, there was this fightish thingy. Like, they probably would have fought if teachers hadn't had come around. But one of the guys' girlfriend or...ex girlfriend, Im not really sure, anyways she was trying to make him stop and punching him and stuff and he was like pushing her and yelling at her. Like my gawd. If some guy EVER did that to me...I'd freakin flip...and I definately would NOT be going out with them.
Holy mother of pearl...theres been like 3 suicidle things this week. One, when some guy threw his little girl over the highway, and then himself. '_' Then some guy was running around with 2 knifes, one in each hand...and was running away from the cops and they had to run into him with one of the police cars...thats not really suicidle, but its still crazy, and I dont think he died, Im not really sure tho. And then one today with a guy in a van pouring gasoline all over him...and having 2 lighters... '_' Thats effing scary. The police were trying to talk him out of it, along with the first one, and then he just lit himself on fire. People are nuts. What posseses a human being to do that to themselves/another. I just dont get it. Obviously something isnt right, but still. Holy geez.
Karate was super fun. I didnt want to be there at first, and then I sparred my instructor and he like flipped me 10 times not even kidding haha...I love it. Te geri also was fun.
*4 days Jesse I cant wait!!!
*4 days till the concert
*8 days until C-U-B-A!!!
Man...people are SOOO rude!!!! I cannot believe there are THAT mean and bitchy of friends who would ACTUALLY do something like that to one of their best friends...Dont worry Becca...you dont need her...or him!
*6 days till 1 year and Ashlee Simpson concert
*10 days till Cuba
*I can carve
*I can get math (sort of)
*School is pretty good
*My friends are awesome
*I have the bestest boyfriend in the world n I love him very much
*Dinner is soon
*Karate/Kickboxing tonight
Life...is good
Friday = Snowboarding. It was fun. Me and Sam are craaaaaaaaaaazy hyper when we're together. We'll say this one thing, and then turn it into a huge long story, we did it like 10 times on friday, it was so funny.
WHO CAN CARVE?! ME! THATS RIGHT!! I'm very happy about that! lol
Brr...I'm kinda chilly
Yesterday me and Brit and Rebecca went s-h-o-p-p-i-n-g! It was fun. I couldnt buy much cuz I dont have any money to spend right now cuz of Cuba, but whatev, I'm not complaining. lol. I got these pink hair extention thingstho, they are so wickedly cool. I wuv them. That mall is HUGE! Like it took us 4 and a half hours to walk around the whole thing ONCE! Stopping in stores and eating for half an hour, but like still. We didnt even spend that much time in each store...AND...we didnt even go into all the stores we wanted. Its nuts. But yeh, it was awesome
Today is homework for me :( Poo. I hate school....it definately sucks.
Jesse IS awesome. Not because of his sunglasses of course. Well, those help his awesomness, but hes still awesome with or without those sunglasses. lol But by far = best boyfriend in the woooorld. He helps me with eeeeeverything, supports me with everything...makes me laugh when I'm in my moods, is soooo nice and loves me sooo much. He treats me like a princess...haha. Corny, but true. Theres some guys that treat their girlfriends like something they can just step all over, and take advantage of. Theres honestly not that many good guys around anymore. Theres some. But not many. And I got the best one! hehe
I love you Jesse
10 days till our 1 year
Thanx for being so awesome...even without your sunglasses...hehe
Okay so...I was sitting in math class today...listening to my backstreet boys. I remember, whenever I brought my discman to school and listened to it on the bus or in class or whatever, I would make sure it was a cool band, and that no one could hear it, bcuz I was afraid people would hear it, and not like what I'm listening to. I dont understand why I was like that. Now I bring my Backstreet Boys Greatest Hits CD to math and even show people what I'm listening to, and I really could care less. I think over the year I've grown more comfortable with who I am. Like, I used to get made fun of. Who didn't tho right? But anyways, I did, not all the time or anything, but like, people would comment my eyes...something along the lines of how they are small. I used to care about that, I used to feel bad about myself after someone ever anything. But now...I'm like screw them. Ive finally grown to like them, and not to care what other people think. I dont change around other people, as some do. Yep...see what backstreet boys can make you start thinking of? lol
But you know what I get VERY frustrated with...STILL? Math! It should die...and karate. Well that shouldnt die, but UGH! Like I went to it last night and did forms...I did two back and forth...then I did one and then I started to do the other one...and effing forgot it! How could I forget it after already doing it like 5 times?! Frig. Its gaaaaay.
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