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Name - Lex (Alexander Jack Grenville Larmon)
Age - 20 years old
Birthday - February 18, 1987
Zodiac - Aquarius (I'm a freakin' water-bearer. Other people get things like a lion, a centaur archer or a scorpion, and I get some guy that carries water).
Location - Sudbury, Ontario, Canada
Loves - Music, gaming, music, computers/internet, music, drinking, music, friends, and whatever else you probably already know about me.

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The Bloody Morning After - With our brothers we will share all the secrets of our mountain, all the riches buried there.
Biff - Move along, I believe there's something beautiful to see...
The Elmo - The adventures of Darien in Canadore College... In short - it's just a feeling
Under the Red - Feeling down? Depressed? Alienated? Just remember these three words... "I'm somebody's fetish."
Edicius - Metaphorically correct, and dead to boot!
Lean On Me - Regan's digital and cryonable shoulder
Never Is a Promise - "As I crash, I watch you burn..." Go Ry!
The Phantom Tollbooth - Ali's blog... Her straight forward is kinda crooked
Butterfly's Blog - "Oh butterfly where do you go?"
The World of Cr0magnus - You Can’t Dare Be Different ~ A Modern Paradox
Nameless - Loosing your mind isn't so bad... is it?

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deviantART: Lex-Larmon - Head over to dA for some of my poetry.
Sinfest - Friggin' hilarious comic strip.
star cross'd destiny - A wonderful online illustrated novel. Read it from the beginning... Now!
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Blizzard Entertainment - Some of the best PC games out there.
Elfwood - All about fantasy and sci-fi. It's a forum for some of the best amateur art and literature on the net.

Makes you think...

I don't often really sit down and just think, but some things my friend said really made me think and spawned a big string of (in my mind) profound thoughts. I, for one, am scared out of my mind about the concept of death. There's so much that I have that I'd lose, and so much more I have to look forward too. And at the same time, there's so much I'm afraid of sometimes. And, like my friend mentions, just gazing at the cozmos can have an interesting effect on people. It can put things into perspective, it can make your problems seem insignificant, or it can just make you think. I don't often think about myself, my future, and my place in this messed up world; so it is quite profound when I actually do... To sum this up, I think I'll just say (though it may seem a bit cliché) that the most important things in my life are my friends and my family, and the best times of my life are when I'm having fun with those people, whether I'm at Wonderland with my brother and sister, partying with my friends, or just going to a movie with someone. 
 
Like tonite, for example. I just got back from SilverCity about an hour ago. I went and saw "Maid in Manhattan" with my friend Amanda (actually I ran into TinyLilFairy on our way out, small world, huh?) But this was one of the nicest nights I've had in a while. It's kinda hard to explain. It's not that the movie was exceptional (although it was a good movie, don't get me wrong), and it was certainly no different from other times I've went to the movies with friends, and yet, something really made me appreciate that time we had together. I suppose it could have something to do with losing my girlfriend (see earlier post) and I was grateful for the companionship, and that I've haven't done much lately, but I think it was a lot more than that. Something just made me realize that this is what I really enjoy in life: Good times with family and friends. 
 
'Til next time, be good to yourself, and eachother. 
 
Lex Larmon

last modified Jan 29, 2003, 22:19

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I also do a lot of thinking, though not necessarily at night. I like to just kind of let my mind wander wherever I go. I suppose you can say I wonder as I wander. lol. I'm still not sure where that came from, but I use it all the time. I like to think things over before I do them, mostly(there are times when split second decisions are needed, like game shows, or deciding ifyou're gonna have that second helping of chicken fried rice ot not. Quick decisions can make life a little more interesting, but too many can screw up your life royally, so a happy medium between the two is always nice.

PS I just realized how hippieish my ideals are... how odd... seems Deborah (a Real Hippie, from the First Hippie era) and Michelin(A Modern Hippie), both of whom I met through TC are rubbing off on me.

Peace, Love, and the way of the Hippie

Biff

52495 | posted by Biff on January 31, 2003, 10:17

Interesting you should say that Sam, 'cause I find the time I do the most thinking is at night too. I guess it's because it always takes a long time for me to fall asleep. The rest of the time, I'm thinking about what I'm doing at the moment, but when I'm just lying in bed, my mind wanders to pretty much anything and everything. Like you said, I'll reflect on the day, plan for the next and ponder current issues.

52441 | posted by Lex on January 30, 2003, 18:17

Welcome to my world...

I'm one of those ppl who has an opinion and thoughts about EVERYTHING. I think all the time. I find the time I think the most is just before I go to bed, whether it be about what I did during the day, what I'll do the next day, or problems I'm dealing with. I usually use my evenings to think about life and put it in perspective. Thinking helps me sort out things.

52435 | posted by TinyLilFairy on January 30, 2003, 17:53