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Monday, April 26, 2004

Farewell to Blog

Well... I think I`m going back to the old fashioned way of journal writing. At least until I get a faster internet connection. Right now I only have 28k, and it's not quite working for me right now. I'll be busy for the summer anyway. I'm starting a full time job on Thursday, working for a pizza place. Plus I start soccer training May 3rd, which will take up more time. It's a pretty heavy schedule, with only 2 days off of work, and 3 days off of training. My spare time likely won't be spent writing on my blog. It's too much to upkeep, and no one reads my garbage anymore anyway. Meh! On to bigger and better things! Maybe in the fall I'll continue to write here if I have the time. The way it looks now though, I don't think I'll have time then either. My class schedule is harsh, and I may keep a part time job as well. So for now... farewell to blog until I really need to post an issue! Farewell Blog! You've served me well!

103018 | posted by LittlePeople at 21:12 | 1 comments

Thursday, April 15, 2004

How do you Deal with This?

I'm in kind of a crummy mood. I found out earlier tonight (yeah I know... it's 3:40am) that this girl on my floor here in rez, who also happened to sit with me in poli sci is in hospital. I was wondering where she was for the past few days 'cause our final is next week, and I wanted to know if she wanted to study. I thought it was strange that she wasn't around, because she's just always around you know. My roommate broke it to me tonight that she's in the hospital and has brain cancer. BRAIN CANCER. Those words are etched in capital letters in my mind. It took a while to sink in because you just sorta think it's a joke. I mean, you don't really joke about those sorts of things, but you think "Oh ok... well she'll be out soon". But she's going to be going through chemotherapy soon. Despite the fact that she's in so much pain, she puts on a tough act and says she's ok. I admire her strength, but all of us are so worried and sad. It just sort of hit me like a ton of bricks once I realized that she's actually going through something like this. I mean... at our age we're not thinking of things like cancer. We're thinking about having fun, going to school, writing our papers, writing exams. Then something like cancer enters the picture. I shouldn't ask how I deal with it because that's not really fair. She's the one with the cancer. She's the one who has to deal with it. But all of us can be there for her and help her deal with it. It's not fair of me to wonder how I should cope... I'm not the one with cancer and I don't have to go through chemo. I'm going to visit her Friday morning with my roommate and another friend. I'm scared, though I shouldn't be. I should be brave for her. Though she's putting on a tough act, inside she must be frightened. I know I would be. I'm going to be brave for her and help her through this.

100821 | posted by LittlePeople at 1:42 | 0 comments

Wednesday, April 14, 2004

We've Come a Long Way Together

This... is for my Mikey. Because I love him so much.

Baby,
We've been together for so long.
We've had our ups and downs,
But we've come a long way together.
We've learned so much from mistakes,
But have gained so much more in love.
Baby,
I want to be with no one other than you.
You make me who I am,
Because we've come a long way together.
You make me complete,
And I'm happy to have your love.
Baby,
Your love means the world to me.
What would I do without it,
What would I do without you.
Our love can survive,
Because we've come a long way together.

100683 | posted by LittlePeople at 16:11 | 0 comments

Monday, April 12, 2004

Weekend

I had a pretty good weekend I should think. I spent Easter over at Mikey's with him and his family. Just relaxed for the most part. I had a job interview on Saturday with Student Works. Yes... again. I re-applied for a job with them 'cause the last moron who interviewed me didn't call me back, even after I left messages on his voice mail. It would have been nice for him to at least phone and tell me I didn't have the job. Meh. The girl who interviewed me on Saturday was way more organized, and very very nice. She was actually dressed to give an interview, unlike the other dude. She said she'd call me this week to let me know if I'm hired. That's what they all say though. But I'm hoping for this job, 'cause then I wouldn't have to keep looking for something. Anyway... On Sunday we all went out for dinner which was really nice. Mikey's grammie gave me this huge chocolate easter egg with creme inside from Laura Secord. I ate some of it and crap that stuff is rich! Enough sugar in there to propel me around the room a few times! Needless to say my weekend was great! And I'm happy! Really happy!

100215 | posted by LittlePeople at 16:04 | 0 comments

Thursday, April 8, 2004

Can't Sleep

I tried going to sleep around 11:30pm, but couldn't. It's about 1:20am and I'm sitting at the rez computer. Yup, the only one with internet access. No one's come in to bug me yet. Understandable since it's late, and most sane people would be asleep hahahaha. Meh. School's over for the year. That's such a relief! I just have a 2000 word paper to write for next Thursday, then a Political Science final to write on the 21st.

I have a job interview on Saturday for that Student Works painting place. The first guy who interviewed me never called me back after I left countless messages on his voice mail. Maybe he felt threatened? hehe. I just re-applied and got an interview. Hopefully this one will have promising results... and oh say... GET ME THE FREAKING JOB!!!! hrmmm! Yeah!

My grandpère is coming over tomorrow sometime to pick up a few boxes. Damn I have a lot of stuff. I'm starting to move everything now, but I think I'll wait another week before I actually move in there. I've got some research to do at the library here on campus during the week and it would be a pain in the ass to take the bus and stuff.

For the most part though, I am content Too bad this site can't show the smiley faces any bigger. I must go find better emoticons. The little face isn't adequate enough to express how happy I feel right now. Anyway, I should get to bed now if I'm to get up early enough to pack some more! Night!

99657 | posted by LittlePeople at 23:20 | 0 comments

Wednesday, April 7, 2004

Feeling Good

Yes, I'm feeling pretty good this week. I'm getting things accomplished. After procrastinating on my book report for the past 2 months, I sat down last night and did it all. I spent from about 9pm until 2am on it. Of course, I'm making it seem like I have it done a week before it's due... It's due today haha. But it's done, out of the way, and it's a pretty good paper. Now I've got one more paper to write for next Thursday, one that requires more library research. I'm not looking forward to it. Then I have a final exam to write for Political Science on the 21st. After writing the next paper, I should have plenty of time to study provided I don't slack off too much. But I really need to pass this exam because I haven't been doing so well in that class. I think I can pull off a 65% at the most if I do well on the final.

Mikey came over yesterday. That was really nice! I missed him so much even though I just saw him on Sunday. He came over to help me spend my meal plan hahaha. We had a wonderful cafeteria meal hahahahahahahhaha. Mmmm... Then spent 88$ at the rez dep. He got his Raisin Bran and various other things. He's going to eat the Raisin Bran though... I'm not touching it!!!! I've got Froot Loops, Frosted Flakes, Musilix (sp?), and a bunch of other junk. I can now say that I have a lifetime supply of moisturizer though! mahaha! I have 141$ left that I'm going to spend after I hand in my paper. Well maybe not all, but most! I miss my Mikey again! But I can survive until I call him at 9 tonight :P and then when I see him on Friday. I think we're going out somewhere! In which case I need a new outfit :P AND new shoes! weeeeeeeeee!

99343 | posted by LittlePeople at 15:32 | 0 comments

Monday, April 5, 2004

Back Together. Love Never Fades if it's True.

Something I wrote late last night in my handwritten personal journal. Contains some adult content, so beware.

Today it happened. We're back on the path we're supposed to be on as Mikey and Andie. I broke up with him last Monday because I wasn't sure he wanted to work it out. He came over today though so we could sort this mess out. He wanted to see if we still had that spark and if it could be ignited. He sat on my bed and I sat beside him. He asked me what we should talk about. I told him I was sorry that I hurt him. He hugged me real close and our eyes started to tear up. I just held him so tight and never wanted to let go. We made love. It was probably the most powerful love making we ever had so far. We told one another how much we loved each other. It was so beautiful. I lay in his arms as he dozed, and listened to his heartbeat. It was a steady pattern that soothed me, really relaxed me. We went out for dinner afterward and enjoyed a lovely meal. I think I enjoyed it so much because I was with him. Food never tasted so great in my life. I missed him for those two long weeks. He did something so sweet when the waitress brought our meal. He made a toast. "To our love," he said. I was so touched and moved by this gesture. It was the sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me. I shed a tear now as I remember this. We came back to my place and drank tea. We curled up together on my bed and wathced t.v.

It is 3am right now and I am tired, but I miss him too much to sleep. The pillow he lay on earlier smells of his cologne. I lay beside it and breathe it in as the memories from the day unfold. I miss him so much and wish he were here lying beside me right now. I want to kiss him and hug him, touch his beautiful skin. I love him so much and want to tell him again that I won't let him go. We're back as Mikey and Andie should be, in love and happy together. That spark is definitely still there and has been re-ignited. I love my Mikey.

99060 | posted by LittlePeople at 16:34 | 0 comments

Thursday, April 1, 2004

Somewhat Better

Today was a little better than yesterday in terms of my anxiety. Though I still feel like I need to be doing something at all times. I feel that while I'm doing one thing I should be doing something else. Then I do something else and I immediately feel like I should do something else. I felt like that going to class today. Then I paused halfway through and decided not to listen for a minute. I just took some deep breaths and lay my problem on the table. I exposed my anxiety and told myself that I have reason to feel anxious and I just need to breathe. It calmed me and I feel a lot better right now. I'm sitting at a computer right now and it has seemed to comfort me. Kind of soothing really. A few hours of this should numb the pain. But then I'll go back to rez and pester people to go out Friday night. And you know what? This fucking chick who is sitting beside me has a really annoying laugh. I feel like slapping her. She keeps laughing at something on her screen. I'm looking over but a bunch of @ symbols written in notepad doesn't seem all that amusing to me. Is she seeing something that I'm not? GAAAAAHHHH slappy slappy time... STOP LAUGHING FUCK.

98468 | posted by LittlePeople at 15:12 | 0 comments

Wednesday, March 31, 2004

Anxiety

Why do I get like this? It's just so weird. I was on my way to class this afternoon and I just wanted to get there as fast as I could. But then I sat down and as soon as class started I wanted to leave. I kept checking my watch to see how much time was left. I felt like I just HAD to get out of there. Then I was sitting on the bus and was anxious to get off. I had this nautious (sp?) feeling. There was an anxiety and I had to get out. I got to my room to change books and relax for a few minutes. But even then I felt like I needed to leave. I think I'm ok right now, but what the hell is this all about? I know I'm not going crazy or anything, but there just seems to be something there you know? It's like I can't do enough to keep myself busy, yet I feel like I'm doing too much. Baaaahhh. I'll do as my counsellor tells me. Take a deep breath when I feel that way. And then tell myself, "I feel anxious". He says that by recognizing it, I can get rid of it. I guess I shall try that.

<update>I just finished writing my sociology final. Holy fuck. The first question was on the fucking movie that me and my friend skipped. Well I bullshitted my way through it 'cause it was on aboriginals and applying theories to juvenile crime among aboriginal youths. Buhhhhhhh! Then there was a choice of 3 questions and I had to pick one. So I picked the movie that we watched last week since it was still fresh in my mind. Then I applied theories like Hirschie's Bond Theory, and Matza's Matrurliatural Reform, Urban/Rural Theory... Gnaaaahhhh Fuck Wallerstein and whoever that other guy is who made some divorce theory. It's invalid 'cause he forgot to include studies with families who weren't divorced. What a fucking genious. Anyways. I'm happy THAT'S over with. Now I have the paper to write for that class for next Wednesday. GRRR. </update>

98213 | posted by LittlePeople at 15:04 | 0 comments

Tuesday, March 30, 2004

I'm So...

I don't even know right now. I feel alone though I am surrounded by so many people. I talk to a lot of people and I do have a lot of friends and support, but I just feel this emptiness. It won't seem to go away. I want this feeling to leave. It's just like this big dark rain cloud filled with lonliness.

Some guy today opened the door for me and then stopped for a second before he let me pass. I was about to say thank you and he was like, "You have such pretty eyes". I was taken aback for a second and litterally had to shake myself. I don't remember the last time I heard something that specific. Well I can remember the last time I got "I love looking into your eyes". I think that means "you have pretty eyes"? I always get comments like, "Nice ass baby" or "Damn you look hot". Always yelled at me in a cat-call manner. Never really nice and I don't think I've ever taken it as a compliment. Except maybe from a certain person. But this one just hit me in an odd way. I just stared at him with my eyes wide and said, "Why thank you". And then just walked away. Then I heard him say to his friend after his friend laughed, "What? I can't resist girls with pretty eyes". It was pretty flattering in any case.

I have an exam tomorrow in Sociology and just started to study this afternoon. It's so hard. I hate learning about theories of people who existed like 100 years ago. Marx this, Durkheim that... How about we learn about Becker or Mead? How about lets shove this book into the toilet and flush it? I'll agree to flushing it... too bad i paid 45$ for the fucking thing. Stupid course books cost so much fucking money. I hate school.

97990 | posted by LittlePeople at 15:32 | 0 comments

Monday, March 29, 2004

Today

Well I dunno. I guess I feel alright today. Better than I have been feeling anyway. I sent Mikey an E-mail saying that I wanted to break up with him. 'Cause I felt that he didn't want to work things out. That's why I wrote it to him. I felt it was better to let go then to keep pushing this further. But I want to work things out with him at some point. I mean, after 4 years you can't just call it quits all together. He thinks that after some time we should talk about this and maybe work things out. I've got an appointment with a counsellor next Monday to discuss this issue. She said he's more than welcome to come along so we can talk openly about our feelings toward this issue. But of course it's not forced. I think that even if I went alone it would be good. Give me some sort of way to work this out in my head. This lady is VERY good at sorting things out and helping me. But he's gonna let me know if he wants to come or not. It's all good!

I've got a fucking exam on Wednesday and haven't even begun (sp?) to study for that shit. Stupid Sociology. My mistake again, registration for fall classes start on April 1st. Dammit! And I need to know if I got into Computer Science. If not then I need to change my major yet again. I may stay in Sociology but not do a specialization. I might take a minor in something. Blech! Too many damned choices. At least then I wouldn't have to do Stats II, I'd just have to redo Stats I.

I'm thinking about going home for the summer if I don't find a job here. I talked to the rez manager and she says that I should get an interview next week sometime. If I get that job then I'll probably stay. If it gets too close to the end of April and I haven't gotten anything, then I might have to go back to Sudbury. But we'll see how it works out. If I stay I can stay at my grandfather's place. If I go back and come back here in the fall, It's no problem to move in to my grandfather's house.

In any case. This bloody grilled cheese sandwhich and yogourt isn't sitting too well in my tummy I wish my body was able to take dairy products better than this. I'm going to end up throwing it all up in a bit. Bah I don't feel great.

97789 | posted by LittlePeople at 17:16 | 0 comments

Sunday, March 28, 2004

Everything Reminds me of You...

I was walking in Verdun today and stopped by that little park. You know... The one with the pine trees. The first summer I was here we fooled around under them and people walked by. It was pretty dark by that time and we thought that they saw us, but they didn't, or just didn't say anything. I smiled and then cried. I went to the Jolicoeur metro and sat down in the first seat. That one that we sat in closest to the stairs. That first week when I was in Montreal. When I was going to meet your parents for the first time. How I sat beside you and held your hand and put my head on your shoulder. Then I got to Lionel Groulx and stood there remembering. I remembered how you would call me at my grandfathers from that station to let me know you were close by.

When I went to the Casino on Friday night all I could think about was when you and I had gone there times before. Especially the time when I won you about 60$ at that Chinese gambling table, just by guessing what the dice was going to come up as. The quarter slot machines brought back memories. Like the first time we went and took money for your mom. And the first quarter I put in I won her money. I have to smile at all of that. It was so fun.

97498 | posted by LittlePeople at 12:43 | 0 comments

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

Happy Today!

Yep... today is indeed a very good day! I was really anxious to get my mail 'cause I received a slip in my post box yesterday stating that I had something in the office to be picked up, but the office was closed so I had to wait until today. Well! I got my Course Journal back from ILC... Yaaaay! I got a 90% in the course!! I went into the exam with an 85... so I must have done exceptionally well if my mark went up 5% considering the exam is only worth 20% of my final grade. That made me so happy! So now the university can't do anything about it... I've got my highschool completed now!!! haha suckers! Know what else I got in the mail? My new MP3 player! hehe! I'm so excited about it! It's not even on the shelves yet... And I got it! In my hands right now!! Playing some weird crazy music! Yup! The brand new Rio Fuse... 128MB... with a BLUE light!! hehehehehe! It's got all these cool features... so now I can brag to certain people that mine's better. yeah yeah... "I have better software" Go to hell morons. Better software my ass. Oh right! Other good things of today. I got my mid term back from Hindu class. I got a B- fucking right!!! That makes me happy! I thought I did so bad! hahaha! Go me! Oh yeah! I got more mail from my parents. My baptismal certificate to prove Quebec Residency. So now I don't have to pay all this fucking crazy tuition money. I only have to pay 2000$ per year plus text books. THAT makes me happy! Oh! And my parents paid my credit card bill for the month... weird... but that makes me HAPPY. It was like 300$ hahahaha. Shit it was a good day. I'm going to call them tomorrow and thank them profusely. hehehe. I called my grandpere after class this afternoon, but he wasn't home. I talked to my grammie though! My uncle is coming tomorrow!!!!!!! hehehe! Yaaaaay!! He'll be here from Thursday until Sunday though, so I'll have to call them tomorrow and find time to get together before he leaves! And also get the postal code for the address that my father used to live at in Quebec. That also goes to prove my residency GOOD DAY!!! HAPPY DAY!!!

96825 | posted by LittlePeople at 15:12 | 0 comments

Tuesday, March 23, 2004

Woaaaaaaah!

I thought today was Wednesday for some reason! I woke up at like 2 and thought "shit I'm going to be late for class!" Then I remembered that I was supposed to go to the library and research my term paper topic. Stupid 10 page crap for Political Science. It's due on Thursday. So far I have 4 out of the 5 sources that I need to do it. ANd what the hell is the matter with this keyboard? The keys are all sticky and I have to backspace ever couple of seconds. Blah. You'd think the university would at LEAST buy us decent keyboards. Yeah right. I can't complain though... I have the best monitor in the lab right now. The big 19 inch... muahahaha! Anyway. Enough procrastinating! I gotta get back to writing things down!

96642 | posted by LittlePeople at 18:15 | 0 comments

Monday, March 22, 2004

What's this life for?

I was awake until 3am thinking that exact question. Just pondering what it meant. I mean... why the heck DO we exist? Is there really a supreme somewhere that dictates our life and decides what to do with us when we die? If so... then why? Who would be cruel enough to want us on this earth to watch us day after day then watch us die just so we can go someplace else? NO, this is not some suicidal thought. It was just something that got me thinking. I mean... we're born. Why? We then go though a learning process as we grow. Why? We're tiny and young, then grow mature and get taller, then shrivel up again and become senile, then we die. Why? Why is there this whole process? What benefit does it have? Sure you could say that there's the benefit of having the experience to live... but how come? What is the reason behind our existence? Were we really a mistake as evolution says? There's a believable explanation which says that the earth was created by mistake, then humans evolved from bacterial substances by way of ape. That could be possible. It's a good explanation. Then it would rule out the "God" aspect. 'Cause that always gives people a reason. But if you rule that out and call our existence a mistake... then I wonder why we have deja vus. I mean... some people think that a deja vu is a link to our past lives. I've had quite a few in my life, and they're quite spooky. Could it be linked to my enternal psychie? Or is it really a past life that I'm looking at? So complicated. Why must I ponder these things? And what is the purpose of life? Why are we here? Is it a mission, continued from a previous life? Is it never ending and will just keep going? Or is there an end to man/womankind in the distant future due to the fact that we were a mistake? Or is the God aspect really true? What should we believe in as human beings? What is the purpose? Why?

Oh yeah... and I bought new shoes

96437 | posted by LittlePeople at 16:24 | 0 comments

Sunday, March 21, 2004

Trains that do what?

Yeah! They drive off tracks and land on helicopter pads. Their favourite places are airplane strips... We use them to cart around volumes upon volumes of books that never sell... yet we're still millionaires... no... billionaires! Yeah... these trains we bought for free due to the fact that we're so famous and can afford free trains. We park them in our driveway that's 13x15 feet. Know how? You press a button and they fold in such a manner that makes them stackable. Cool eh? We do have an underground parking space... but that's reserved for the books. The complete first volume in fact is called B976 and does have an unfinished quadrilogy (YES quadriliogy) named subsection A08f5. So eat it! (literally) Actually it kinda tastes like copper. What a coincidence. I do have a 10 door garage around here somewhere... where did I put it? Oh right... it folded in with one of the trains! OOps!

96224 | posted by LittlePeople at 12:26 | 1 comments

Tuesday, March 16, 2004

And then again!

Well that was just a funny experience! I was walking over here and some Chinese guy was riding his bike. He turned and looked at me, then turned away. Then he turned back again and yelled, "Wow! You look pretty today!" Imagine that in a Chinese accent! To top it off, he nearly crashed into the wall of the CC Building! hahaha!!! Crazy Chinese bastard! I couldn't help but giggle! I did drink a large latté about 2 hours ago that I made with my super duper espresso machine! Now I'm uber hyper!!! Know what would be nice right now? Sex... hahahahahha! I need to use this energy creatively... Hmmmmmm.... I should use it to study, but I did enough of it this afternoon... Quite frankly I don't have the concentration for that at the moment! I need to run around the block a few times muahahaha or... yeah... wwwwwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

95287 | posted by LittlePeople at 15:55 | 0 comments

Monday, March 15, 2004

Lots but Nothing

So over the past 8 months I've lost count of how many job interviews I've had. Somewhere in the range of 20-30. How many jobs have I landed? One, which I quit because it was too many hours. So I guess that equals none. Though a lady DID call me this afternoon for a job at some art gallery. I think it's for renovations. I have an interview with M. Gora on Thursday at 17:15 downtown. All thanks to Concordia University. As it turns out there was a meeting on Friday and I missed it. Well how the hell do people have meetings in dark offices with no one in them? Hello people!!!! hahaha Maybe it's a sign they don't want me there :P nah... the girl said today that there would be more opportunities coming up soon. Especially with the media. Hell yeah!! I'd love to cause a ruckus in the Montreal Gazette regarding rez. Mich's brother came back from his Italy trip about a week ago. We had this big gathering on Saturday so he could tell his story and give us souvenirs. hahahha. Know what he brought me back? This bright, shiny, yellow Bob Marley shirt that says Jamaica... hahahaha I thought it was hilarious! On both sleeves it has a pot leaf... I'll be sure to wear that hahahahahhahahahahaha. It's good! Anyway! I made spaghetti for dinner. It's the first time I actually made something in about a month. I've been eating yucky cafeteria shit because I've been too lazy to make stuff. Plus it gets tiring trying to find things that you can microwave without making the microwave go balistic and setting your stuff on fire. But I got lucky today and nothing caught fire. Plus I was quite pleased with the President's Choice pasta sauce... it had garlic and was pleasantly spicy. It's in a cute little jar that you can refrigerate the remnants. Blah! I'm sleepy now! Too much thinking for one day!

95123 | posted by LittlePeople at 16:30 | 0 comments

Saturday, March 13, 2004

Better

After a much needed lengthy sleep on Thursday I felt so much better. A nice 12 hour sleep compared to the night before's 3 or 4 hours was so welcome. I was supposed to have a meeting on Friday at 5, but I got to the office and the lights were off so I guess there was none? Why doesn't anyone tell me anything. blaaahhhhh. You see I'm currently undergoing a battle to refuse rent increase for residence. They raised it illegally at the beginning of the semester because they didn't give us sufficient notice. Even then under Quebec law the tenant has the right to refuse the increase. Upon notice, the tenant has exactly one month to file with the Regie du Logement. So I filed, now I've got a lawyer, and I'm prepared to fight the fucking bastards (the University). It seems that's all our University is known for... caos and mayhem. We caused a riot in Quebec City over tuition issues because the mother fuckers want to raise tuition AGAIN. This is why I come to Quebec... 'cause I get a cheap education. Anyway.... Last Friday there was a bomb scare downtown outside Concordia. 'Caused by SURPRISE!!!!!!!! Concordia students. Apparently there were some people who left an empty misile shell outside the Hall Building last Friday evening. The bomb squad, police, FBI... a whole bunch of people, were called in to investigate. Apparently it's said that it was members of the metis, who are students, put it there. But I think they're just speculating. I mean... where would they come up with that conclusion? It's so easy to just blame random people. I hate the reputation my University has. But what can I do? On the plus side, I'm wearing my cute new outfit today! A red cordouroy short skirt and a black tank top that has this cute pattern in it. It's a funky material! Uhmmm yeah! I'm bored... and stuff.

94781 | posted by LittlePeople at 11:42 | 0 comments

Thursday, March 11, 2004

I'm Disgusted

By a lot of things actually. I'm just sort of in a bitchy mood right now. There are a few reasons why, but some of them I think I'd prefer not to post. Anyway. One of the reasons is that I just ate the most horrible veggie burger that I've ever eaten. I took one bite and nearly puked it back up. For one, it stank like shit... I'm not kidding. It really did. The taste was horrible... kinda like hay. Kinda like I was eating a barn. Really disgusting. They used to have GOOD veggie burgers until they changed them. Blech. Never again. I'm also pissed off because I just failed 2 exams. Both of them I felt so confident about and thought that I had done really really well. Sociology I had 12/35 and then Political Science I had 21.5/50.... Like what the hell. I seriously thought I knew my stuff. I'm so fucking mad right now it's not even funny. This girl was playing with my cell phone today. I have a pin code that you have to enter when you turn it on. When you enter an invalid code 3 times, it blocks access to your phone. BAAAAAAAHHHHH. So I called Rogers. But they're fucking morons. The guy told me he didn't know what to do. So he rambled some codes to me that I wrote down, but said that he didn't know how to use them. He told me to go to the Rogers site and download the phone's manual. What the hell?? INCOMPETENCE. He couldn't do that for me over the phone??????? I want to smack someone. So I finally downloaded the manual for my phone and it turns out that I went through all this trouble for **05*, enter pass code. #!%&^&()! Talk about a bad fucking day.

94463 | posted by LittlePeople at 15:23 | 0 comments

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

Mmm Song

"Lady in red, is dancing with me... cheek to cheek. There's nobody here, it's just you and me... it's where I wanna be. I hardly know, this beauty by my side... I'll never forget, the way you look tonight."
~Chris DeBurgh "Lady in red"

Yep... I've been going through an 80's phase lately. Been listening to all these crazy 80's songs. The 80's rule mannnnnnnn!!!!! Anyway. I couldn't think of anything else to post, so that's it! Byeeeeeeee!

94262 | posted by LittlePeople at 15:28 | 0 comments

Monday, March 8, 2004

5 More weeks

That's right... only 5 more official weeks until the end of the semester. FUCK YEAAAAHHH!!! And I've only got one exam during the exam period (Political Science on April 21st). So the rest of that time will be for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... to work. blah work. Anyway... I'm not gonna sit around and wait for the painting place to call me back, I'm going to start searching for other jobs. Réno Depôt left a message on my voice mail today for a job. The stupid lady was rambling so fast in French that I didn't get her name or the phone number... and she even mentioned the phone number twice!! Cripes!!! But that job wouldn't be bad... Uhmmm lets see. I emailed a couple of CV's for job postings I found at the university, so hopefully those will be promising.
I found a cool site that has the character map thingy that I find useful when writing in French... you know... the alt+0+number thingy? I couldn't find the ô... but this helped! Click Here

93784 | posted by LittlePeople at 16:52 | 0 comments

Saturday, March 6, 2004

Chickenseseses

Yes, I'm marinading chickens. weeeeeeeee!!! I get to make dinner tonight for a change... with an actual stove and oven. Goddam residence. The fucking microwave broke again. This time it sparked and set my shit on fire. No... I didn't have anything metal or aluminum. Far from it actually. I had a pyrex dish and I was making pasta. How the hell can pasta catch fire in a glass dish you ask? Beats the shit outta me. Only with this microwave is it possible. And know what else? The kettle is raunchy and has a thick film of whatever it is... I don't even wanna think about that *shudders*. Only one side of the stupid toaster works, and even then only half of the little heating elements works in there. BAH. Even the damned tables aren't right. They keep falling apart. People clog the sink with their disgusting processed food, and it overflows. Fuck I can't wait to get out of that hole. Luckily I'll be living with my grandparents starting May 1st. I'm pretty excited for that. Unlike residence, they have a beautiful 2 storey house and it's all nicely decorated and really really clean. That's more then I can say for my parents place and residence put together. When I'd clean at my parents place, 5 minutes after someone walked through the door it was as if I hadn't done a damned thing. Then they'd bitch and whine that no one ever cleaned. Well cripes... Anyway! Those days are over... and soon enough I'll have a cute room with a queen sized bed and all the cleanliness I can handle! yaaaaaaay!

93440 | posted by LittlePeople at 12:58 | 0 comments

Thursday, March 4, 2004

Boring Day

Not too much happened today. I woke up and was really tired. I almost didn't go to class, but then reminded myself that this teacher takes attendance. Stupid teacher. I woulda only stayed for half of it, but he takes attendance right as we leave when he's done lecturing. Fucking boring lecture I can tell you that much. He was going on and on about legislature and executives of government blah blah blah. I'm so glad I decided that I didn't want to major in Political Science. Actually I did hand in a degree transfer form. I want to do Computer Science... I think that's more up my alley rather than this stupid sociology and anthropology crap. It's just going to take a lot of disipline because I'll have to take lots of maths. But if I want to get that degree then it's probably worth it. But I shouldn't get ahead of myself 'cause I didn't get accepted yet :P. Oh yes and the stupid form cost me 40$... 40 god damned dollars for something that's not even guaranteed. Cripes I better work my ass off this semester if I want to get into that program. BAAAAHHHHH!

93136 | posted by LittlePeople at 15:23 | 0 comments

Friday, February 27, 2004

Today is...

Jerk day!!!!! I dunno why... but I've decided that February 27th is Jerk Day, so eat it! Uhh! I went shopping today again and spent a massive amount of cash hehehe. I bought a really sexy, cool outfit at Suzy Shier that I'm uber excited about. Black dressy pants and this really sexy shirt that's pink and black striped. I even got complemented in the store on the ensemble, so I'm really proud of it! hehehe. Plus I went crazy at Reitmans. Bought some new jeans and discovered that I no longer take a medium shirt, but a small. So I'm happy/proud of me! And I hate to say it, but I'm proud of my weight loss. I don't mean to sound self absorbed, but I think I look good now. I went from a size 9 in August to an in between size 3 and 5 now. I say that's pretty good and I'm not sure I'd want to be smaller because I'm happy with the way I look now. I think becoming a vegetarian was one of the best gifts I could have ever given my body. I feel healthier, and feel like I have more energy than I've had in years. Oooh and off topic, I dyed my hair again tonight... it's a prettier blond colour and it's trimmed nicely! yaaaaaaay!
Motivational Quote: "Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command" ~Alan Watts

92228 | posted by LittlePeople at 21:39 | 0 comments

Thursday, February 26, 2004

UPDAAAAAATE!

Well... today I went to Boo's classes with him. Then we went and played X Box... finally beat that one level on the new James Bond game. hehehe. Then I kicked his ass in Mario Kart on Game Cube. And no! The score is not 59 - 0... because I WON!!!!!!! 17 - 16! so THERE!!!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!! I wented shopping yesterday! I bought 3 skirts and a black tank top! The black skirt and the tank top are a matching set and look all professional and stuff. And sexy... I like sexiness! I'm going to buy these shoes-boots things that are high and go up to my knees... I think they'll look sexy with my new skirts! I wanna buy some other things though.. more clothing and stuff. Anyway! That's enough!

92013 | posted by LittlePeople at 20:57 | 0 comments

Thursday, February 19, 2004

Ding Dong Avon Calling!!!

muahahaha! Boy did I have a blast today! I think I bought out the store! Just kidding! Meh! Everything I bought came up to about 16$. I bought 2 bottles of shampoo and conditioner... damn they smell pretty! What else... oh yeah! Some face cleaner, lip balm, nail polish... uhhh I think there's more, but I'm too excited about the products that I can't think hahahahaha. I've got my fingernails all pretty and pink... my toenails are cute 'n' blue! heehehehehehe I feel all girlyness! Man it feels good to be a girl! I can't wait until I can work... make money and go shopping for some girly summer clothes! hehehe! Yaaaaaaaaaaay!!!! Oh yeah! I forgot to mention yesterday... that the guy who did my second interview had a huge arse booger hanging out of his nose.. ahehaheaeaheha I was trying SO hard not to laugh at him.

90661 | posted by LittlePeople at 16:45 | 0 comments

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

Job Job Job!

Well yesterday I had 2 job interviews... that's right! TWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. Both went rather well I should think. The first one was regarding a summer job. I'd be working with Student Works painting houses and businesses. Sounds like a blast really. I mean... 10$ an hour for 35-45 hours a week just for painting things with other people... hehehe. The guy who interviewed me looked all hung over or something. He was dressed all funny and was unshaven. Meh! I hope I get it... He said to expect a call in the next few days. The second interview was for a part time job as a telephone interviewer. That would be cool... 20 hours a week at 9$ per hour. I can handle that :D I'd be making more money there working less hours than I was at Treats. Hell I can definitely handle that. Just to talk to people on the phone and ask them how they like a certain product or service. A rather boring job for 5 hours a night... but what the hell. I'm down with that. At this point I'm not really complaining about what type of work I get. I just need some sort of freakin' income. Oh yeah... me and my sister-in-law are going to an Avon thing tomorrow... I plan on spending lots... because I'm a girl :P so I guess I better get a job hahahahahahahahah. Anyone want anything? 'Cause I can bring it home for them next week. Everything will be 40% off. I'll be home Monday morning by the way

90429 | posted by LittlePeople at 15:27 | 1 comments