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| Sex: female |
| Age: 19 |
| Location: Montréal |
| School: Concordia University |
| B-day: June 22, 1984 |
| Height: 5'1" |
| Weight: 125 lbs |
| Eye Colour: blue |
| Hair Colour: blond |
| Status: taken! |
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The Land of The Little People "The average man has an errection every 90 minutes... and that's just in his sleep!" Tuesday, December 30, 2003 Eh Well I think I'm supposed to feel good today. But why is it that I feel more depressed then I have been for a while? Maybe it's 'cause I know I have to go back on Friday after having so much fun for the past week. I'll go back, and start doing what I normally do. Which isn't much of anything at all. I just kinda sit around my room and don't do shit. I go to class, come home and do some more of nothingness. I don't really have any friends there. Just knowing that I don't have a hell of a lot to look forward to is enough to drive me insane. Maybe I'm depressed because tomorrow is New Years and I'm not doing shit all. My friends have to work tomorrow night so I don't have any plans. My parents are going out. I'm basically going to be at home alone. I suppose it's better than sitting in my room back on rez not doing anything. I did have a surprise for a certain someone back in Montreal but things got ruined. He still doesn't know about that plan, but that's fine. I didn't want to ruin the plans he made with his friends for New Years. So that's why I'm going to be sitting on my ass alone in my parent's house. Fucking shitty deal. Monday, December 29, 2003 Last Night Oh boy was it fucked up. Meg and I went to the bar. We spent money on about 3 drinks each then some weird people bought us more booze. Some weird shots called candy canes. They were alright but it's not a good idea to mix alcohols. Although I was fine anyway. Until we went to Burger King and then walked back to my house. We smoked a joint and it was pretty fun. After launching myself into snowbanks we walked through an icy parking lot which was supposed to be a "short cut" to my house. Oh man... it took us an hour I think, to get through it. hahahhaha. I was super amused. I was soaked thoroughly by the time we got home. Upon entry into my house I decided to chuck my pants which was great. hahahahha. oh man... But I feel so bad. I was supposed to go over to Chris's house today to play Game Cube with him. I didn't wake up until 3pm. Eeek! And at 3pm I was still drunk. Yuck! I felt like shit all day up until about 2 hours ago. mmmm Friday, December 26, 2003 Whoa -- Man. Blaaaaaaaazin' good time. Well I'm proud of myself. Tonight's the first night since I've been home that I haven't had any alcohol. I also refused a joint tonight. Oh my I must be sick. Actually I just didn't feel like it. I got high last night, which I must say was fun. I took a few hits from a pipe, then smoked a joint later. I think I did too much yesterday and maybe that's why I didn't want any today. I just didn't feel like it. Meh well. Went to play pool. It's so fun... Actually I'm just tired right now, and I think I'll go to bed. I've had enough. Wednesday, December 24, 2003 Merry Fucking X-Mas No, I'm not against it :P Actually I'm excited. It's the one time of year that I get to act like a kid. Our whole family does actually. Only one thing missing this year though; grandma. She's always here to celebrate it with us and it'll be the first time without her. It's so sad not to have her here and I really miss her. Tuesday, December 23, 2003 mmmmm Two days before X-mas... Tomorrow being x-mas eve. Last night was super fun. I went out to play pool with Meg and Steve. Played mostly 9-ball and I won most of those games. I'm actually becoming quite good. I drank enough to get drunk, then got stoned. Was so wonderful. I hadn't smoked up in so long I was really missing it. Felt reaaal good to just go out and have fun without worrying about what people were going to think of me. I loosened up and it was great. Then we walked back to Meg's place and ate. Caused a commotion in the streets at 4am on the way home. mahaha. Anyway. My brain's still recouperating (sp?) from last night. Gotta go now! Sunday, December 21, 2003 Home I'm home... it's fun... First thing I did was eat mommy's food... ooooh sweet food. Sweet sweet non-cafeterianess. oooooooh and the baking. Yummy yummy peanut brittle and caramel popcorn and and and gnaaaaaaaaahhhh... I got to talk to Meg for like an hour on the phone. The best part? It wasn't long distance!!!!!!!! Man I miss her! I get to go see her tomorrow! Yaaaaaay!!!! We're gonna buy some of that spray snow and decorate my windows! hehehe! Well I'm tired and my energy is spent from the long bus trip. The stupid bus driver who was so weird. Anyway! It's sleepy time for me. Right after I chat it up with mah buddies! Night! Thursday, December 18, 2003 Bored Only 3 more days until I go home. I'm a little excited 'cause I can see all my friends. I suppose that's the only reason I'm going home. I miss them all so much. If I could pack them all in my bags and take them back to Montreal with me, I would. hehe. It'll be good to have a little vacation though. I'm sick of school. But just knowing that I have to go back is enough to stress me out. But I think to myself only 3 1/2 more years *sigh*. Oh but I may do my masters I don't know yet. I've still got a while to figure out if I want to be in debt some more. mahaha. I was bitching yesterday about my OSAP being cut, but it turns out that it's not cut. I thought that I had gotten the 3000$ this semester and I was getting 5000$ next semester, but I checked the agreement form and it's the other way around. And I calculated all my expenses and it turns out I'll have 1500$ left over mahahah. mmm money. Money that belongs to the government.... mmmmmmm... Yup I forgot to post a while ago that I got a credit card... Oh boy that could get me into big trouble!! hehehehehhe Wednesday, December 17, 2003 Universities are Stupid Why is it that no person at the University knows what the hell I'm talking about when I contact them? I contact the registrars office regarding registration information and they end up transfering my call to technical support. WTF is that? Or I woke up this morning real early (yes before noon, 7am actually) to go see the admissions advisor. Bah. Stupid moron. I was told to go see him so that I could register courses for next semester over the internet. I spent all of 2 minutes in his office because he didn't know what I was talking about. He told me to call the registrars office. At this point I walked out laughing 'cause I knew where that was going to get me... to technical support. WHYYYYYYY? Maybe they should hire people who know how to direct students properly. Uh huh... So I called CARL (Concordia Automated Response Line). You're suppose to be able to register for courses over the telephone this way. I got frustrated and called the help line. The lady called all bitchy and pissy with me and told me that I must be entering the wrong codes. So much for that... That's another thing. Most people who work at the university seem to be bitchy and mad all the time, like we're wasting their time. Aren't these people supposed to be here to HELP students? I can only shake my head and wonder why they haven't been fired yet. Well, being the nerd I am, I eventually fixed up the web registration. Too bad that more students don't know how to 'magically' insert web extensions, becacuse I'm sure a lot of people are angry right now. Especially since the University staff is apparently incompetent. They all seem like they have a minimum of elementary school educations. I'm sorry, I shouldn't be so stereotypical. I'm sure there are some perfectly competent employees, but I have yet to discover and latch on to them. Tuesday, December 16, 2003 Fuck Statistics... Fuck Canada Post I did my final exam yesterday. Stupid statistics. I vow to NEVER take another statistics/math course again in my life. I didn't do very well at all. We had 3 hours to complete it, but it was just one of those exams where you could have finished within the first hour if you knew what was going on. Now, the teacher said he was going to put all the formulas on the exam so we didn't have to memorize any of them. That was fine. However, I forgot that he told us to memorize only one formula. Well stupid me forgot to memorize that formula. And guess what? I needed to use it for the last 2 questions that were worth 10 marks each. BAAAAHHHH! I wanted to scream. I sat there for an extra hour trying to remember the bloody formula. After I was too fed up and frustrated I decided to give up and leave. Well I looked at my notes after the exam... and the formula? SIMPLE. I really should have known it all along. I'm so mad. I'm pretty sure I fucked up the multiple choice too. So I doubt I passed the course since that exam was worth 45% of my mark. X| Damn I hate this... I sent in my English today. I really hope they don't send it back to me. 'cause on top of the fact that I submitted 4 units at once, I didn't have the course journal, which seems to be lost in the mail somewhere. Damn Canada Post bastards. *Curses them* I'm boycotting them after the holiday season. Saturday, December 13, 2003 ramble ramble What should I ramble about? Uhm I dunno. I'm drinking tea... tea is good... I went to Starbucks today with Mikey. mmm Latte. Made me think of Meg. We used to do that every Friday night hehe. Lattes and peanut butter squares mmmmm... Then sometimes we'd go to Tim Horton's afterwards. man Friday's were packed with caffeine. Then on rare occaisions we'd actually have more caffeine at my place... since I have my own espresso machine. Which reminds me... I should drag that back with me :D mmm mmm good! Then I should have mad espresso parties on rez hahahah haaaaahahahaha Ok I'm feeling mad hyper... yet there seems to be too much blood in my caffeine system at the moment! That said, "Le système est down esti!!!!!!!" Friday, December 12, 2003 Exciting... I'm almost finished my English. I've got 1 more question to do, then I have to type it all out. Not bad... Although I'm still waiting for my course journal in the mail. My dad sent it 2 weeks ago :S and I still haven't gotten it. I'm giving it until Monday... if not, then I'll have to send all this stuff without the journal and give an explanation note. I'll be thankful to finish it all though... and I'll never take another writer's craft course again in my life. bah... I'm so not into it anymore. I used to be really good with creative writing, but I haven't done it since 10th grade. That's how many years ago? 4? yikes! Why do I feel so old? hehehehe. Anyway! I should go now to finish this bloody English crap. Mikey's coming to pick me up around 10ish and I still gotta shave; ahhh fun to be a woman! :D Wednesday, December 10, 2003 Rah-rah-ree! errrm right. Well I went shopping today... I needed a break. I was up almost all night doing homework and I'm a girl... and I need my shopping time dammit! hehe yeah... So I bought all this stuff at the grocery store. You see... our stupid retarded residence doesn't have a stove. We've got 2 microwaves, a toaster, and a kettle which seems to be missing for some reason... Try cooking in a bloody microwave... Well I did 'cause I'm tired of eating cafeteria food. I ate from the "groening board" twice last week and got sick on both occaisions. So I decided that I better learn how to cook with a microwave. I bought pasta and sauce, some rice and some chicken boullion... well I wonder what the hell I can do with all this. There's only so much pasta a person can eat hehehehehe. I can't wait to come home and eat my mum's food. mmmmmm Tuesday, December 9, 2003 Why am I so boreeeeed? Well I shouldn't be, that's the thing... I've got 3 units of correspondence english that I have to complete by Thursday, mind you I'm halfway done the first one. I just woke up... I love how I can sleep until whatever time I want to without someone yelling at me that it's too late in the afternoon. haha. Well kiss my arse 'cause I'm working bloody hard to keep myself in university. How fun is that eh? I'll be home from December 21-January 2ndish but yeah... I'm using trillian... and I hate it, but there's nothing I can do about it, 'cause these fuckers keep blocking msn. Whatever! Trillian it is I suppose... anyway, back to the english! Any volunteers? Monday, December 8, 2003 KNOW WHATTTTTTTTTTT?! I got readmitted into the university blaaaaarrrrrrrggg!!!! That means I don't have to find a damn apartment! weeeeeeeeee!!! Well at least until May hahahaha. But yeah! WEEEEEEEEEE how exciting... but I shouldn't get so excited 'cause I have 1500 more words to write for my end of term paper that's due in 3 hours mahaha. But I'm happy!! So yeah!! Byeeeeeeee!!!! Thursday, December 4, 2003 vhat you say? Yeah... this week is pretty fucked up... I've got a final exam tomorrow at 2:45 and then another one on Saturday morning 9:30am. fuck fuck fuck... oh yeah and a 4000 word paper due monday by 5pm. mmmmm last night was almost an all nighter. I was up studying until 5am.. didn't actually sleep until around 6am... mmmm and then woke up at 12. 6 hours sleep. yup. I didn't do shit today. great eh? I'll probably be up until 5am again tonight. and then again tomorrow night. I'll get about 1 night's rest before I have to pull another all nighter. oooooooh yeah... and then all next week I get to do some English work. I gotta mail all 3 units by next Friday. yeah, I know... they only want one unit sent at a time. well tough shit. I'm gonna send them a note telling them that I need to have this crap done by January or else I can't go to University. Oh and they can kiss my ass too. They have a problem with spending a little extra money on xpress post 'cause they're morons. Sooo I end up getting the shit back like 2 weeks later. bahhh I hate them. Meh... Anyway... I think I may have found an apartment. Kavetia and I are gonna share one in Lachine most likely. A 4 1/2 (2 bedrooms) for 600$ a month. It includes heat and a fridge and stove. whoopi doo da... anywho... I'll keep people posted on my life... I'll be in Sudbury on the 21st at about 6:30pm... yay for xmas. Anywho...I'm tired and I may go take a nap before I study some more... bye bye
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