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Lean On Me 
Lean on me, 
When you're not strong. 
I'll be your friend, 
I'll help you carry on. 
For, it won't be long 
Before I'm gonna need, 
Somebody to lean on.

last modified Jul 19, 2004 at 0:21


Monday, August 27, 2007

You ever get that feeling that you should have kept in touch with people but didn't? And then you realize how marvelously many people you could say that about? Ever notice how many people who may have been good friends at one point, or turning into good friends at the very least seem to have slipped away without you noticing? "Keep in touch." What touch? Words on a screen? The occasional "Hey, how ya doin'?" Is that keeping in touch? So many people I can say that to, so many people I don't know anything about anymore. Nothing of substance to back up the face.

Why do I do this?

The joys of nostalgia and the internet.

159964 | posted by REGS at 17:33 | 1 comments

Friday, March 30, 2007

Birthday Cards for Shane

Shane is a 7-year-old boy from Ottawa who has been diagnosed with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia and is fighting this at the Children's Hospital of Eastern Ontario (CHEO). According to the The Ti-Loup & La Poule Foundation (go here for an explanation of the name), Shane's story is heartbreaking:

"At almost 5 years old Shane was diagnosed with A.L.L. After 1 month into the treatment he was in early remission, meaning there were no cancer cells in his blood. Shane's family was very pleased with the early results, but his protocol called for 130 weeks of treatment. Then on July 6th, 2006 Shane relapsed after completing 108 of the 130 weeks. It was a shock to everyone including his doctors. Shane may have to undergo a bone marrow transplant down the road, but the good thing is that his brother Jacob is a match. Presently, there is no sign of cancer in Shane's system since relapsing."

They say his only "dislike" is "being in the hospital for long periods of time."

Shane is going to be 8 soon and would like to receive as many birthday cards as he can for his birthday. Its a pretty simple request and it would mean a great deal to this little boy. One of our local Ottawa radio stations is organizing drop offs around the city. Andrew Anderson at Bound By Gravity would like this to spread to the rest of the country. I say we spread it to the rest of the world.

Anyone reading this, no matter what your country, please send a card to Shane at:

SHANE
C/O KISS FM
2001 Thurston Dr.
Ottawa ON
Canada
K1G 6C9

Any bloggers reading this, please spread the word. Blog it and do it.

Let's make Shane's dream come true. Let's make it better than he imagined.

Note from me (Angel) : This story has been verified and is authentic. I have already made my card. Have you?

158864 | posted by REGS at 13:39 | 0 comments

Monday, November 27, 2006

*copies Chris*

The Passionate Poetess to Her Love

Come create with me, and I do vow
Our lives will be made here and now,
I’ll write with you, and love we will
Have wondrous days, and dreams fulfill

A stirring starts most wonderful
Feel of emotion’s tide like pull.
We’ll rock the boat with words and deeds
We’ll satisfy our mutual needs

We’ll lose ourselves in fantasy
We’ll fight for rights and liberty
Our passion will mark and stain the sheet
In passion pen and page shall meet.

I’ll take thee from thy velvet bed
Cup thee in one of flesh instead
To share as we want, naught is barred
Held in my hand, you’re smooth and hard

And from your tip, no need to think
Now flows a stream of warm sweet ink
Our curves are supple, sinuous our lines
They weave and dive, forms intertwined

To spell out joy and pain and bliss
A note of love for one I’ve missed
Our medium is the written word
Sounds of true love will ne’er be heard.

157589 | posted by REGS at 19:09 | 0 comments

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

Why do you assume I am stupid?

157438 | posted by REGS at 22:11 | 1 comments

Thursday, October 5, 2006

Why?

Why bother?
Why believe?
Why trust?

157003 | posted by REGS at 20:48 | 2 comments

Thursday, September 14, 2006

What is Your Best Sexual Skill?

Flirting : 17%
Kissing : 62%
Cuddling : 6%
Sex : 29%

Why They Love You: You are too good to be true.
Why They Hate You: You take more than you give.

156620 | posted by REGS at 16:36 | 0 comments

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Default - Count on Me

I know that life ain't always good to you.
I've seen exactly what it’s put you through
Thrown you around and turned you upside down and so you
You got to thinking there was no way out
You started sinking and it pulled you down
It may be tough you've got to get back up
Because you know that life ain't over yet
I'm here for you so don't forget
You can count on me
Cause’ I will carry you till you carry on
Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me
To hold you till the healing is done
And every time you fall apart
Well you can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me
To hold you till that feeling is gone

I wonder why nobody's waiting on you
I'd like to be the one to pull you through your darkest times
I'd love to be the light that finds you
I see a silver lining on your cloud
I'll pick you up whenever you fall down
Just take my hand and I will help you stand
Because you know that life ain't over yet
I'm here for you so don't forget
You can count on me
Cause’ I will carry you till you carry on
Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me to hold you till the healing is done
And every time you fall apart you can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is
Gone so you can live today
Say so long to yesterday
Keep on counting on me to carry you till you carry on
Carry on

You know that life ain’t over yet
I’m here for you so don’t forget
You can count on me cause I will carry you till you carry on
Anytime you need someone
Somebody strong to lean on
Well you can count on me to hold you till that healing is done
And every time you fall apart
You can hide here in my arms
And you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is gone
Remember life ain’t over yet
I’m here for you so don’t forget
That you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is gone
Remember life ain’t over yet
I’m here for you so don’t forget
That you can count on me to hold you till that feeling is gone

153879 | posted by REGS at 21:46 | 2 comments

Friday, April 21, 2006

So...I guess I'm back...and...yeah...Things are...interesting lately...but good. Always good.

153332 | posted by REGS at 11:24 | 0 comments

Saturday, October 29, 2005

Simpler quiz...The song/movie one is a pain though...Haven't seen enough movies, know too many songs.

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a dish I would prepare for you.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. Answer the question in a comment.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal: follow the rules.

149545 | posted by REGS at 10:44 | 4 comments

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Well...It's a start anyway...

I am done two...and have started another...I am slowly but surely getting there guys...anyway, I tried to choose colours that I thought fit...Let me know what you think...

Marie

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
You my dear are the best friend one can wish for. Fiercely loyal, honest and blunt. Willing to do everything that you can for a friend, you get yourself and others in and out of sticky situations faster than I can count.

02. I will then tell what song/movie reminds me of you.
On My Honour....'nuff said.

03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
6 a.m.

04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
Loyal

05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
Too many to count my dear, too many to count. Most memorable...

06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
Eagle...far seeing...fierce...protective.

07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
Many things...What makes you lock yourself up as tight as you do....How much you would give to go home...

08. I will tell you what gesture I would make to honour you.
The same that would honor me. Take care of anyone in need, as well as myself.

09. I'll then say what random item I can find in my room that reminds me the most of you.
Teddy bears

10. I'll also mention what part of your body I would bite.
Shoulder...

11. And what instrument you are.
Alto. Your instrument. Never a better description. Can carry the melody, can work in the background...can be soft, and soothing when needed...subtle...or...can be blunt, in your face, take THAT!

12. And what swear word you would be.
Ass...just becasue it is the one you say with most conviction.

13. And what school subject you are.
Math. Because sometimes the numbers just don't add up, no matter how many times you try. But eventually you know that they do work out...Sometmes it is just a simple mistake...a misread symbol...a missed sign...

Lex

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
One of my closest friends, you figured me out better than just about anyone else. You are loyal, but not to the point of stupidity, and not afraid to tell anyone when they are wrong.

02. I will then tell what song/movie reminds me of you.
Ugh...with you, I am NOT touching that one...

03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
11:00 pm

04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
Brooding...

05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
Not exactly a happy memory...but right before I left last year...That or variety night.

06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
A cat. Sorry Lex, but that's just the way it worked out...

07. I'll then tell you something that i've always wondered about you.
How to teach you the lesson of a butterfly...

08. I will tell you what gesture I would make to honour you.
Keep the musical spirit going at Lockerby.

09. I'll then say what random item I can find in my room that reminds me the most of you.
Dashboard CD's *nods* Definitely.

10. I'll also mention what part of your body I would bite.
I'll leave THIS one to Joss...

11. And what instrument you are.
Didgeridoo....Mellow, for the most part...Humming with energy at others...

12. And what swear word you would be.
I don't know...I have rarely ever heard you cuss...hmm....

13. And what school subject you are.
Another math...Just because...You actually LIKE it...as long as it isn't a full afternoon of it!

146046 | posted by REGS at 21:05 | 4 comments

Sunday, July 10, 2005


Others' lives are your salvation. Listening to
people's problems is your way to escape
reality. You have an extraordinary wonderful
soul, but this soul is carrying the whole world
in its shoulders. With your understanding
restless nature, you are constantly looking for
answers.
~~I carry the whole world on my shoulders~~


What's your way to escape reality? What's your salvation?
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144528 | posted by REGS at 11:37 | 0 comments

Sunday, May 29, 2005

Light element
Your element is Light. Your heart is pure and
shining with love. You believe in the goodness
of those around you and give almost everyone a
smile. You are not the kind to hide your
happiness and tend to smile all day long, both
in and out. But when sadness hits you, you
become very devastated and may be upset for
quite some time. What you need in your life is
friends, friends who will love you
unconditionally, like you love them. But you
have a naive nature and don't always notice
when someone is trying to hurt you. Some would
say you are oblivious to mean people, which
makes you an easy target. However, your true
friends will probably be there for you and save
you. In school you are either the popular one
or the little weird one. It all depends if
"the higher people" find your caring
side irritating or not. Nevertheless, you have
a bubbly personality and are social. Big partys
may not be your thing since you want bonding
time with your friends, so slumber-partys fit
you more. You like the happy things in life and
like everyone else to be as happy as you are.
Rate and message!


What is your element? [with pics + 7 outcomes + detailed answeres!]
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142703 | posted by REGS at 3:40 | 0 comments

Friday, May 27, 2005

I will get around to filling them out...

Think back, and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I’m wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapproved all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I’m never gonna be good enough for
You can’t pretend that I’m alright
And you can’t change me

‘Cause we lost it all
Nothin’ lasts forever
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t care any more
And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I’m never gonna be good enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’s all right

‘Cause we lost it all
And nothin’ lasts forever
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect

Nothing’s gonna change the things that you said
And nothing’s gonna make this right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard just to talk to you
But you don’t understand

‘Cause we lost it all
And nothin’ lasts forever
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect
I’m sorry I can’t be...
I’m sorry...

142616 | posted by REGS at 21:29 | 4 comments

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Okay okay, so I stole it...

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song/movie reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that i've always wondered about you.
08. I will tell you what gesture I would make to honour you.
09. I'll then say what random item I can find in my room that reminds me the most of you.
10. I'll also mention what part of your body I would bite.
11. And what instrument you are.
12. And what swear word you would be.
13. And what school subject you are.
14. Put this in your journal.

141714 | posted by REGS at 22:48 | 8 comments

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Protector
You are a
protector.

Yes, you don't like to kill people. That goes
against everything you belive in. It's not that
you are a coward, but your ideals and morals
wouldn't allow it. You are the typical hero, do
the righteous things, get the bad guys and do
it all legally. But just because you don't kill
doesn't mean you can't kick ass. And that is
what you do. You use your brain and your
strenght to do honourable deeds and protect
people you know and love. If an evil guy is
going to take over the world soon, it's you who
will get involved. You hate watching innocents
suffer, and love seeing bad people getting what
they deserve. You are probably also happy and
optimistic and work pretty good in groups. And
the friends you usually make are true ones.

Main weapon: Anything at all
Quote: "You only live once, but if
you do it right, once is enough" -Joe
Lewis
Facial expression: Smile


What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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140718 | posted by REGS at 22:41 | 5 comments

Sunday, April 17, 2005

*decides to post answers*

Evanescence - Tourniquet
I am not in the least surprised that no one guessed that one....sorry for being that evil guys..

The Guess Who - Hang On to Your Life, and Undun
These ones were kind of out there too, but they were easier than Tourniquet at least!

140522 | posted by REGS at 22:37 | 1 comments

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Stolen...Again

http://www.anime-system.narod.ru/Galleries/angel/angel17.jpg
In your eyes, people see kindness... You're just
so... so... so... Sweet! You're kind and love
to give others in need, a helping hand. You're
pretty shy but can be warm and friendly towards
those you know, and those who know you best.
Your sanctuary would just be any place that is
warm, cozy, and inviting to all people. You
love to show signs of affection to your lover
but a small simple talk does the trick as well
Sadly, your kindness can be used to your
disadvantage. People can use you, and take
advantage over your sweet and sensitive
mind.... But fear not! With you being so kind
and generous, people look up to you and adore
you ^-^ No one would dare hurt you because they
can't bear the thought of your sweet smile
turning into a frown

140480 | posted by REGS at 10:51 | 2 comments

Saturday, April 9, 2005

Yay for stealing things!

1. Post the names of 20 musicians.
2. See who can guess which is your favorite song by each.
3. Once someone guesses right, bold that row and include the song.

1. Bruce Springsteen - Glory Days - Robyn
2. Elton John - Saturday Night's Alright For Fightin' - Scoot
3. Cher - Gypsies, Tramps and Thieves - Marie aka Smiley!
4. John McDermott - The Green Fields Of France - Robyn..Christmas in the Trenches would have worked too...
5. Evanescence -
6. Garth Brooks - Rodeo - Robyn
7. Green Day - Time of Your Life - Ky
8. Simple Plan - I'd Do Anything - Ky
9. Toby Keith - Beer For My Horses - Robyn!
10. Kazzer - Pedal to the Metal - Lex
11. Dixie Chicks - Traveling Soldier - Robyn
12. Mark Wills - Don't Laugh At Me - Scoot
13. Martina McBride - Concrete Angel - Robyn
14. Avril Lavigne - Naked - Lex There is another one though...and here it is: I don't Give a Damn - Lex
15. The Who - Pinball Wizard - Lex
16. The Guess Who -
17. Barenaked Ladies - He got them both...Call and Answer, and Lovers in a Dangerous Time - Lex
18. Billy Joel - Only the Good Die Young - Lex
19. Ace Troubleshooter - Amanda - Lex
20. Keith Urban - You're My Better Half - Robyn

A lot of those, have more than one answer, just like Marie. I am sorry for the ones that are a little bit less known, though there are very few of those...

Have fun!

I have been realizing, slowly, how stupid I have been in the last little while...I used to fight silence...this time, I just let it slip over me. I let the silence run over me, until it envelopped me, and I didn't remember the days of noise. I am sorry, to all of you. I am sorry a hundred times over. I am still always here to talk to, if you care to do so...an email, a note, a phone call, or simply calling my name. Take care of yourselves, all of you. Love you all, forever and long after. *hugs*

140131 | posted by REGS at 10:25 | 14 comments

Tuesday, April 5, 2005

*hums softly*

139970 | posted by REGS at 11:49 | 1 comments

Thursday, March 17, 2005

"And I can't complain, but sometimes I still do, Life's been good to me..."

Hi guys. It's been a while since my last two posts, and I apologize for that one in the middle of the night... I don't do that very often....by window I meant a literal window, not a figurative one. I meant the one right above my bed...there is not much space between it and the ground. When I need to clear my head, I jump out it, be it midnight, 2 o'clock, or 3:30 in the morning. Just thought I would clear that up.

Kait, I am NOT ignoring you! Now quit that! If I was, I would give you full permission to slap me. Hell, apparently it seems like I am, so you already HAVE full permission to slap me my friend. I am thinking that I need it, and I am sorry.

Marie sweety, call me. Really. Whenever you want to. Stop worrying, because there is no need. I've always looked after myself pretty damn well, and I will continue to do so.

And the rest of you, well, just take care of yourselves, okay? I haven't been around the last little while, so I am not exactly sure how you all are, but taking care of yourselves is always a good plan.

Love ya all, *hugs* Talk to you later. Anyone who wants, just give me a call.

139010 | posted by REGS at 22:23 | 10 comments

Wednesday, March 2, 2005

Heya hiya!

138139 | posted by REGS at 22:18 | 1 comments

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

*tears run silently down face*

*goes out window*

137094 | posted by REGS at 0:06 | 6 comments

Thursday, February 3, 2005

What would you do if...

I cried:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I died:
I was afraid:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I were hospitalized:
I ran away:
I got in a fight and you were there:

What do you think about my?...

Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humour:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:

Would You?...

Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, No matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumours about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash If i needed it:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Love me for who I am:

136457 | posted by REGS at 4:47 | 3 comments

Sunday, January 30, 2005

Alphabets... And Spots?...Huh? Cereal and Polka Dots??

Answer or fill out the following...

A - Accent: French, well northern ontario twisted and butcher francophone-ish french...Go the Valley!
B - Breast size: How about none?
C - Chores you hate: Cleaning under my bed...and vacuuming...
D - Dad's name: Brian
E - Essential object to wear: Hair elastic!
F - Favorite color: I would say blue...or red.
G - Gold, silver or lead: Lead - "Who chooseth me must hazard all he hath"
H - Hometown: *sighs* Might as well say wherever I am needed.
I - Insomniac? Kind of sort of ishly?
J - Job title: Don't have one...
K - Kids: I will have them one day...
L - Living arrangements: In my parent's house...lacking a few electronic devices that would be useful as long as I cold make them work.
M - Mom's birthplace: Sudbury
N - Number of apples you've eaten in your lifetime: Pi times infinity
O - Overnight hospital stays? Once I believe.
P - Phobias? Losing people.
R - Religious affiliation: Optimism
S - Siblings: Trevor & Devin And a load of auxilliaries, namely Steven, Chris, Tanner, Connor, Joel, Joel, Ashton, Scott, Matthew...And yeah...
T - Time you wake up: It depends...usually between 5 and 6:30 weekdays...before 8:30 weekends.
U - Unnatural hair colors you've worn: Dye has never touched my hair...
V - Vegetables you refuse to eat: Um...I can't think of a single one actually..
W - Worst habit: Biting off all my nails would be a bad thing I think...
X - X-rays you've had? Knees...
Y - Yummy foods you make: Me cook and not burn something? Wow. It was a good day...
Z - Zodiac sign: Capricorn and apparently Dragon...

136083 | posted by REGS at 23:02 | 2 comments

Saturday, January 29, 2005

I give in, I'll do this one.

001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more TV than I used to. (What's a TV?)
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own lots of books.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I've tried marijuana.
009. I've watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I believe honesty is the best policy.
013. I have acne free skin.
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

017. I have a hobby.
018. I've been told I have a nice butt.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (For the most part, yes.)
020. I'm smart.
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid

025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning..
030. I have semi-long hair.

031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside of the Canada
034. I shave my legs. (Well...Occasionally....)
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
038. I like the way that I look.
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I think that I'm popular.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.

052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I'm obsessed with my girlfriend!
058. I don't hate anyone.
059. I'm a pretty good dancer.
060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a cell phone.
063. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I've rejected someone before. (Or close enough.)
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
073. I've had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
076. I'm not allergic to anything.
077. I have a lot to learn.
078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
080. I am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. Again, close enough.
082. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. I have tried alcohol before.
084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
085. I own the "SOUTH PARK" movie.
086. I have avoided assignments to be on Danchan or Livejournal.
087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
088. I enjoy country music.
089: I love my best friends

091. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
096. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
098. I have dated a close friend's ex.
099. I'm happy as of this moment.
(There are very few moments I am not...)
100. I have gone scuba diving.
101. Had a crush on somebody you have never met.
102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
103. I play a musical instrument.
104. I strongly dislike math.
105. I'm procrastinating on something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.

107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love."
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "Lost."
111. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
112. I am an entirely different person around different people.
113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.

114. I think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.
115. I am suffering of a broken heart.
116. I am a nerd.
117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely. (I refuse to be lonely.)
118. I am left handed and proud of it. (Shortened life span and all.)
119. I don't change who I am for someone else. (Including my parents generally. When it is important at least.)
120. My heart resides below my feet. (Some days...)
121. I am a Senior in High School.
122. I enjoy smoothies.
123. I have gastritis.
124. I have nothing better to do with my time.
125. I am listening to Radiohead right now.
126. Most people call me by my middle name.
127. I once stole a music stand.
128. Pi confuses me.
129. I love NASCAR!
130. I own over 200 CDs.
131. I work 7 days a week.
132. I have once had mono.
132. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
134. I'm only wearing underwear.
135. I had more than one Thanksgiving dinner this year.
136. I've drove to a different state to see a band I like.
137. I am the most overanalytical person I know.
138. I believe in wasting time.
139. I don't listen to much music.

140. I have a shoe fetish.
141. My favorite holiday isn't Christmas.
142. I prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.
143. I love sex
144. I wanna go home (*shakes head* I am home.)
145. I don’t know what I would do without my friends.
146. Christmas threw up in my dorm room and I love it.
147. Friends is one of my favorite TV shows.
148. I'm hungry.
149. I'm watching the weather channel at the moment.
150. I Hate My Life (Do not now and will never.)
151. I Hate My Parents!
152: I'm realizing now that people are hypocritical and very fake. (I am not that down on the human race.)
153. I absolutely love the O.C
154. I'm a dreamer. (In many ways, most definitely.)
155. I've met a member of a boy band.
156. I have broken a bone in another state.
157. I hate my teachers!!!
158. I tend to want what I can't have, and when I can have it realize I don't deserve it.
159. Watched 23 hours of TV straight ever...
160. I hate blog quizzes.

P.S. Angel sweetie I broke in and fixed a tag that you didn't close properly...

*hugs*

Thank you sweetheart. *hugs* That makes more sense now...I looked at the original load, and then went to fix it...But when I hit the edit button it looked like it was already fixed, so it made no sense to me...Now I get it. I was a little bit confused...

135978 | posted by REGS at 17:22 | 0 comments

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

The ironies...Topic of careers class: Communication...Make a list of things that impede communication.

Hello, darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision
That was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone
Beneath the halo of a street lamp
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed
By the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never share...
And no one dare
Disturb the sound of silence.

"Fools," said I, "you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows."
"Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you."
But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed in the wells of silence.

And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made.
And the sign flashed out its warning
In the words that it was forming.
And the signs said: "The words of the prophets
Are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls,
And whisper'd in the sound of silence."

Standing tall, pleading, staying here. I will not leave. And I will not give up. I cannot. I never have. But silence is slowly killing me. Complete silence will destroy me. Three...Silence times three. And lies from what I've been told. They ask me if I would rather they lie to me...she asked me...How am I supposed to handle THAT? I would NEVER rather be lied to. When someone is upset, I prefer to know!

I think this is the darkest post I have ever put on here...My mood is dark, yes, but don't worry about it. Like I have always said, the sun always comes up, and today is like any other day.

135643 | posted by REGS at 8:45 | 2 comments

Thursday, January 20, 2005

Mental note: Must. Not. Leave. French. Project. Presentation. Until. 5:00. The. Morning. Of.

Actually, the scary thing is, I write best between 2 and 6 AM, which isn't really a good thing, but I guess I have to live with it. SO doing it a 5 o'clock the morning BEFORE, would be a much better option...Or 2 o'clock...*shrugs* Whatever. It gets done.

It seems like I complain about projects a lot on here; I apologize you guys. I don't mean to whine. I just hate presentations...

*hugs* Love ya all, and take care of yourselves.

135144 | posted by REGS at 5:14 | 1 comments

Friday, January 14, 2005

Thank you, all of you. And don't try to argue with me, it deserves thanks. I got far too much attention yesterday...

Danny, I love it. You know that I do. I am amazed. It's far more that I needed, far more. Thank you. I have a few questions to ask you before I change it back...Thank you.

Love you all. Take care of yourselves. *hugs*

134625 | posted by REGS at 12:41 | 2 comments