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Lean On Me 
Lean on me, 
When you're not strong. 
I'll be your friend, 
I'll help you carry on. 
For, it won't be long 
Before I'm gonna need, 
Somebody to lean on.

last modified Jul 19, 2004 at 0:21


Sunday, January 30, 2005

Alphabets... And Spots?...Huh? Cereal and Polka Dots??

Answer or fill out the following...

A - Accent: French, well northern ontario twisted and butcher francophone-ish french...Go the Valley!
B - Breast size: How about none?
C - Chores you hate: Cleaning under my bed...and vacuuming...
D - Dad's name: Brian
E - Essential object to wear: Hair elastic!
F - Favorite color: I would say blue...or red.
G - Gold, silver or lead: Lead - "Who chooseth me must hazard all he hath"
H - Hometown: *sighs* Might as well say wherever I am needed.
I - Insomniac? Kind of sort of ishly?
J - Job title: Don't have one...
K - Kids: I will have them one day...
L - Living arrangements: In my parent's house...lacking a few electronic devices that would be useful as long as I cold make them work.
M - Mom's birthplace: Sudbury
N - Number of apples you've eaten in your lifetime: Pi times infinity
O - Overnight hospital stays? Once I believe.
P - Phobias? Losing people.
R - Religious affiliation: Optimism
S - Siblings: Trevor & Devin And a load of auxilliaries, namely Steven, Chris, Tanner, Connor, Joel, Joel, Ashton, Scott, Matthew...And yeah...
T - Time you wake up: It depends...usually between 5 and 6:30 weekdays...before 8:30 weekends.
U - Unnatural hair colors you've worn: Dye has never touched my hair...
V - Vegetables you refuse to eat: Um...I can't think of a single one actually..
W - Worst habit: Biting off all my nails would be a bad thing I think...
X - X-rays you've had? Knees...
Y - Yummy foods you make: Me cook and not burn something? Wow. It was a good day...
Z - Zodiac sign: Capricorn and apparently Dragon...

136083 | posted by REGS at 23:02 | 2 comments

Saturday, January 29, 2005

I give in, I'll do this one.

001. I miss somebody right now.
002. I watch more TV than I used to. (What's a TV?)
003. I love olives.
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own lots of books.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses.
007. I love to play video games.
008. I've tried marijuana.
009. I've watched porn movies.
010. I have been in a threesome.
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I believe honesty is the best policy.
013. I have acne free skin.
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton.
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

017. I have a hobby.
018. I've been told I have a nice butt.
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me. (For the most part, yes.)
020. I'm smart.
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid

025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast.
029. I have fresh breath in the morning..
030. I have semi-long hair.

031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside of the Canada
034. I shave my legs. (Well...Occasionally....)
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
038. I like the way that I look.
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings.
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
046. I have a hidden talent.
047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I think that I'm popular.
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex.
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.

052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto.
056. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I'm obsessed with my girlfriend!
058. I don't hate anyone.
059. I'm a pretty good dancer.
060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
062. I have a cell phone.
063. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I've rejected someone before. (Or close enough.)
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
073. I've had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
076. I'm not allergic to anything.
077. I have a lot to learn.
078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
080. I am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message. Again, close enough.
082. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. I have tried alcohol before.
084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
085. I own the "SOUTH PARK" movie.
086. I have avoided assignments to be on Danchan or Livejournal.
087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
088. I enjoy country music.
089: I love my best friends

091. I watch soap operas whenever I can.
092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
096. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
098. I have dated a close friend's ex.
099. I'm happy as of this moment.
(There are very few moments I am not...)
100. I have gone scuba diving.
101. Had a crush on somebody you have never met.
102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
103. I play a musical instrument.
104. I strongly dislike math.
105. I'm procrastinating on something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.

107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love."
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest things ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "Lost."
111. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
112. I am an entirely different person around different people.
113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.

114. I think ramen is the best kind of food in the whole world.
115. I am suffering of a broken heart.
116. I am a nerd.
117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely. (I refuse to be lonely.)
118. I am left handed and proud of it. (Shortened life span and all.)
119. I don't change who I am for someone else. (Including my parents generally. When it is important at least.)
120. My heart resides below my feet. (Some days...)
121. I am a Senior in High School.
122. I enjoy smoothies.
123. I have gastritis.
124. I have nothing better to do with my time.
125. I am listening to Radiohead right now.
126. Most people call me by my middle name.
127. I once stole a music stand.
128. Pi confuses me.
129. I love NASCAR!
130. I own over 200 CDs.
131. I work 7 days a week.
132. I have once had mono.
132. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
134. I'm only wearing underwear.
135. I had more than one Thanksgiving dinner this year.
136. I've drove to a different state to see a band I like.
137. I am the most overanalytical person I know.
138. I believe in wasting time.
139. I don't listen to much music.

140. I have a shoe fetish.
141. My favorite holiday isn't Christmas.
142. I prefer weeks off of work instead of days here and there.
143. I love sex
144. I wanna go home (*shakes head* I am home.)
145. I don’t know what I would do without my friends.
146. Christmas threw up in my dorm room and I love it.
147. Friends is one of my favorite TV shows.
148. I'm hungry.
149. I'm watching the weather channel at the moment.
150. I Hate My Life (Do not now and will never.)
151. I Hate My Parents!
152: I'm realizing now that people are hypocritical and very fake. (I am not that down on the human race.)
153. I absolutely love the O.C
154. I'm a dreamer. (In many ways, most definitely.)
155. I've met a member of a boy band.
156. I have broken a bone in another state.
157. I hate my teachers!!!
158. I tend to want what I can't have, and when I can have it realize I don't deserve it.
159. Watched 23 hours of TV straight ever...
160. I hate blog quizzes.

P.S. Angel sweetie I broke in and fixed a tag that you didn't close properly...

*hugs*

Thank you sweetheart. *hugs* That makes more sense now...I looked at the original load, and then went to fix it...But when I hit the edit button it looked like it was already fixed, so it made no sense to me...Now I get it. I was a little bit confused...

135978 | posted by REGS at 17:22 | 0 comments

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

The ironies...Topic of careers class: Communication...Make a list of things that impede communication.

Hello, darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision
That was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone
Beneath the halo of a street lamp
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed
By the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never share...
And no one dare
Disturb the sound of silence.

"Fools," said I, "you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows."
"Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you."
But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed in the wells of silence.

And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made.
And the sign flashed out its warning
In the words that it was forming.
And the signs said: "The words of the prophets
Are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls,
And whisper'd in the sound of silence."

Standing tall, pleading, staying here. I will not leave. And I will not give up. I cannot. I never have. But silence is slowly killing me. Complete silence will destroy me. Three...Silence times three. And lies from what I've been told. They ask me if I would rather they lie to me...she asked me...How am I supposed to handle THAT? I would NEVER rather be lied to. When someone is upset, I prefer to know!

I think this is the darkest post I have ever put on here...My mood is dark, yes, but don't worry about it. Like I have always said, the sun always comes up, and today is like any other day.

135643 | posted by REGS at 8:45 | 2 comments

Thursday, January 20, 2005

Mental note: Must. Not. Leave. French. Project. Presentation. Until. 5:00. The. Morning. Of.

Actually, the scary thing is, I write best between 2 and 6 AM, which isn't really a good thing, but I guess I have to live with it. SO doing it a 5 o'clock the morning BEFORE, would be a much better option...Or 2 o'clock...*shrugs* Whatever. It gets done.

It seems like I complain about projects a lot on here; I apologize you guys. I don't mean to whine. I just hate presentations...

*hugs* Love ya all, and take care of yourselves.

135144 | posted by REGS at 5:14 | 1 comments

Friday, January 14, 2005

Thank you, all of you. And don't try to argue with me, it deserves thanks. I got far too much attention yesterday...

Danny, I love it. You know that I do. I am amazed. It's far more that I needed, far more. Thank you. I have a few questions to ask you before I change it back...Thank you.

Love you all. Take care of yourselves. *hugs*

134625 | posted by REGS at 12:41 | 2 comments

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Happy Birthday My Angel

_______

Does everyone like the new and fitting template I made Angel?

Happy Birthday Angel.

You know I love you.

*Hugs*

Luv you Angel.
Cr0magnus
Take Care!

P.S. ~ I will change you blog back sometime tomorrow or when you ask.

134449 | posted by REGS at 8:26 | 5 comments

Monday, January 10, 2005

Am I allowed to inject a bit of cheer into this world of ours? Would I seem really out of place? Or uncaring and callous if I did? I don't even know anymore on that one. All I can do is try to infect everyone with some sort of hope and happiness. Just let me know what I can do.

When I come to a day, that's grey, and lonely, I just stick out my chin, and grin, and say...Tomorrow, tomorrow, I love ya, tomorrow, you're only a day away.

That is getting very well used, but it is true, and it works. There is always a flame, always a ray of sunlight, always a hand reaching out.

My aunt and grandfather came for supper tonight...that was fun. My mother got overly ambtious...I helped bake and cook for the majority of the afternoon...then did dishes for the majority of the evening. Then fought with boxes...And I love how people always laugh when I say that...I was fighting with the boxes on the graph paper. I gave up. There was no way I was continuing after fighting with them for the majority of the weekend, and they STILL wouldn't fit.

Anyhow, this has been written over several hours...and careers teacher is starting to ramble. Just like I have been doing. So I am signing out.

Love ya all. Take care of yourselves. *hugs*

134085 | posted by REGS at 8:36 | 6 comments

Wednesday, January 5, 2005

*sighs* Thank the Lord...
(That should have been on someone else's blog, but oh well.) I think she knows who she is...

133492 | posted by REGS at 0:47 | 1 comments

Monday, January 3, 2005

Don't laugh at me
Don't call me names
Don't take your pleasure
From my pain
In God's eyes
We're all the same
Some day we'll all have perfect wings
Don't laugh at me.

133321 | posted by REGS at 22:45 | 1 comments