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Life just isn't fair, as a teenager I have to say it is my god given right to use this phrase at least once a week, and I must say tonight it totally pertains to what I'm thinking. So much of my life lately has been focused around choosing a university and it's hard. I just finished watching one of my shows and it was focused around choosing a university and following the right path for you. At one point the guys father told him to close his eyes and visual himself happy in four years. Where was he? I know if I do this, I'm not at Laurentian. I want to major in drama, but I know this isn't practical so I'm going to double major in drama and psychology, I think. The problem: to actually have a plausable career I have to spend about seven years in school. So I figured my best bet because of money constraints would be to go to Laurentian for the first four years and then go on to another school. My parents have to put three kids through college/university three years straight and I don't want to put them in more debt than they are. My older brother is already living in Toronto going to a school that runs two years straight with a tuition of $1000 a month. That's a lot. I also don't want to spend like ten years working just to pay off my school debt. But god I want to ged out of this town soooo much. I'm so sick of it. I've lived here my entire life and it has never been entertaining. I want to go somewhere new, meet new people, be independent, have some privacy, actually have something to do on the weekend other than watch movies! Why is it that money has to affect life so goddamn much! I wish I could just do what I really want without having to worry about it. So I will end this entry as I began it, life just isn't fair! [ add a comment ]
Sometimes... debt is necessary... to grow :P
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