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Okay, so I haven't written in here in way over a year, so hopefully noone reads this anymore.
I can't take it anymore, I feel trapped in my own room. I've been depressed since last year, and nothing I do seems to change that. I thought this year was different. I had taken control of my life, I'm doing well in my classes, I'm back in musical theatre, and I have a job I like.
But my mom's fucking crazy, my schoolwork is starting to catch up to me, I never get the chance to be alone with my boyfriend, and there's a part of me that just never, never feels right. And it feels like nothing will ever make it go away...besides well time travel, to the past.
I don't feel like me anymore. I will never have friends like I did again. I know this is cliche, but I hate growing up. I'm forced into a life I don't want. I'm miserable and nothing is going to change that.
I know this was like the most emo, cliche boo hoo my life sucks post, but I had to get it out...even if I really didn't get it all out, but to do that would take days.
I need out!
last modified Nov 22, 2006 at 19:58
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