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Tathiel's weblog
last modified Apr 14, 2004 at 13:36
It's days like these that I hate but love at the same time. I woke up at like 12 and wanted to go back to bed, but I figured I had slept in long enough. Somehow my brother roped me into making pancakes for him and his friend. There's nothing on T.V. so I was gonna go read my book only to realize I had left it at school, so I just sat around for a while doing nothing. Then I started thinking about my trip to Greece and Italy last March break and I took out my pictures. That was the best trip ever; the only problem was it wasn't long enough. Someday I 'll go back and spend at least a month in Italy. It's so snowy outside I wanna go out and do something. I wish I were a little kid again and just go play in the snow, but it's not the same anymore. Too bad I didn't live near anyone I knew because if I did I'd invite them to come over and go sliding down my driveway. At the same time however I like being inside. It's so cozy being inside when there's a snowstorm and about two feet of snow, it feels so nice to know how cold it is outside and you can just snuggle up with a good book, if I hadn't left it at school. Also all the snow makes you feel like your surrounded in a good way, like a big blanket. And I love the silence, especially seen as my annoying younger brother is at his friends house. It's so cozy and quiet. Mmmmm these are the days that make me not absolutely hate winter. Tootles
Well now that two people have discovered my weblog I guess its not secret anymore. Shhhhh. So I guess I'll start using names, so friends beware. Mwuahahahahahaha. Well I haven't posted in a couple of days so time to update. I gave my parents my report card, and my mom was all like I'm disapointed with your Math and Chemistry marks, and then I got all mad at her and my dad and was like leave me alone school's hard told them to leave me alone blah blah blah. Then eventually my dad came back and was like, it was a good report card. Moral of the story, if you know you're gonna disapoint your parents just guilt trip them befor they can get mad at you. Excellent. Of course this report card has done nothing to improve my study habits because I had a Bio and History test on thursday and I didn't study for either the night befor. History I always bullshit so it doesn't matter, but Biology I hadn't even read the chapter so I was like I'll just study at lunch and then Charlie asked if I wanted to play Eucre and I said "well I should study for Bio....." "Come on" "Okay" The great thing was we had a spare in Bio and I don't have Bio again until monday. Obviosly somebody loves me. Yay!!! Then this morning I had a spare in history, which is when I should have done my Chemistry and Math homework from the night before which I didn't do, but I'm a slacker so I read instead. Then my teacher didn't check my chem homework, so I was happy and we had an open notebook quiz in Math which I got 8 out of 10 on. I could have got perfect if I had only a little more time. Tonight I really wanna go see my friends in the Improv finals, but if this weather keeps up I dunno if my Dad will want to drive. Stupid not having my G2 yet. Not like I'm a good enough driver, god I'm horrible, but if my dad would just stop yelling at me...*grumbles incoherently*. Anyway back on topic I'm going to send out a message to the universe for our team to win, because they kickass. Okay not Jeremy, Jeremy's a jackass, but everyone else rules. Wooo Us!!! Ooo oo and thanks for the comments, I feel special now like people actually care what I say. Hehehe. Oh I almost forgot, is it weird if your teachers keep asking you if something's wrong? Mr. Tailfere ( I have no clue how to spell it) has asked me about three times now if something's wrong and that he thinks I'm acting different and wants the old me back, and today Mr. Bellmore asked me if something was wrong. Am I really that pathetic? Stupid teachers. Tootles
So I still haven't given my parents my report card, but on my way to band this morning my mom asked me if I had got it yesterday and I was like "yes..." and she said "You didn't it give to us" "No, no I didn't" "So that means your marks went down" "Not all of them..." "So which ones?" "You'll see it when I give it to you. Now leave me alone and let me drive!" So needless to say I'll probably get the we're disapointed in you speech and the I know you can do better than this talk, tonight. Oh well parents suck anyway. On another note I think I am going to die of boredom in Biology class. My teacher just reads from the text book, and he's just plain retarded. Also in math today we had the most retarded math substitute. He was supposedly a "math specialist" which I think is absolute bull because he is the most retarded man I have ever met. Then to make matters worse in musical theatre today we were practicing songs and I cannot sing one note. Ugg so today was not so great. Hopefully tommorow will be better. Tootles
Today was a good day. I stress was because it started off pretty good. We had a great debate in English class over the book Things Fall Apart, good book. However by the end of the debate it had turned into chaos and noone knew who was saying what. Chemistry class was easy because we just made molecules and stuff. Then we had a spare in math. But here comes the bad part, we got our report cards today. Every class was above 80 except for Chem and Math I did bad. I got 68 in Math and 64 in Chem. I understand my Math mark because I do shit all in that class and I never do the homework, but I don't understand my mark in Chem. It's my lowest mark, but i actually like that class and I do all my homework, whereas in Biology I haven't even read the text book and I have an 85. Explain that to me, the system is messed. Oh well at least I have another year and a half to improve upon these marks. Don't ask stupid IB program. Now I just hope my parents don't kill me, or worse take away my T.V. I'm addicted to T.V., which is one of my problems. The other I'm just plain lazy, if I had the initiative and did all my homework I'd get soooo much better in all my classes. Oh well. Tootles
Sooooo tired. Last night was my school's semi formal and I'm so proud of myself for all the money I saved. Only 20$ for my dress, I borrowed my jewellery from my aunt and she got it from a yard sale but it was crazy awsome anyway and I did my hair myself, the shoes however were 40$ (my most expensive item), my shall and purse were a free gift with makeup my mom got and I even kind of got a discount on the ticket because I never got my money back from the last dance we had which was cancelled so I got that money taken off my ticket. Yes I am cheap. Lol. OMG it was sooo fun!! I took almost two rolls of film. I think I really freaked out my friends date by just being me and being crazy but that's ok because I scare everyone I know, and it's fun sometimes to see peoples' expressions when you're being crazy. The food was really good and the dancing was great, but I had to give up and take of my shoes because my feet were killing me. I had such a great time even though I didn't have a date, however when the slow songs came on it was kinda depressing to sit alone. Oh well. Afterwords I went over to my friends house with a bunch of other people and we stayed up until three. I think I successfully jumped on every person. I was crazy hyper. We woke up at 8 today and I was like screw that I'm going back to sleep, so I slept in again until ten. Then my friends mom made us breakfast. Mmmmmmmmm pancakes and bacon and eggs, and I have to say the eggs were the best eggs I have ever eaten. Yum! Today I had to go over to my friends house to work on my english project but we spent most of the time just talking about semi and lying around because we're all so blah from last night. I don't want to go to school tommorow but of course I have to :P. Oh well I guess I'll just have to make the best of it and zone out like usual. Tootles
Oooooh friday the 13th. Bad luck. I always thought that was just superstition, but today my friend never came to school. Her dad dropped her off but she wasn't in class and noone knows where she is. Also I found out a whole lot about her that I didn't know, she's stolen her dad's car, broken her moms vases, and lied about really serious things. It makes me wonder about who I can trust. I find it so odd that this year I seem to be finding out a lot about people that I never even thought could happen. Everyone has problems and really bad ones too. Everyone always seemed to have such perfect lives, with nothing wrong, but this year I've found out so many things about people. It makes my life seem great and I realize how insignificant my problems really are. It feels so sureal as if I am just in a T.V. show or something. I always thought things in T.V. shows weren't real and noone really went through those things, but they do. People really have to deal with things like being sexually and emotionally abused and a hell of a lot of other things. It's quite scary, and there's not much you can do about it. It just makes you think.
Yesterday was a busy day. School was o.k., short day because of the open house, so all classes were only half an hour long. I went to the mall with two of my friends. I went and bought three surprise bags from Ardenes for 5$, you know the bags with all the stuff in them that they can't sell which is funny because we figured if we had bought them at regular price it would have been 100$. Tells you how much they mark things up. Well after that we were super hyper so we decided to put everything that was in the bag on, including butterfly tatoos on our faces, yes we are insane, and went back to school making asses of ourselves. I swear if I didn't know me I'd have thought I was drunk. Well that night I had practice for the other play we're putting on at school. And that night we had open house and I had to play in the band, which only about half of showed up. After we played in band we stayed to watch the presentations so we could watch the videos, which I was in twice thank you very much. I then decided to go watch our improv team. They're hilarious. Good luck at regionals guys! Today band again, but spent the whole practice putting away tables from the open house, and seen as there was only ten minutes left of band I didn't go back. Today I spent the whole day at the Library with my class. Aww I love wasting the day. Practice again tonight for the musical. We have to do this thing where we flip someon in the air, I just hope we don't kill her, and tonight I have Irish Dance, Yay! Only two days until semi. I CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!
Well so much for this being secret. The first day I put it up someone figures out it's me. Oh well. Well today was another boring day in the life of me. Had band again today and I can honestly say I think I am the worst member of the band, but of course now with the junior band with us, I can be drowned out. Don't you hate when you have band in the morning then have the stupid band songs stuck in you head all day. Grrr I hate that. I have now had Pietro's Return stuck in my head for about 12 hours. GET OUT GET OUT!!!!! Had a math test today that I was really confident about, and then I got the test and was like what the hell is this. My teacher has a certain knack of making the test so stupidly different than the homework that it's almost impossible to pass the test. Stupid teachers. Oh and we had practice for my school musical after school today. I'm so out of shape it's not funny. I almost died learning the dance moves, and I get to learn ballet. Wow is that messed up all these weird names for steps, and different hand and foot positions. If I don't die from exhaution (I think that's how you spell it) I'll at least die from confusion. Oh well it's always fun to learn something new. Drove home today, driving getting better. Hopefully I'll eventually be able to drive without me worrying about killing myself. Note to friends: don't ever get in a car with me, and for those of you that have, I'm sorry. Well that's all for today. Tootles
Cool, my first posting. I finally have a weblog. I'm always reading my friends' and it's about time I got one. It seems like an interesting place to write down all the stuff I'm thinking about and seen as noone I know knows about this, yet, and probably won't be able to figure out it's me, I can write whatever I want. What a perfect day to start, exactly two months until my birthday. Yay for me, let the count down begin. Hmm what else is going on in my life right now. Not much, normal, boring monday. It's snowing, too much I might add, it makes it so hard to plow a rink, and I'm lazy so anything hard is not getting done. Semi-formal is on Saturday, Yay. So what if I don't have a date I'll still have plenty of fun. Hmmm...what else can I talk about, this is my own personal account I can say whatever I want, but there's nothing to discuss right now so when I have something I will. Tootles
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