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Name - Chris
Age - 18 years old
Marital status: single and lonely
Zodiac - Aries i think
Birthday - march 30th
Location - Canada
Hair Colour: Brown
Current Haircut: shortish
Enjoys: Guitar, Karate...and fun stuff
Dislikes: confusing ppl (namely girls)
Obsessions: Guitar

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Will you notice when I'm gone?

They say, all good things must come to an end.  
Was I ever wanted? Was I good enough to be around? 
I tried to stay strong, I tried to be everything everyone ever wanted. 
I ended up with nothing myself.  
I haven't been true lately. 
I haven't really been myself. 
 
I am lost.  
I am trying to find myself, but with ever step i take, the world gets darker.  
I get more scared with every second passed.  
I wont forget. I never forget.  
I wont just push it into my past.  
Regrets, faults and tears.  
I never let things go.  
They're always here tearing me down.  
Faster and faster I fall.  
All my worthless words cant even add up to a part of how i feel.  
 
It doesnt matter if you read this.  
It doesnt matter if you care.  
I dont want your sympathy.  
I dont want your tears. 
I dont want your goodbyes 
 
I just want you to hear... If anything happends.. cuz nothing will ever be alright.  
I want you to know that I love you.  
Will you remember me?
 
 
Someone I really care about wrote that to me a a long time ago (long enuff anyway). Something did happen, its not alright. But I remember. Always will. It's one of those bittersweet things life's full of (along with the plenty'o'bitter things and just a few sweet things. I think I'll go stew about this and get some sleep. Don't miss the next random post, Same bat time, Same bat place!

by angryguitarfreak on 11 Nov 2005 at 22:41

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