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Name - Chris
Age - 18 years old
Marital status: single and lonely
Zodiac - Aries i think
Birthday - march 30th
Location - Canada
Hair Colour: Brown
Current Haircut: shortish
Enjoys: Guitar, Karate...and fun stuff
Dislikes: confusing ppl (namely girls)
Obsessions: Guitar
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And I said to God "Why Me?" and God said to me "Why Not?"
Music: Existentialism On Prom Night -Straylight Run
O ME! O life!
Of the questions of these recurring,
Of the endless trains of the faithless,
Of cities fill'd with the foolish,
Of myself forever reproaching myself, (for who more foolish than I,
and who more faithless?)
Of eyes that vainly crave the light, of the objects mean, of the
struggle ever renew'd,
Of the poor results of all, of the plodding and sordid crowds I see
around me,
Of the empty and useless years of the rest, with the rest me
intertwined,
The question, O me! so sad, recurring-What good amid these,
O me, O life?
The Answer, that you are here.
That life exists and identity,
That the powerful play goes on,
And you may contribute a verse.
What will be your verse?
Jan 2004
Good day, Finally!
Today was a good day!!! Thats a suprise. I missed day class, but instead amanda invited me to her frenns house (which im really sorry about showing up uninvited--by alex--, but she did say that she could bring a frenn.) to watch monty python movies! TOTALLY AWSOME!!!! Now to find someone to sleep over at my house tonite...and on a side not i forgot my dvd at alexs house. can i have it back?
No DAY CLASS!!!
GRRR! Don isnt going to day class, which means that i'm not going to day class (its karate, and it kicks ass. normally i have to cut school to go to day class, but not when there is no school.). And i was looking forward to some, i donno, people to talk to!!! Oh well, i'll just mess with this blog all day again.
Jan 2004
Crazy!! Im going stir CRAZY!
"Zee Walls, Zey talk to me!" I thought to myself today. I spent the entire day, trying to mess with the code of this blog, playing guitar and looking for ppl to hang out with. i woke up at 8 am, and went straight to my comp (to early to call ppl). from there i got on msn, and i picked up my guitar. i usually turn the tv on, but today i forgot to do that. The past few days, i have sort of become a recluse, sitting in my room. Generally when i work at the comp, and play guitar i'll glance over at the tv. Today was no different, but today the tv was off. Instead, i found myself watching the blank screen. Now, at this point one might think "wouldnt you notice the tv was off?" and this is where i start to lose my sanity. I woke up at 8, was in my room, periodically watching tv, but it only ocured to me that i turn the tv on at about 3pm. Suficed to say, this day was devoid of social interaction. Until Finally i found some one to hang out with, Lianne. Shes a chick which is always a plus, and shes hot. that never hurts either. We hung out, played a lil guitar, played bullshit and talked. It was as social as ive ever been, and i needed to talk to someone so badly. I look back on this day (for the most part a bad day, 'cept for lianne) and this week (also a bad week, amplified by the lack of school--and this is the last straw of my sanity, i have no school, and i want to in school.--) and i would have to say, its the worst week in a long while. But then i get to thinking, what will this week mean to me in a year? nadda thats what. then i ask, is it a year from now, now or is it now (confusing isnt it? but it makes sense).and the answer? why its now! so why should i care about the big picture? if i look at the big picture, then this whole year is pointless, my life becomes just stages. infancy, childhood,teens, adulthood, old age...and if we go even bigger, its just a life, one that doesnt matter to anyone but me. So i try not to look at the big picture. It makes me realise how trivial what seems important to me is. Trivial! thats what this is, and ooooh my....this post is everywhere isnt it? i guess it reflects my current state of mind. im lost in a sea of thought, and im drowning. and on that not i leave you (cuz im tired)
*goes to sleep*
Today is gonna be...
ASS! i spent the whole morning trying to get a hold of ppl to hang out, and i came up with nada. Called chicks, guys and no one is home, or they cant get to my house. On the plus side i have my guitar back, its now fixed. took me an hour and a half to tune the damn thing though, stupid floating bridge. I CURSE YOU!. oh well, i can play my depressing music now at least
*picks up guitar*
Jan 2004
Alone is ass...
I tried to act,
Like nothing was wrong,
But I've been sad,
For far too long,
I don't like to bother,
So I'll go away,
I don't want to depress anyone,
So I can't stay,
Even though help,
I do seek,
My future still,
Looks very bleek,
There's not much else,
I have to say,
I sit alone,
Day by day,
But don't worry,
Forget about me,
I guess a poet,
I'll never be,
I am sad,
I won't lie,
To tell the truth,
I don't wanna die,
I was a fighter,
Born and bred,
But now I'm nothing,
Because my Soul is Dead...
Jaimi Abrego
Hmm....first post eh...
Heh, after coding Amandas weblog i figured meh, this will give me an excuse to code html. so look, behold. isnt it cheap? isnt it cliched? black, and white? arent i lazy? lol, well get used to it :P
Goddam chicks...
they're always confusing me, and...wait where was I? Ooooooh I'm never gonna be able to hit on her if she wont come to the movies. ITS FREE!!!! I WORK THERE!!!! COSTS U NOTHIN!!!...oh well, guess i'll try for another chick (yeah right...)
heres some lyrics that apply to her:
You could be the devil in my bed
You could be the angel in my head
You could be the voices that I hear
I'm signing along because it sounds
just like you're near
'Cause you're so beautiful
You're so beautiful today
You're so beautiful
Beaitiful in every little way
Cause when you're coming around
I'm off of the ground
I've gotta say, you're so beautiful
You're beautiful today
I could be the drug you can't resist
I could be the antidote you missed
I could be the love you hate to fear
You're filling the hole inside your heart
with feeling near to me
'Cause you're so beautiful
You're so beautiful today
You're so beautiful
Beaitiful in every little way
Cause when you're coming around
I'm off of the ground
I've gotta say, you're so beautiful
You're beautiful today
Can we make it through
Together we've got to fly
'Cause when you're coming around I got to fly
Don't you know I got to fly
And I know
And I feel
That I could learn to hate just like you
And I know
And I feel
That you could learn to love just like me
Can we make it through
Together we've got to fly
'Cause when you're coming around I got to fly
Don't you know I got to fly
And I know
And I feel
That I could learn to hate just like you
And I know
And I feel
That you could learn to love just like me
'Cause you're so beautiful
You're so beautiful today
You're so beautiful
Beaitiful in every little way
Cause when you're coming around
I'm off of the ground
I've gotta say, you're so beautiful
You're beautiful today
(repeat chorus w/ above 3 lines in background)
Can we make it through together
I've got to fly
*goes to ponder what to do about @#$%^&*
note:her name has been removed because i dont have a shot, the link to this site is in my msn nick. and cuz amanda wont stop making fun of me bout it.