And I said to God "Why Me?" and God said to me "Why Not?"

 
 
Music: Existentialism On Prom Night -Straylight Run 
 
O ME! O life!  
Of the questions of these recurring,  
Of the endless trains of the faithless,  
Of cities fill'd with the foolish,  
Of myself forever reproaching myself, (for who more foolish than I,  
and who more faithless?)  
Of eyes that vainly crave the light, of the objects mean, of the  
struggle ever renew'd,  
Of the poor results of all, of the plodding and sordid crowds I see  
around me,  
Of the empty and useless years of the rest, with the rest me  
intertwined,  
The question, O me! so sad, recurring-What good amid these,  
O me, O life?  
 
The Answer, that you are here. 
That life exists and identity,  
That the powerful play goes on,  
And you may contribute a verse.  
What will be your verse?

Oct 2004

Did the world stop while i was sick?

I come back to school, and in all my classes, where at exactly the same place, and no1 did any work. Thats kind of disheartening. Im going to set up 15 random metal and punk songs for my blog. Prolly use a script similar to the quotes one. Should be interesting.

125816 | angryguitarfreak | 19:53 | 1 comments

Oct 2004

I am so bored...its very boring. But at least i have my metal.

124161 | angryguitarfreak | 18:05 | 6 comments

Oct 2004

Sooooo much music! I copied 3 gigs of music from my laptop to my home pc.

123536 | angryguitarfreak | 20:22 | 0 comments

Oooooo....

Two homeroom spares in a row! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Why must I spend homeroom in the caff? It's evil. Why couldnt it be physics, or math, or even law? Noooo it had to be Tech. The one class thats already a spare (with internet). Instead I'm forced to listen to death metal without the internet. Stupid techy ppl not fixin the laptops in time. Tsk tsk tsk...I should crash your server!

123468 | angryguitarfreak | 6:35 | 0 comments

Oct 2004

New Song

New Song, its death metal, i love the shit. Next song will be some children of bodom. Im really bored, school sucks and so does the social life (i have a social life? news to me!). Been listening to loads of Death metal basically. Good stuff.

123066 | angryguitarfreak | 19:54 | 0 comments

Oct 2004

Uber long Rant of Death (Part 1)

I hate it, I hate its principles (Thou shalt not kill…unless you’re a blasphemer, women, gay, heretic, different looking, different sounding, have a different god, don’t believe in god or I just don’t like you), I hate what it stands(Peace and love EXCEPT FOR YOU!) for, and most of all, and I hate its vanity (We’re gods chosen people and no one else! –aren’t you all gods chosen people? How does that work--). What is the most prominent issue attached to religion these days? Why if it isn’t our good friend gay and lesbian rights.... wow, Christians don’t have enough fun imposing they're stupid prejudices and rules on their own congregations, they feel the need to make other people follow them too. Well let’s debunk this a little bit. There are two arguments commonly used to support 'gays shouldn’t get married'.

1) The code of Levictus

And

2) The story of Sodom (hence sodomize)

Lets look at the code of Levictus first,

Levictus 1:1 "The LORD summoned mosses and spoke to him from the tent of meeting saying: Speak to the people and Say: When any of you bring an offering of livestock to the LORD, you shall bring your offering from the herd or flock"

now what does that have to do with gay and lesbian rights you ask? Well it has nothing to do with it, its a code governing how to conduct mass, sacrifices, and general behavior and rules that the priests of Israel should follow (priest, not regular people). We'll just look at some chapter headings,

The Burnt Offering, Grain Offerings, Offerings of Well-Being, Sin Offerings, Offerings with Restitution, Instructions concerning Sacrifices, Further Instructions, The Rites of Ordination, Aaron's Priesthood Inaugurated, Clean and Unclean Animals, Unclean Animals...

You know what this sounds like? Well, it sounds like A manual on how to be a priest, but why is the animal stuff in there? Well because in the Jewish faith (remember, Christians are Jews with Jesus, so we have the Talmud with the new testament stapled on) Rabbi’s are an ingrained part of society, and they bless just about everything. Including food, and what does every town have? Why a copy of the Talmud and a Rabbi, and what does every town need? Food that lasts! So lets put how to properly prepare, cure and cook meat in the one book EVERYONE has access too. It goes for the 10 commandments. Do you honestly think, that some omnipotent being, who created the heavens, and earth, the stars and the universe gives a flying fuck if I kill you? I have news, HE DOESNT CARE. If he exists, he would have more important things to do, then care who killed who, and who used is name (which we don’t even know anymore) in vain. But if we put it in this book that EVERYONE has that some omnipotent father figure is going to fuck you up for eternity if you don’t follow these rules (don’t kill people, don’t steal stuff etc.) then the very superstitious will follow the damn rules, and the ones who don’t will quickly get killed by the ones who do any way. But lets get to the part that every 'good Christian' knows by heart:

Levictus 20:10 if a man commits adultery with the wife of his neighbor, both the adulterer and the adulteress shall be put to death. The man who lies with his father’s wife has uncovered his father’s nakedness; both of them shall be put to death; their blood is upon them. If a man lies with his daughter in law, both of them shall be put to death; they have committed a perversion, their blood is upon them. If a man lies with a male, as with a women, both of them have committed an abomination; they shall be put to death; their blood is upon them...

It goes on, but chapter 20 of Levictus is basically the no no’s of sex for Rabbi’s, and with the incest thing, it’s not a bad idea. But it’s our nature to fear what we don’t understand; so being gay got thrown in there. And even if its not, you cant read that passage (or even that sentence) and only highlight the parts you like, you cannot just say, "If a man lies with a male, as with a women, both of them have committed an abomination"! You forgot the consequence; we have to kill them (technically, we have to stone them). While you’re at that, you should stone all your priests, god know they fuck a few little boys on their weekends. How can Christians, in good faith refuse to marry gay people, when half of their clergy is batting switch? But while I'm on this subject, if you’re going to follow that rule, I think that you should follow every rule in the chapter? If you judge someone’s sexuality with that rule, then you should judge everyone, by all of those rules, and not just the ones concerning sexuality. If you are going to enforce one rule from the chapter, enforce them all or shut up. I don’t get to choose which commandments I like do I? Hmmm….I like this thou shalt not kill rule, but I just want to covet my neighbors wife I can’t help it. Nor can you just follow the laws you like, its all or nothing baby, follow the law or break it, but don’t follow the ones you like and claim you’re an upstanding citizen. The same goes for you bible freaks, don’t claim you have faith, and believe in the bible, when you only follow the rules that are convenient. Lets take a look at that, same chapter new rule

Lev 24:10 A man whose mother was an Israelite and whose father was an Egyptian came out among the people of Israel; and the Israelite woman’s son and a certain Israelite began fighting in the camp. The Israelite women's son blasphemed the Name in a curse. And they brought him to Moses --Now his Mothers name was Shelomith daughter of Dibri of the tribe of Dan--and they put him in custody until the decision of the LORD should be made clear. The LORD said to mosses, saying: Take the blasphemer outside the camp; and let all who were within hearing lay their hands on his head, and let the congregation stone him. And speak to the people of Israel saying: Anyone who curses god shall bear the sin. One who blasphemes the name of the LORD shall be put to death; the whole congregation shall stone the blasphemer. Aliens as well as citizens when they blaspheme the name shall be put to death. Anyone who kills a human being shall be put to death, anyone who kills an animal shall make restitution for it, life for life. Anyone who maims another shall suffer the same injury, fracture for fracture, eye for eye, tooth for tooth; the injury inflicted is the injury to be suffered.

So technically every time someone blasphemes, they should be stoned by everyone in the congregation that heard them blaspheme. Now, not to be smart or anything, but if I stone you, I kill you, but “Thou shalt not kill” and the penalty for death is umm…well death...Ooo this is fun. You see, if you were to take this stuff LITERALLY (like you are when you read it and say being gay is evil) then we should all be dead. Because we’ve all blasphemed, and if we haven’t, then we have to kill those who have, only to be killed because we’ve just murdered someone…and that cycle will go on forever. So taking the bible LITERALLY isn’t the smartest idea is it?

The next argument that everyone presents is the story of the city of Sodom.

Gen 19
And there came two angels to Sodom at even; and Lot sat in the gate of Sodom: and Lot seeing them rose up to meet them; and he bowed himself with his face toward the ground;
And he said, Behold now, my lords, turn in, I pray you, into your servant's house, and tarry all night, and wash your feet, and ye shall rise up early, and go on your ways. And they said, Nay; but we will abide in the street all night.
And he pressed upon them greatly; and they turned in unto him, and entered into his house; and he made them a feast, and did bake unleavened bread, and they did eat.
But before they lay down, the men of the city, even the men of Sodom, compassed the house round, both old and young, all the people from every quarter:
And they called unto Lot, and said unto him, Where are the men which came in to thee this night? bring them out unto us, that we may know them.
And Lot went out at the door unto them, and shut the door after him,
And said, I pray you, brethren, do not so wickedly.
Behold now, I have two daughters which have not known man; let me, I pray you, bring them out unto you, and do ye to them as is good in your eyes: only unto these men do nothing; for therefore came they under the shadow of my roof.
And they said, Stand back. And they said again, This one fellow came in to sojourn, and he will needs be a judge: now will we deal worse with thee, than with them. And they pressed sore upon the man, even Lot, and came near to break the door.
But the men put forth their hand, and pulled Lot into the house to them, and shut to the door.
And they smote the men that were at the door of the house with blindness, both small and great: so that they wearied themselves to find the door.
And the men said unto Lot, Hast thou here any besides? son in law, and thy sons, and thy daughters, and whatsoever thou hast in the city, bring them out of this place:
For we will destroy this place, because the cry of them is waxen great before the face of the LORD; and the LORD hath sent us to destroy it.

122765 | angryguitarfreak | 11:12 | 3 comments

Uber long rant of Death (Part 2) (flame me i don't care)

That’s the part of the story they quote, and it’s the most important part. But why do they quote it? Because in ancient Aramaic (the original language of the bible) the word ‘rape’ translates to ‘know’ in Latin which translates to ‘know’ in English. So these men wanted to rape the angels (who are always depicted as males). And of course, because they wanted to rape 2 people, being gay is evil. See where I’m going with this? Could it not for one second be the fact that they were ABOUT TO FUCKING RAPE THE ANGLES that god killed them? The men weren’t gay, it was common practice in those times to rape your enemies (men and women), it’s the ultimate act of violence and degradation. When an army would conquer a city-state, they would rape the populace, especially the losing army, does that make the whole army gay? OF COURSE NOT! They were just asserting they’re victory and dominance over the enemy. It’s the same situation here, they wanted to dominate these angles. They weren’t gay, the were rapists. If anything, the bible is against rapists, which I totally agree with, but you fools who take it literally need to get a clue and learn how the world works.

If you don’t like gay people, keep it to yourself, I don’t give a flying fuck what you think, but when you tell me that gay people shouldn’t be able to get married, or that the are bad, or evil or whatever. I say FUCK YOU! What right do you have to judge someone else? What right do you have to tell someone they cant get married because their partner is of the same sex? NONE! That’s right, you don’t have the right, you can think it, but you cant make it happen, so stop trying to make me think it, and stop trying to take their right to marry away, they’re people just like you and me (*gasp* really? I had no idea) and deserve the same rights and freedoms, including marriage.

122752 | angryguitarfreak | 7:55 | 1 comments