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Name - Chris
Age - 18 years old
Marital status: single and lonely
Zodiac - Aries i think
Birthday - march 30th
Location - Canada
Hair Colour: Brown
Current Haircut: shortish
Enjoys: Guitar, Karate...and fun stuff
Dislikes: confusing ppl (namely girls)
Obsessions: Guitar
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And I said to God "Why Me?" and God said to me "Why Not?"
Music: Existentialism On Prom Night -Straylight Run
O ME! O life!
Of the questions of these recurring,
Of the endless trains of the faithless,
Of cities fill'd with the foolish,
Of myself forever reproaching myself, (for who more foolish than I,
and who more faithless?)
Of eyes that vainly crave the light, of the objects mean, of the
struggle ever renew'd,
Of the poor results of all, of the plodding and sordid crowds I see
around me,
Of the empty and useless years of the rest, with the rest me
intertwined,
The question, O me! so sad, recurring-What good amid these,
O me, O life?
The Answer, that you are here.
That life exists and identity,
That the powerful play goes on,
And you may contribute a verse.
What will be your verse?
Feb 2004
Worked...
last nite, well technically it was last nite since its now this morning....but i closed pretty early 11:30. thats fast right? (considering were usually out of there for 12:45 1 ish)...i found a new addiction....its....addicting.....and no its not drugs or booze. i been totally sober for quite some time now. no mind enhancing crap of any kind.. i hardly drink caffine for flippen sake....im tired....and hyper....yeah hyper...talkin to kirk...;istening to pink floyd. i think im gonna go sleep now, before i faint at skewl tomorrow.
Feb 2004
YAY FRIDAY!!!!!!!
Gonna go sleep at my karate skewl, its gonna kick ass! Amanda is comin, we get to watch movies, grapple shave joeys head! YAY!...god i need a girl.
Feb 2004
I love message boards
Voltaire,Feb 26 2004, 05:44 PM:"You may very well have restored my faith in the male gender. Good job.
Wonderful job though. You're a much better person for it!"
not whole quote, but the rest is private.
Hey, its lent!!!!!!!!!!
Yup thats right, its lent, and since i *used* to be a practicing catholic, not anymore tho i think i'll give something up....But since i dont practice im going to defeat the purpose of lent, and give up video games, which i dont play (cept when im bored during the summer) and sex, which i dont get. I love defeating the purpose of things, its so rewarding.....
its pretty sad when you have to find ways to defeat the purpose of a religious practice (even if it is the religion that condems gays and bisexuals, while their clergy proceed to rape little boys, now correct me if im wrong but shouldnt the gay child molesters complain a little less when the government wants to legalize same sex marriages?)
Feb 2004
Umm... pretty obvious what this song is about
If we still have time
We may still get by
Every time I think about it I want to cry
With the bombs and the devils
And the kids keep coming
Noway to breathe easy...no time to be young
But I tell myself that I'm doing alright
There's nothing left to do tonight but go crazy on you
crazy on you
let me go crazy crazy on you
My love is the evening breeze touching your skin
The gentle sweet singing of leaves in the wind
The whisper that calls, after you in the night
And kisses your ear in the early light
And you don't need to wonder, you're doing fine
And my love, the pleasure's mine
Let me go crazy on you
crazy on you
let me go crazy crazy on you
Wild man's world is crying in pain
what you gonna do when everybody's insane
So afraid of one who's so afraid of you
what you gonna do oh....ahhhhhhhhhh. oooooo
crazy on ya, crazy on you, let me go crazy crazy on you
I was a willow last night in my dream
I bent down over a clear running stream
I sang you the song that I heard up above
And you kept me alive with your sweet, flowing love
yeah crazy on you
crazy on you
let me go crazy crazy on you
crazy on you
crazy on you
let me go crazy crazy on you
It's monday...
that means its karate day, and last wednesday was testing, fresh meat...*evil grin* i get to break me in some new green belts, and even some new brown belts. Fun Fun Fun....Anyone wanna hang out tomorrow? *looks at who he usually hangs out with* Hopefully amanda can get her passport *crosses fingers* if not we'll take her next year. that trip would rule with her along. Anyway...class is boring, i seem to be surfing blogs alot in class today...weird...well not really, i have nothing better to do than nose into my friends lives lol. what can i say, i like to pretend i have friends, that way i can pretend that there is a possibility of people actually considering me a friend.
Feb 2004
Wow wrote a poem
to embarassed to post it here, its on the net tho, if you know where to look. anyway, you know something is wrong when chris puts his guitar down to write a poem...
WoW Fun!
Got sent home from work early, ooo yay. now i can play the song posted below (its severly stuck in my head, so i learned it on guitar. goddam Q92 gettin songs stuck in my head)
Feb 2004
Good song....
Carries a secret message (read the second verse) too (gave away that secret message, guess its not secret, but at least its secret to who it applies to)
You don't need no friends
Get back your faith again
You have the power to believe
Another dissident, take back your evidence
It has no power to deceive
I'll believe it when I see it for MYSELF
I don't need no one to tell me about heaven
I look at my daughter and I believe
I don't need no proof when it comes to God and truth
I can see the sun set and I perceive
You sit with them all night
Everything they say is right
But in the morning they were wrong
I'll be right by your side
Come hell or water high
Down any road you choose to roam
I'll belive it when I see it for MYSELF
I don't need no one
To tell me 'bout heaven
I look at my daughter and i believe
I dont need no proof
When it comes to God and truth
I can see the sun set
And I perceive
Darlin' I belive
That sometimes it's hard to breathe
At the bottom of the sea
I'll believe it when I see it for MYSELF
I dont need no one to tell me 'bout heaven
I look at my daughter and i believe
I dont need no proof when it comes to God and truth
I can see the sun set and i perceive
I dont need no one to tell me 'bout heaven
I look at my daughter and i believe
I dont need no proof when it comes to God and truth
I can see the sun set
I can see the sun set
I can see the sun set
I don't need no one
I don't need no one
I don't need no one
I don't need no one
To tell me 'bout heaven
Feb 2004
Im trust worthy!
I'm told im trust worthy! YAY!!!!!(If that sounds out of context, its cuz it is. it means something really good for me). It's actually flattering. On to new stuff, wait its my life! There is no new stuff. Who wants to hang out this weekend? My weekend is filling up Fast!! (Not, it looks like it will be just as dead as the last weekend, without the mad flu tho). But seriously, anyone want a free movie? Its free. So...class is boring eh? Im supposed to write a program to calculate BMI's. Im posting on my blog instead lol. Im bored, gonna get beat up tonite, its grading. Fun Fun...maybe i'll get to do some beating *evil grin*, doubt it but maybe....
Feb 2004
Fun Day...
Well, as fun as a school day can be. Did school, then decided to skip karate, and amanda came home with me 
. we hung out, chatted on msn, listend to music etc... better then sitting alone playing guitar, thats for sure. well, playing guitar is kewl, its the whole alone bit i dont like. Learn some thing new ever day I'm G*** W*** M* H**** lol, its censored, so everyone will have to use their gutter minds to fill in the blanks :P.
P.S if it offends you, i'll take it out.
Feb 2004
Bordom is GREAT!
Yeah, been bored today. My mom wouldnt let me go out, again. so out of bordom i learned a commercial on guitar. To be specific i learned that budweiser commercial, where the guy is sitting down playing guitar, and the captions start appearing "This is why his girlfriend dumped him" and "This is why he got evicted". Then he busts out, and it flashes to him being a rockstar onstage and this groupie jumps on his back and it says "And this is why its worth it". Its a really cool riff, now i need a bassist and another guitar. MUST START A BAND!!!! Maybe then i can hang out with ppl. yeah, and a band of sorts would prolly need a drummer. scratch that dream.
P.S Yeah, just another hole. need someone who can sing to.
Feb 2004
What are the chances?
I met someone today, on my blog...and shes from sudbury!!!! HOLY COW, those are some long odds lol. go math. maybe i'l make brad figure them out.
Happy Valentines Day...
I Hope everyone out there finds someone special, that way maybe someone will find me...
Feb 2004
YaY! im a Samurai
As if i didnt know this would be the outcome....shows how lonely u are when u g o and find all the quizes where u can be a samurai tho...
You are a Samurai.
You have trained the majority of your life. You are
honerable, you follow your word. You spare no
one once in combat, but that is expected, for
your oponent would do the same to you. You use
a two-handed katana.
What type of Swordsman are you?
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Feb 2004
Hmmm...
You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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(Anybody see a conflict? I noticed this is the same quiz i took not too long ago, but adam told me to take it so i did, and got this answer...hmmmm which am i? Angel or Demon??)
Feb 2004
more quizes, im bored, and dont feel like cutting
avoidant
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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You are a Waiting angel. You stay inside your
little world waiting for that special someone
to come and take you away. You hope that the
day that your love will come will be soon, and
no one can pick on you for wanting to save
yourself. On the other hand, your hopes
decrease every day that you suffer. Try to hold
on a bit longer...
What Different Kind of Angel are you...? ( Anime-ish pics )
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Feb 2004
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LIFE IS ASS. I HATE YOU LIFE!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRR......Why must you do this to me, everytime i like someone, something always makes it impossible. GRRRRRRRR.
Feb 2004
Feet hurt...
yeah yeah i hear you
"poor baby..."
"Muuuuuuufin..."
screw you! they still hurt, and my jaw hurts too. and im bored (wow, im really complaining here)
off to do nothing
note: to adress all the people with diry minds out there *looks at amanda*. My Jaw hurts because my wisdom teeth are coming in.
Feb 2004
This weekend...
who wants to hangout? come on, there has to be someone who can come over, i dont wanna be alone..
Feb 2004
YaY! Course Changes!!!
Im in computer sciences (which is really kewl, we learn how to write programs), laptop history, science and music now. now, i must refrain from mentioning the names of girls i like right now, cuz i cant trust some one (*glares at her*) to keep secrets.
Feb 2004
YAY! School is back...urg...
Urghh....This semester is gonna be ass, i think im gonna drop the grade 11 history, morse says im gonna fail it if i dont. Maybe i'll try and get a grade 11 english, or math. at least i have the grade 10 credits for those. Hmmm...I wonder if amanda and @#$%^& had the little talk she was threatening about? did you? should i just crawl into a hole and forget about life? YAY GO ME! im the ultimate chicken
Feb 2004
Hmmm...somehow i doubt this is me (old quizes ive taken, had no place to put em, till now)
Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone
to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't
been in much relationships or you need to work
on how to handle them. You always seem lost in
a daydream about the person you care about
most.
What Do You Truly Desire?
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Protector
The ULTIMATE personality test
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The Creator
Your Jobs: You need a job where you can put your
creative resources to good use. You can be a
teacher , manager, counselor, spiritual leader,
journalist, or designer.
Love:
You need someone who can accept your moodiness and
learn to deal. You cannot have someone who will
constantly put you down, order you around, or
ignore you. You need a listener who cares about
your rapidly changing feelings. You may set
your standards too high.
Your dream guy= Spike from Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Your dream girl= Rinoa from Final Fantasy 8, Alyssa
from Chasing Amy
Most Likely...
You most likely...
Are a Gemini, Cancer, or Taurus
Like arty movies and dramas
Dont play any sports
Have two sides to you
Like movies that make you think
Follow a religion
Best Friends: Dreamers, Social Butterflies
Love Interests:Dreamers and other Creators
Enemies:Villians and Kings
COMPLETE~~With Text Images~~The Super Ultimate Personality Quiz: Who are you? (With long answers!) All answers available, including your ideal job, ideal love interest, and more all in one answer!
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Yours are DEMON wings, possibly resembling
those of a bat - huge, black, and clawed. You
are cold and impure, and a born Creature of the
Night. Possibly with an interest in those of a
vampyric nature, or possibly one yourself. You
have little sympathy or care for humanity and
see them as existing for no real purpose -
thus, you can be very manipulative and bend
them to fit YOUR purpose. And you do have a
purpose, to everything you do. Nine times out
of ten it will be strictly for your own self
gratification or perhaps merely amusement. As
soon as a person or situation is no longer
productive or pleasurable in your life, you
will rid yourself of it or them. You could very
well have just a touch of superiority complex
(or perhaps more than a touch?). Despite all of
this, you are capable of love so intense that
you place that person's wishes even above your
own - the only time that you will do so.
Chances are you are attracted to people in
which you see...yourself. Though many hate you
for your carelessness and evil...Sexy, fierce,
sinful, and mysterious...you turn me on.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Ouch!
That hurt Kirk! If you were here id kick ur ass! GRRRRRRRRRR about me. Just trying to get some, that bugs me. shes like my best friend right now. to suggest that, is evil. You know damn well that im not like that, so kiss ur guitar good bye when u get back in november (and thanks to this blog, i will infact remember in november)
YAY! Internet is working.
Had a good weekend, amanda slept over friday night, and spent the day at my house saturday. no internet tho, so after she left, i went to bed, at a ripe old time of. ten fifteen. yay. hmmm....yeah. note to self, never, ever, ever, ever, EVER go to work on 4 hours of sleep. well off to listen to some music
*turns music on and twiddles thumbs*