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Name - Chris
Age - 18 years old
Marital status: single and lonely
Zodiac - Aries i think
Birthday - march 30th
Location - Canada
Hair Colour: Brown
Current Haircut: shortish
Enjoys: Guitar, Karate...and fun stuff
Dislikes: confusing ppl (namely girls)
Obsessions: Guitar
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And I said to God "Why Me?" and God said to me "Why Not?"
Music: Existentialism On Prom Night -Straylight Run
O ME! O life!
Of the questions of these recurring,
Of the endless trains of the faithless,
Of cities fill'd with the foolish,
Of myself forever reproaching myself, (for who more foolish than I,
and who more faithless?)
Of eyes that vainly crave the light, of the objects mean, of the
struggle ever renew'd,
Of the poor results of all, of the plodding and sordid crowds I see
around me,
Of the empty and useless years of the rest, with the rest me
intertwined,
The question, O me! so sad, recurring-What good amid these,
O me, O life?
The Answer, that you are here.
That life exists and identity,
That the powerful play goes on,
And you may contribute a verse.
What will be your verse?
May 2004
Score!
I got her number...that was easy. lol.
May 2004
borderline
Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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....yay i went from avoidant to insane...how comforting.
good song...
She Hates Me- Puddle of Mudd
Met a girl, thought she was grand
fell in love, found out first hand
went well for a week or two
then it all came unglued
in a trapp trip I can't grip
never thought I'd be the one who'd slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie
She fucking hates me
trust
she fucking hates me
la la la love
I tried too hard
and she tore my feelings like I had none
and ripped them away
She was queen for about an hour
after that shit got sour
she took all I ever had
no sign of guilt
no feeling of bad, no
In a trapped trip I can't grip
never thought i'd be the one who'd slip
then I started to realize
I was living one big lie
[Chorus]
that's my story, as you see
learned my lesson and so did she
now it's over and i'm glad
'cause i'm a fool for all i've said
[Chorus]
la la la la la la la la la love
Trust
la la la la la la la la la love
Trust
and she tore my feelings like I had none
she fucking hates me
May 2004
Havent updated in a while
But i got nothing to say. Nothing has happened. Its been really sad actually. Life's sort of been a blur lately. I've been really exausted for a few days, even tho i get a bunch of sleep, i feel like i havent slept in days. Is that bad? I onno, i slept from 4:30pm last nite, to 7 am this morning, and was tired all day today. Plus, again it seems im "depressed one" im not, thats all i have to say, drop it. I do have a knife, it is sharp, and i will use it on the next person to call me depressed one end of story, feel like callin the cops? do it, i'll just get a slap on the wrist, and stab you later. Thats the beauty of the canadian penal system. Rapists and murderes get it easy, while ppl who steal money get life sentances and are never let out. Funny system we have. Any way, the punk show was kewl. for new bands, the first few sets were okay, but compared to beyond within, aorta and wasted words they reeked. And doing covers doesnt help, we like original music, not covers of crappy linkin park songs that werent good in the first place butchered, and messed up royally. We can all hear the wrong notes. Once they first few bands were off the show picked up, especially with some original music being played. Beyond Within kicked super ass tho, best band there hands down. its 10:30, and im super tired, so im gonna go to sleep. Bitch at me now while im sleeping, cuz when i wake up, i'll be just as tired and wont care.
May 2004
WOOOT!
Last Samurai tonite! bestestestest movie ever! And i get it tonite on DVD! YAY! Get to watch it nice and good. I'll see it more times this weekend than i did in theatres! wow, that would be a feat! Class is so boring...and abols is an idiot....he should die....or get very injured...that way he would be unable to teach for a long while...yes. im evil. i have an internet stalker yay! *tears form at eyes* i feel so proud. She got my email of the message board where i post my poems and she somehow developed a huge crush on me. I need some hangout friends, ones that will you know..hangout with me on a regular basis outside of skewl. I havent had any of those since a while now anyway...well back to class
May 2004
It seems that people think i am depressed one, im not gonna argue or obsess over this, but i do have some things to say:
1. I agree with some of the things he/she said, but they are under a different light than what actually happened and taken out of context, and therefore wrong as stated by depressedone
2. I do not agree with how he/she said it, and assuming it was me, i woulda bitched her out to her face, like i did rob. remember him? he pissed me off, i scared him so shitless he didnt come to school for a week and called the cops on me. Then, he was to scared to even come to school in the same building as me, so he went to St.Charles. If amanda had really pissed me off, as she has depressedone, i would've confornted her verbally.
3. The time on amanda's blog, behind us in time by about 3 hours, because i was too lazy to change the line of code that says
timezone ( -8 )
to
timezone ( -5 )
when i did her template (want proof of this? www.danchan.com/weblog/lilbandgeek/?action=show_template) what does this mean? 15:49 now becomes 18:49! where was i at 6:49pm when that comment was made? Why with amanda at the movies (going to see mean girls, good movie) hmm...i didn't know i could type at my computer from the movie theatre, let alone post on danchan. My, the things technology can do these days...
4. he/she likes my poetry...I have never once complemented, or even expressed a tolerence of my poetry. I usually say it sucks...
5. Just because I got drunk and stoned this weekend, doesnt mean im him/her. Besides, that post about breakfast was made while i was still passed out at adams.
Any way, if you still think im him/her I dont care, just quit coming up to me and saying "Hi Depressed One" cuz i'll fucking stab the next person who does it, My name is Chris.
May 2004
does anyone wanna go to the moveis tomorrow? i can go after 7:45 (which is when i get off work) remember, its free...please, im so bored. someone has to want to.
May 2004
Hows everyone been feeling lately?
Is it as crapass as me? I've been sick since last monday, which sucks. I've also been brain dead for all intentes and purposes. I tried to do math yesterday, didnt work...couldn't even multiply 2 numbers in my head. It was sad, really really sad. I need to get out, and soon. I havent done anything but work and school for a long time, and now my brain is on strike. i'll be staring off into space, sorry if i seem dumber than usual.