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Name - Chris
Age - 18 years old
Marital status: single and lonely
Zodiac - Aries i think
Birthday - march 30th
Location - Canada
Hair Colour: Brown
Current Haircut: shortish
Enjoys: Guitar, Karate...and fun stuff
Dislikes: confusing ppl (namely girls)
Obsessions: Guitar
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And I said to God "Why Me?" and God said to me "Why Not?"
Music: Existentialism On Prom Night -Straylight Run
O ME! O life!
Of the questions of these recurring,
Of the endless trains of the faithless,
Of cities fill'd with the foolish,
Of myself forever reproaching myself, (for who more foolish than I,
and who more faithless?)
Of eyes that vainly crave the light, of the objects mean, of the
struggle ever renew'd,
Of the poor results of all, of the plodding and sordid crowds I see
around me,
Of the empty and useless years of the rest, with the rest me
intertwined,
The question, O me! so sad, recurring-What good amid these,
O me, O life?
The Answer, that you are here.
That life exists and identity,
That the powerful play goes on,
And you may contribute a verse.
What will be your verse?
Jun 2004
Celibate....
I solemnly swear that i will remain celibate, until girls become unconfusing and stop sending mixed signals...*looks around* shit its gonna be a while.
Anyway, im good. really goddamn bored, but good. So how is everyone? No one talks to me anymore, and barely anyone posts (do ppl still read these?)
Now to semi deep philosophical topics....
Fate
Fate....what is fate? Does it exist? Are we bound by it? First off, fate is the presumption that events are predefined. I happen to think that it does exist, some things are just to stupidly impossible (mathamatically) for there not to be some greater purpose out there. But not only are those rare, they're usually unnoticed. What i speak of, is based on hope. Often, we desire something, and it is just out of reach. We work hard, and achieve it, and we relish. Then, as fate would have it, it gets taken away. Only to be dangled in front of us, to add insult to injury. If this were to happen once, or twice or three times it could be random. But too often does this happen, not just to me, but to almost everyone. Coincedince? Maybe...Are we just slaves to some predefined destiny? Yes and no. You see, we can take action, and these actions do have effects, rewards and consequences. But our actions are not the only actions that influence how an event turns out. Many other people have a say, directly or indirectly. And it is these actions that more often than not determine the outcome of an event, aswell as your own. But do due to the number of other people on the world, the actions of a single person more often than not hold little sway in their own life beyond the immediate. But the influence we have, can and will be felt by others. (if you feel like making me give examples i will, i have real and hypothetical ones).But what about the variables? There are many things in the mathamatical equation that is life that are constant, but there are even more variables. There are only so many possible outcomes to each situation, and we fill in the variables that determine which one happens. Due to the limeted number of outcomes to each situation, i think that fate does exist, and while me have a small say in what happens. For the most part, we're pretty stuck with how things will turn out. (not to say that generally things dont go our way, if i want to go to the movies, and i have 20$ then i can go. Fate worked for me. but if i have 8$ i cant, fate worked against me -of course thats irrelevant for me, i need 0$ to get into the movies :p-) I just think people who think they have total control over their lives, and that nothing bad will happen to them, because they wont let it are in for a mean suprised when the fates conspire agains them. Math wont always be with them. I think we should do our best, but be ready to accept that fact that it may not be good enough. Clinging to a lie, when you know its a lie, is stupid. It takes courage, and wisdom to admit you were wrong, or that your efforts did not succed but it will serve you better in the long run. (wow im opinonated, and probably full of shit)
Jun 2004
Work....
Just got off work, it wasnt too bad. was there for 7 hours, but it didnt feel long. Im less pathetic then usual lately yay! i called a girl twice in two days lol. yay!!!! im sooooooo bored.....anyone wanna do something tomorrow? I have 130+ dollars to buy alcohol with that noone will miss (not even me, i forgot i had it). Moving on music is cool. Next year's courses will be great. Dom is in almost every one of my classes. HOURAY for collective slacking!!! Html is dumb....Danchan is dumb....This template is stupid. Everything has its own goddamn table.....Im too lazy to make my own template and too lazy to fix this one poo!. I am so wired! Wow i should be tired but im not *Runs around in circles* so who wants to get wasted???? I do....remember that 130+? well i already have two bottles of wine....plus another 130$ of booze and i will be happy forever (or at least a few days).....someone out there has to want to get wasted... *looks at darien*....im bored....
Jun 2004
So...
How crazy am I? A question quite a few people have been asking lately. The anwer? I don't know but probably very. However, since I won't be seing a shrink volountarily noone will know for sure. Do i have a personality disorder? guess. Am i manipulative, do i show different people different "me's". Theres no real answer to that, you see what you see. What i show, varys slightly from person to person, but generally I am me. And what you see, is based on what you persieve to be real and unreal about me. Do you have any buisness knowing? Nope. But according to my obervations, many of you (who dont even read this blog), think im crazy, or that i have a personality disorder or that im manipulating you. Well, if its that last one, i am, becuase people are easy to manpulate for the most part. But im not doing anything mean, im just being nozy so lighten up, its not like u push to hard.
Jun 2004
WOOT!
I maybe have a date tomorrow! WOOOT! I am so dumb! I am so dumb.....dubm....im to dumb to spell that right! I am so dumb. Gonna hopefully go see chronicles of riddick with her tomorrow, and if she has to do something else then i'll go with dave and adric. should be a good movie.
Jun 2004
Today....
was really weird. I spent last nite playing guitar and studying for music (the two go hand in hand), because i had a music exam today. When i got to school, my homeroom teacher reminded me that we had a field trip today. Wasted studying, and a peeved lesk how fun. Get to laurention, and i have to do the same thing i did last year, running long jump distance recording. To top it off, this really weird old guy named ulf (who reminded amanda and kristen of a perdophile rapist, and i'd have to say he fits the bill) kept being dumb.....he was weird. Music banquet should be interesting though, aslong as i dont have to dance all that much, and if theres no dancing then YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! i hate dancing, its so couple oriented, and im so not good at finding a partner. Hopefully there wont be to much dancing.
Jun 2004
Uber bored....and sick
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