And I said to God "Why Me?" and God said to me "Why Not?"

 
 
Music: Existentialism On Prom Night -Straylight Run 
 
O ME! O life!  
Of the questions of these recurring,  
Of the endless trains of the faithless,  
Of cities fill'd with the foolish,  
Of myself forever reproaching myself, (for who more foolish than I,  
and who more faithless?)  
Of eyes that vainly crave the light, of the objects mean, of the  
struggle ever renew'd,  
Of the poor results of all, of the plodding and sordid crowds I see  
around me,  
Of the empty and useless years of the rest, with the rest me  
intertwined,  
The question, O me! so sad, recurring-What good amid these,  
O me, O life?  
 
The Answer, that you are here. 
That life exists and identity,  
That the powerful play goes on,  
And you may contribute a verse.  
What will be your verse?

Feb 2005

Chopped Liver...

Ever feel like you're completly ignored? Like when you talk to people, they aren't talking to you, they're just thinking aloud to themselves. Like when you want to hangout with them, they can never find the time, because they dont make plans in advance, they're a last minute person. But as soon as anyone else asks, they're making plans in advance. Like when someone describe the type of person they like, and more or less describe you, but they see right through you. Or when you had plans with someone, but they forgot, and instead went to do something with someone else. Its not a good feeling. People seem to have and apathetic barrier between them and the everyone else, even I am guilty of it. Noone elses feelings matter, just your own, and what your actions cause someone else to feel are irrelevent. People can be so mean, most often without meaning it, but sometimes its out of some sick sense of the need for revenge. Through personal experience, I have found that revenge never seems to satisfy its own hunger. I don't think many people will read this, as i have made it most annoying to read my blog, which i have done on purpose, because some people were spamming it, and because I just felt like being annoying. I find theres no better mood lifter, than to bring someone elses mood down with you, even if only a temporary solution. And so this hyppocrite is gonna go to sleep

137997 | angryguitarfreak | 19:58 | 3 comments

Feb 2005

At the risk of being a conceited....

HUZZAH!!!!!!! *little tiny font* Subject to retraction at any time *end tiny little font*

136490 | angryguitarfreak | 13:19 | 1 comments

Where the good begins.-- Where the poor power of the eye can no longer see the evil impulse as such because it has become too subtle, man posits the realm of goodness; and the feeling that we have now entered the realm of goodness excites all those impulses which had been threatened and limited by the evil impulses, like the feeling of security, of comfort, of benevolence. Hence, the duller the eye, the more extensive the good. Hence the eternal cheerfulness of the common people and of children. Hence the gloominess and grief - akin to a bad conscience - of the great thinkers.

from Nietzsche's The Gay Science

136471 | angryguitarfreak | 8:26 | 0 comments