And I said to God "Why Me?" and God said to me "Why Not?"

 
 
Music: Existentialism On Prom Night -Straylight Run 
 
O ME! O life!  
Of the questions of these recurring,  
Of the endless trains of the faithless,  
Of cities fill'd with the foolish,  
Of myself forever reproaching myself, (for who more foolish than I,  
and who more faithless?)  
Of eyes that vainly crave the light, of the objects mean, of the  
struggle ever renew'd,  
Of the poor results of all, of the plodding and sordid crowds I see  
around me,  
Of the empty and useless years of the rest, with the rest me  
intertwined,  
The question, O me! so sad, recurring-What good amid these,  
O me, O life?  
 
The Answer, that you are here. 
That life exists and identity,  
That the powerful play goes on,  
And you may contribute a verse.  
What will be your verse?

Mar 2005

Baffled

You know, nothing baffles me more than the female mind. At times, it seems almost transparent, and in an instant it becomes opaque. For about the billionth time, I watched a good friend of mine be dumped by a complete jerk. Normally this is the part where the relationship ends; its not always so cut and dry, I've been there, but normally. There seems to be something about assholes though, they just have an allure (why don't I have this allure?). When an asshole uses a girl, she wants him back. I know it sucks, I know you want him back, hell I've been there. But when a girl says to me "Tell me what I can do to get him back" it means shes going to get used. He's gonna fuck you, and dump you, and you're gonna want him back again. I've seen it more times than I'd care to count. It happened again today. It was the 5th time, same guy and she knows she's being used. But she's head over heels for the guy. Every time I have to console, and give advice like 'find someone else' or 'hes not good enough for you' only to be ignored. It pisses me off to no end, and if that makes me an ass, I don't care. The only reason I keep talking to the wall, is because the other assholes piss me off more. I would really appriciate someone explaining to my, why after being played 5 times, she'd go back for more (i've only gone back for more once, and even that sucked). Anyway, heres to hoping that ricky is horribly maimed, and cannot speak, or move but is still alive, that way she wont be able to mourn him, but he'll be unable to pursue another fuckn'chuck endevor. *wishes*

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