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¤H.D.U poems | My Thoughts, £o₪εĐεv!£¤
Oct 2004
All But The Forgotten
Its walking up.
Walking down.
All over your spine.
And there’s no place
There’s no place… where you can hide,
Hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide, hide…
No one’s home
She’s all left alone
All but the forgotten;
All but the forgotten;
All but the smeared tears
As the black ink rolls
And her eyes left cold
She’s truly left alone …
All but her sacrilegious fears
The busy traffic
Chaotic roads
Though she waits in the shadows
The hallways forever cold
And there’s no place... no place
She calls home
Battered child
Of a pillared soul
The girl she once was
Is no longer 'cause
She stands all alone inside,
Side, side, side, side, side, side, side, side…
No one’s home
She’s all left alone
All but the forgotten;
All but the forgotten;
All but the smeared tears
As the black ink rolls
And her eyes left cold
She’s truly left alone …
All but her sacrilegious, sacrilegious
All but her feared tears...
Oct 2004
"Deep Down" (More Then You Know)
I need you more then you know
Needing you more then I can carry
Thinking I was invincible
That I could no longer cry
That I wouldn't need anything
Including Love.
I open my heart
Opening my eyes
To everything around me
I am no longer blind
I will never be subdued to it
Knowing its you that I see
Knowing that your there
_____Your there...
________for me.
Deep down I know
You mean more to me
More than I can possibly imagine
Now I know...
Its impossible to ignore
I care for you
Deep down I know
I love you
Deep down… down… down…
_____"I love you"
For every hurt you feel
I will take
For every turn of hate
I will erase
Fill it, share it..
I will always be there
Feel my hand in yours
I am always there
Your pain is mine
Bring it, for your love gives me strength
More then you know
It gives me unconditional power
To live through out my day
More then you know...
____More then you know...
Its hard to tell
The moment I found out
Was it the night I couldn't sleep
Thinking of you without a doubt
Its more then you know
How it makes me feel
How its you who's there
How its you who makes me smile
How its making me insane
How its so much more…
Its more then you know
____More then you can ever know
Cuz’ Its hidden away
_________Its hidden deep down
Oct 2004
the nat poem- by cailitin
nat had a cat
the cat was named pat
the cat was fat and sat on a mat
so nat hit the cat with a bat
and now the cat is flat
Oct 2004
Melted Candles
Staring at the stars above me
Listen'n to Brandy
I smile at the home movie
That’s playing in my eyes mind
Watching the girl
So innocent and pure
Smiling and playing
As she spins and twirls
Around her fair neck
Rests a single lace of pearls
The movie keeps playing
My rerun of The Early World
This girl once was
Started spinning again
Now all I can do
Is hold on to the thread of ten
As the hourglass slowly spills
The film grows old and begins to streak
Fading the little girl...
Who once stood so tall; so meek
Its the fallen rain
______the fallen wax...
____________of childhood memories
This girl cries her shame of black…
______Fearing everything;
____________She continues...
Blowing out the candles
______She wishes;
____________For the girl... she once knew...
Oct 2004
My Letter: "Who I am"
I never quite seem to know
Exactly… what this is
Or, more so… who I am
You never seem fixed on that
Always looking into my eyes
Only seeing… who I am
You’re the only one…
Who really knows the truth
You’re the only one that could
You see… who I am
I can be myself
The person who loves life
The child I once was… and still am
You’re the only one who sees me…
Who I am
So tell me what I’m made of
Speak to me as if I did not know
Just as if I wasn’t myself
Cuz' its hard to remember... when I lost…
Who I am
Oct 2004
Black Wish of Death
He's using all his powers to stay in her portal world
Him; holding her close, is slowly placing her down
Dropping her head gently on the soft pillow
For she is asleep and resting among the willow
Girl of endless hope; is blinded forever dark
Struck at the final hour of her lasting war
Her inner cut bleeds and she is left to waste away
This porcelain face... shall never see light of another day
Angel like figure, of desired hope
Lays rapped in a soft blanket, dreaming of yesterday
The still man, stands over her, like Death in his triumphant hour
Only to fall apart... under the hood... like an ancient greek tower
The soul of this man is tortured burnt
Never has he loved someone so dear as this woman
This angel like figure he had tried to save
And so... there he is left in today...
______broken down ______
__________________as a deomoned slave
Oct 2004
Barf Day
Yo Jessé
ITs ur barfday
rack'n it up G
Just like your Bambie
Kissin' ass is ur forté
Mother fock'n Eh?!
so happy barfday yo
you crazy bastard ho!
~*A Cailitin and Mel Poem*~
Oct 2004
So Little of All The Same
______"so many questions
______so little time
______is it my last
______is it my fall"
tomorrow; today
its never quite different
it blends together
its all the same
closing my eyes
letting the migraine in deep
never letting go
for it chooses to seep
the glass like face braces for the pain
with the blood shed eyes through the tape
it leaks into this sewer pond
so that I can never escape
I wonder if it'll ever go away
just leave me... alone to starve
will I be free; when I’m finally gone
what will be left of this bloody scar...
Oct 2004
Saved
Bring me to your place
Through the master mind of love’s holding bind
Beyond this time…
So I can kiss your face, your lips, your taste
So I can kiss you
Never to know times waste
Is it real? Your hand reaching mine
Listening to your voice
I ask is it all real?
Cuz’ I can hardly feel
When I’m riding on cloud nine
Thump again… over…
Over again
I cannot get out...
I cannot escape out of my mind
For I’m trapped in your eyes
Never to say any goodbyes
Cuz’ I’m always with you…
Ummmm… it feels right
My thoughts… only of you
Never letting you out of sight
Here come those beets again
Thump…
Thump, here I go…
Yo; I cannot escape; I cannot breathe out
I breathe in all your love
Yet I cannot breathe out
It stays there; there within me
All your love filled security
Hope, dreams, strength and all
Comes deep from the strumming fall
And saves me...
Ode to Peter - by Cailitin and SexKitten
Oh Peter Stanky
You are quite often cranky
I heared your small in the pants
Which would explain your aquward stance
Trying to hide your small wang
Dang!
Curly locks and funny stash
IS what makes you dash... ing
Oh peter! Your mom likes it up the ass
YO ASS!
Oh peter! your such a hoser!
A lanky skeleton POSER!
BUT WE still LUV YOU
We think of you as our little peter!
Quote: LIttle
IN THE PANTS
Don't fret, little skeletron..
But you'll never be as kewl as Cailtron!
and mel...lawn!
Oct 2004
The Morning Swan
Pounding in her throat is her soul ignite
Reborn in overwhelming soars
Finally awake, from her slumber
She is alive for the first and forever
She has matured into a golden swan
Extending her long feathered crown
And to her saviour prince
…She was found
He, the one, who unleashed the broken egg;
Of its manifesting and troubled mind
Allows her wings to span
As the morning sun to rise
With all of its colour and all of its brilliance
She writes to the clouds
And the souls of symphony
With her eyes so close, to the white pure infinity
The dawn light, caresses her face
Knowing that her breathless rays
Of roses bourn
Will bloom throughout Eternity’s forlorn
Webbed Roads
The imminent via before you and me
Grant the, was a path
A danger zone with hidden signs
For wherever I was;
This place hung winding webs
Torturing me with its adhesive venom
To Them, I am no more than pray
Breaking apart, the hero stranded inside
With their threatening claws over me
They turn away with shattering fears
Leaving me to rot…
Into my unnatural corps
Among these deserted streets
Hang many lament sirens
Where the changing lanes
Have turned to miss
And so… never to carry
Bumps and turns; dead ends and more
To be lost in
And to loose myself.
Before You
_________I did not live
I merely walked upon this empty street we call life
My body caring nothing but soulless treasures
The Well... by Cailitin
hey mel
your so swell
please dont fall in a well
if you would it would be hell
because the well would smell
the end
Breath In... by Pat Sauve
Steal my air
Make It hard to breath
Paint your name
Accross my heart
Smile again for me
Make it hard to breath
Shake my world
Finish my incomplete
Take my hand
Make it hard to breath
Live in my fantasy
Dream in my reality
Stand still don't move
Close your eyes
Don't even speak
Your voice
Take me
To a place
Where I canot breath
Your kiss
So soft
Makes it so
I don't have to breath