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Jan 2005

Ashes Fall

Why does my mind escape my dreams?
And then I’m alone.
The only time I’m petrified
My enemy is my own

These dreams become night-terrors
Only visiting while tears roll on by
Inkblots surround me
On my face and in my mind

I picture a girl next to me
Hair as thin as essence within
Its’ blackness revolving her
Still is everything she is

That world is like a mirror
Killing herself in the unreal
Starring back at her reflection
Both worlds impeding her to feel

I look at the girl, only I’m blind
My eyes gone through stitches sewn
Her face still resides perfectly clear
A blank ghostly pale all skin and bone

These hands deformed in years
Slowly rise upon the glass
As touch becomes solitude
She is no more; but fallen sand
Forever known as fallen ashes

134656 | lonedevil | 21:37 | 0 comments

Jan 2005

Behind The Glass

Worry in silence
Knowing blank thoughts
Unable to hear yours
Within stain glass

Scared to be alone
That your mind steals you from me
That I’m not enough
For you, for your needs

Blind to the solutions
Deaf in all challenge
See me, the transparency
Behind your eye in your mind

Blocking my thoughts through headphones
As you listen to empty words under yours
Enabling questions of self-doubt
To contemplate our lives in disbelief

Leading you in drifted lands
To leave behind love and lust
Leaving me alone again
Under this broken glass

133412 | lonedevil | 11:33 | 0 comments