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¤H.D.U poems | My Thoughts, £o₪εĐεv!£¤
Dec 2005
intranced. in a new conception.
.
Dec 2005
My Child
I'm disappearing for a reason
I'm fading away... to give this a say of Remembrance
no man's land found a job today
River stick men just pulling me in
Walking down the streets
Where we laid down our feet
Yeah... I'm disappearing for a reason
It's not like you can hear me
So none stop feeling,
down and out falling
Yet still
I remember
Working for this mad man of pleasure sands
My pebbles waste away; making their way to an end
Destruction lying ahead; for this feild faded child
What is now left; is the death mark in denial
But I remember
no man's land found a job today
River stick men just pulling me in
Living for a path inside the wall
Recked out from the ball and chain
Passing out from my tortured sailing
I'm just a girl, lost without translation
But still I remember
I'm disappearing for a reason
Dec 2005
A Pest
Don't forget
Who you are
Don't forget
Rage and Love
Sometimes the water breaks
Sometimes I drown in lakes
But I keep comming up
So I lie dead awake
Making sure I'm alive
I drown in wakes
Making sure I'm breathing
I fold my map in keep sake
I walk this way
For my soul to stay
And I'm still here
Killing the day
Dec 2005
Before I Go
I would erase my name
If it broke on through
If I say one more thing
I might just get to you
I would hide away
If I could stay in my room
But for now I'll just sing my tune
So i'll pull this trigger
Let it squeeze tight
Make sure its me not you
Sounds fake. so I let it go
Im sorry now. But at least you know
Some things dont last
Even when you need it most
Its life and death
rolled into one
A mistake
That you Cant defend
A heartbreak
From your highschool friend
A dream
That was good and bad
But your sad
Cuz the good dont last
And your mad
Cuz they can't understand
This thing.
that eats you inside
This thing.
impossible to hide.
me.you.gone.
my chest lies dead
under my cloak and breast
under this vale i've kept
where no one else has slept
no matter what i've done
to keep my lungs from wrongs
i fall out. mess up. and keep spitten out
it's what i've done
it's what gets me gone
it's letting go.
when you're too far left.
i'm in the middle from right but damn
cant believe how you smuggled me
and damn
cant believe how i miss your kisses oooou
cant believe how i wish this over
boo? been a long time
since i heard it spoken
boo? doesn't it seem forever broken
i guess it was my turn to be held frozen
but do you think so yes.
you might not hurt more then you say more.
but dont' you know about this test?
just say more. t'ill you understand more.
but i wont. cuz too many factors.
not enough greens with the reds.
because you break another piece off.
and you let off, a sentimental bullshit
that i cant hear.
so its ups and downs i fear
for me again .. over hear
its time to see the music
and feel the pain
love will come back again
so no going back.
no showing face.
no letting it win.
no pressuring.
because i am in a cosmic universe
my heart yearning for a long escape
i sit. i rhyme. i meditate.
and its my heart broken that i portray
so its one nudge to the left again
Green Day songs up and send
Through my eyes do they bleed
for their hearts once again
No More Hate: I need to write (sorry) Just need to think
in and out
i know what you must think
but you don't know what this is
i might yell, i might kick and scream
but you dont know what this is
i might sound phsychotic
and you probably hate this
but this isn't me
i am a drone, living for short days
because i need something more
i need a hand to hold
i need a breath of fresh air
but i sink down deep and get lost in the fog
because of this, because of the life a led
it might be worse, but it can get better
at least now i know the real world
at least now, i'm not afraid to get hurt
because of this, because of the way i cared
its something real, like emptiness now
without it, i wouldn't be alive
just need to find it again
to live in the light again