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¤H.D.U poems | My Thoughts, £o₪εĐεv!£¤
Mar 2006
all around the bay and back
i understand the reasons
i understand the wrongs
i understand the beginnings
i understand the songs
i went to work for a nation
i bled the cold and ceiling
i found the mockery building
i heard a child once laughing
i drove the nail in deeper
i proved. i escaped your fingers
and now i know the truth
it was all about you until
the missing profile left me
becoming the rents picking line
i forgot the reason
trying to hold on
still living in a child's messed up way
to what she store inside
yet filling her day
she does something real
with all her sorries untamed
crying out loud to her ignorant lays
she sees her mistakes
but fears to let go
only can one day kill
another away so slow
but she'll keep holding on
with a true love by her side
treading a water
she found too well high
a girl. in a world. of lost hopes and dreams.
she at least sees a future.
the only one. and him.
so perfect in the moments
so far from younger pride
be true to a pact so forgiving
and love so unrulling
it favours beauty kisses
and friendly behaviour.
trust in unholly powers
guiding our lasting fathers
making peace with the resting brothers
and judging mothers
we are the kids of a world of equality
just finding out
the payment when you finally see
the world and its beauty
Mar 2006
building a new view
Know thy formalities.
Know an old friend.
Know a changing moment.
And Two and Then.
salutation. from a nation.
in disguise
pleased and thank you. have you met him.
abord a bright filled sky.
no i havent. left a marker.
proud to be the beauty statue.
no i havent. been. dear mother.
too hurt to love another.
it was you and him forever
it was you. no doubt a lyer.
it was you that fed the lies
it was you a pounding headache.
it was him being louder
then you holding wrongs
both tired of pure laughter
and damaging songs
you went to work
you went to work
no. you didnt mean to finish
no. you didnt yell stop
no. there was no reason
for Pepsi to spill and drop
Coca-Cola products
now here to stay
Coca-Cola products
found in everyday
Behind a lonely child
Behind a walk to school
Behind an old man
Who earlier saved you
Broken. Bandaged. and Sold.
This world speaks clear to you.
You found another. Got Right. GO TRUE.
just saying you peeled easy.
just saying you went queezy.
heard you found a way out tho
unconventional and pleasing.
but no way out now.
from a broken cup.
only to slither in between
a kid scared shut. and cut.
deep down to find the you and him
brought attention lack of affection
leaked out by sin
you held the other so close.
and barred fences around me.
if i had chances to repeat it.
id scream louder and fead it.
into your throats and faces.
down. so close to your masks.
with a cold. cave. click.
killing your values right on task
with a shoot. stained daughter.
still sailing away.
xCross the door and valley
xCross to the old and bitter
xCross to your thoughts unholly
xCross to your neighbours' folly
Battered chair and tattered hearts.
Understand the Unnecessary
And continue to love and bury
the forgotten. cold. and hungry
so heres to better joys in life.
ill sing my song for you.
i forgot my dementia.
but ill remember the days proved.
a world of open windows.
but still it brought me along.
just thinking of pillars.
i'll have it ring around.
and build my character deeper.
along a sound in tune.
seeing my voice sweater.
in sections and in health.
ill make hearts of us all.
stopping this now.
forever and always.
ending this
N
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Mar 2006
Lessons .
sorry witholds the jailhouse glory
never meant to break this unsailed story
followed closely to the end of pleases
nothing left but a mock soar sleasing
waiting for a girl worth knowing
seeing a guy chances more in cloathing?
no. maybe yes. i digress, id like to think again...
hearing a sound, more out loud,speak of that again...
i see him, so unique and fully so to speak
so silly and profound , he gets me in around
so close to the ground, down town, on a bus, in a hurry
just listen up, screaming louder, is my fuery
so closlely to deranged
to wear this rhyming foul unquenched,
to the test of knowlege's finest best
I let it die
let it go
let it breathe in and let it slow
let it sink in. that im just one.
let it be. that. what it may
let it breathe in just another
so you fill your eyes with hate
..
let it mold you. to the bottom.
let it feed you. to the lake.
let it change you like no other
so you come back a little late
Mar 2006
Trick Bombing
i live in a shoe, and theres no way out?
i keep burning asside more the folding hours
not knowing why the killed two hit tours
i keep pestering my left brain to fill the power
till theres nothing left of this, way out
ill breathe in the morning's air and find a better route
till theres nothing left of this, two way stop
ill hold on tight so we end up on top
why am i here?to whitness the end of nothingness
this fortitude, i must prevail
yet still... i fall empty to this mock-car fuelled story
where i sail into the abiss-amal fairy
nothing is, not a stone or tragedy
not this feeling i have followed or boken
can make or brake what i've finally swallowed
or grab my attention defficit desorder
jab me down into my throat in ord3r
to see the world clearly, in its glory and fawly
in understanding what got poor molly
to find what it is, that brings me back
in order to fill what i lack
and making sure i aint wack
i bring it fat, wreckin the chance i got,
so sleek and bare, is my two way radio
to my head, heart and whatever else i start
damn if i aint, damn if i keep
damn if im me, damn if i let sleep
damn if i stop, damn if i go
damn if i say.. d'man is the damn 'n ho'
so thats my everyday
seeing the black, white and red
knowing the world is widlely known
to be stuck - silly string in bed
so keep it commin
till im ready to let go
i'll iLL my way to the top
i'll blow the shocks off your rooftop
countin the change that i got
never kissing a cop
sittin at a stop sign block
but he'll feel what i got
when i stare at his cock - and bullshit
makin my way through the police foundation
ill cock and pull it
till im done with'em
ill show them more then some of em'
can ever sense or bare it
...
Mar 2006
---> i hate writing... i rather just LEAVE!!! GO AWAY!! TRAVEL!! DO WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT!!
---> maybe one day?
change this wreck
waiting... for something to grab me..
waiting ... for a chance of redemption ---
... wanting ... to leave myself behind...
... wanting to be set free...
against yourself
against this thing
against this youth
that breaks its wings
under it all
under its faith
under the lies
of everyday
Mar 2006
Underground Prevails
Dear Mr whatshisface
I can remember
No. Mr whatshisface
I do not surrender
If forgiveness is given.. mr face it
Might we all breathe sick and ill
mr. fake it, If love is in heaven
Do we all burn here in hell
I can remember
all the times
i poored my soul inside
numb like paint to pavement
i left rolling outside
no i cannot surrender
no. not this time
reflection standing still
in this rain faded mind
known as friend
barred indoors by cops
no i cannot surrender
behind pointed lies
proud to say no
in the symbol you wore
proud to stand up
for the right
to say yes
to defend what it is
you and i believe lives
even in colors
in screaming dreams
in ends that were
and tunes that seam
endlessly burning
my soul feared fowl
in a time of our own
left burning,
end this pain of guns and fire
end the proud, snugg on riches
end this fear of letting go
end all labels, preventing love
end the war we continue to feed
end it please.
now facing the night
we see the changing light
of lighters, following a sound
that speaks the language of soul
baring the name of music
our nation's anthem breaks song
unspoken to the world
never feared to be realized
or unheard of
this is the underground
comming back up
ruckus on live, living alive
and throwing it up
wheels spinning tight
a noose around my neck
and where am i left
but burried umongst the dead
Mar 2006
a place of youth and heck
A night is trying to break free
and now is the time for you to breathe
Waking down the alley, cold
Fog surrounding the empty hole
that was left of you and me
No i never meant to be this way
I tried to let you in on the plan
That I'll continue to make mistakes
Until im ready to get old and die
why was it my fault to fade
when you screamed at me to let go
was it me who pealed away
or peared too close to the emptiness inside
so i go.
no where so far.
yes again. i go nowhere.
but feeling a second place.
against your thoughts and dreams
im the girl of a sensless existance
setting your family in worse condition
im the foul and meal
for each rabbit foot
older. girl. still making it work
after a plastic day
in a plastic world
but i'll forgive her
Feeling Like A French Fry
Read me my rights again
I didnt get the first part
Was it the thought of solem regret
Some may think of you against
Prison folded you twice and then
Filmed, neglected, and punished ohh
Why were those the factors left
Functioning seconds in the war
Bleeding a thunderous sound in definite
against yourself
against it all
you again follow your sound
not knowing why it were true
that a fake was inside you
and your father hear's your call
while your mother sings along
its nothing out of place
its when ignorance is a bliss
like when life couldnt get, any fuckin beter then this
its life entertwined
basically messed inside it all
what the hell
break me out inside this shell
go!
hey.
some think me as moments caused
not rightly folded or perfectly bruised
well we all know what to do with them hoodlems
do .do dododo .. do do dododo do. do.
goodnight