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Just the Thoughts of a Mani2lin Wannabe
"Home"
Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home
Home- Michael Buble
last modified Mar 30, 2005 at 7:50
A is for Age: 15... but I'll be 16 soon!! (okay, well, maybe 5 months isn't soon, but hey, i can wish, can't i?)
B is for Booze: .. I don't drink.. but if I did it would be Beer or Smirnoff Ice
C is for Career: student/Kickin' Mule Ranch Trail Guide/Stablehands/Secretary
D is for Dad’s Name: Doug... wow, Amazing Awesome Alliteration!
E is for Essential items to bring to a party: Food, Music, Friends, Food
F is for Favorite song at the moment: oh man.. Cigaro- System of a Down, Trip-Hedley, Crazy In Love- Eminem, Blood to Bleed- Rise Against..there's more
G is for great friends: Jamie, Cort, Maddy, Jen, Micky, Regs, Marie, K8, Andrew, Lindz,
H is for Hometown: Providence Bay, Manitoulin Island
I is for Instruments you play: piano, clarinet, alto sax, flute, trumpet
J is for Jam or Jelly that you like: Strawberry or Grape Jelly
K is for Kids: Want them someday, two of them... maybe even just one...
L is for Living arrangements: Hellhole, and HOME! Mani2lin babyyy!
M is for Mom’s name: Sharon
N is for Name of car you drive: (I'm changing this) N is for Name of car you WILL drive: Mazda RX8, Ford Mustang, Mazda Miota, or Honda S2000
O is for Overnight hospital stays: nope! *crosses fingers* let's keep the trend
P is for phobia(s): Being Alone, some Darkness (depending on situation)
Q is for Quote you like: Never let a fool kiss you, and never let a kiss fool you.
R is for Relationship that lasted the longest: It's ongoing... 11 months on friday *thumbs up*
S is for Siblings: 2, Hellchild 1 (Kaitlin) Hellchild 2 (Carter)
T is for Time you wake up: 7:30-7:45 
U is for Unique trait: umm, I'm a chicken?
V is for favorite Vegtable: I don't like vegtables in general, but Carrots/Potatoes r my favs.
W is for Worst trait: Whiny-ness, Chicken-ness, Stupidity
X is for X-rays: of my teeth!
Y is for yummy food you make: Cookies, Grilled Cheeze
Z is for zodiac sign: Scorpio
Firsts:
Job: Kicking Mule Ranch
First screen name: Ky
First funeral: my Baba's (Great Grandmother)
First pet:Fish.. but then I had a hamster, and a bunny, and more fishies!
First piercing: ears
First tattoo: I got a dolphin that washed off like, 3 days later!
First credit card: none
First enemy: Annegret Henniger
First favorite musician: N'Sync!
First Love: I think it was Michael...
Lasts:
Last car ride: Back to home from nana's!
Last kiss: Frum my baby, b4 I left
Last movie watched: The Ring or Wrong Turn
Last phone call: Jamie... called him yesterday to wake him up
Last time showered: I swam yesterday, adn swam today.. but I showered yesterday too
Last CD played: An MP3 cd with aLL my moOzik on it
Now:
Single or Taken: Taken 
Birthday: November 9th (yeah that's right! sweet sixteen baby! Woot!)
Hair color: Brownish-Blondish... It'll get lighter once i'm home for the summer
Eye color: Baby Blue, Light Pink
Shoe size: 8 1/2 Womens
Height: *shrugs*, shorter than everyone but cort
Right now where are you: in my bedroom
Wearing: a red tshirt and my capris pjs!
Drinking: nothing
Thinking about: Home... my baby.. WONDERLAND ON SUNDAY!, Exams, Studying, and BED! 
You're the ink to my paper
Where my pen is to my pad
The moral, the very fiber
The whole substance to my rap.
You are my reason for being
The meaning of my existence
If it wasn't for you
I would never be able to spit this
As intence I do and the irony
Is you rely on me as much
as I rely on you to inspire me like you do.
You provide me the lighter fluid to fuel my fire
You're my entire supply
Gas, the match, the igniter.
The only way that I am able to stay so stable
Is you're the legs to my table
If you were to break I'd fall on my face.
But I'm always going to make you feel
I don't need you as much as I really need you
So you don't use it to your advantage.
But you're essential to me
You're the air I breathe
I believe if you ever leave me
I'd probably have no reason to be.
You are the Kim to my Marshall
You're the Slim to my Shady
The Dre to my Eminem
The Elaina to my Hailey.
You are the word I am looking for when
I'm trying to describe how I feel inside
And the right one just won't come to my mind.
You're like the pillar that props me up
The beam that supports me
The bitch who never took half,
The wife who never divorced me.
You're like the root to my evil
You let my devil come out me
And no matter how much
Too much is never enough
Maybe cuz we're crazy in loooooove
Crazy In Love- Eminem
You love to love and don't care who knows.
Sometimes you go over board but sometimes it's
not always a good over board. You believe in
the love at first sight deal but sometimes
that's not always good.
How much do you love? GOOD PICS
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 It's may long weekend! *yay*! *Jumps wildly around flipping and yelling for no aparent reason!* I'm working! *Jumps around more* I get to go home! *does backflip*. ^_^ Tee hee. love you all
You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
What's wrong with being selfish?
1. Post the names of 20 musicians.
2. See who can guess which is your favorite song by each.
3. Once someone guesses right, bold that row and include the song.
*Gives up and Posts*
1. Avril Lavigne- Fall to Peices
2. Kelly Clarkson- Gone
3. Simple Plan- I'd Do Anything
4. Sarah McLaughlin- Angel
5. Eminem- Rain Man or Evil Deeds
6. Norah Jones- Come Away with Me or Sunrise
7. Martina McBride- This One's For the Girls or Concrete Angel
8. Van Morrison- Brown Eyed girl
9. Akon- Lonely or Don't let up or Ghetto
10. Michael Buble- This one SUMONE should have gotten... *Home*
11. Tim McGraw- Live Like you Were Dying
12. Hoobastank- The Reason Steeev
13. Shawn Mullins- Lullaby
14. Lindsay Lohan- I Decide or Over
15. Meat Loaf- Paradise by the Dashboard Light Rega (in class)
16. Shania Twain- Don't Steeev
17. Edwin McCain- I'll be Steeev (But there's another one too...)
18. Brand New- Sic Transit Gloria... Glory Fades Steeev
19. Switchfoot- This is Your Life
20. Celine Dion- It's All Comming Back to ME Now
I knew I loved you when there was NOTHING you could do to make me want to leave you. But then you did everything to test my love, and now, I feel myself drifting away. Maybe I'm not as strong as you need me to be...
Finally, a real post. Yes, this doens't happen often, as i am rather busy. You know, tending to the boyfriend and all . But all in all, it's been ok. Skool sucks, is long dull and iritating. and i just want to go home, but what else is new. How is everyone else? What is new and exciting?
When you love someone - you’ll do anything
You’ll do all the crazy things that you can’t explain
You’ll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone
You’ll deny the truth - believe a lie
There’ll be times that you’ll believe you can really fly
But your lonely nights - have just begun
When you love someone
When you love someone - you’ll feel it deep inside
And nothin else can ever change your mind
When you want someone - when you need someone
When you love someone...
When you love someone - you’ll sacrifice
You’d give it everything you got and you won’t think twice
You’d risk it all - no matter what may come
When you love someone
You’ll shoot the moon - put out the sun
When you love someone
Don't... don't you wish we tried?
Do you feel what I feel inside?
You know our love is stronger than pride... oh
No don't... don't let your anger grow
Just tell me what you need me to know
Please talk to me, don't close the door
Hmmm, 'cause I wanna hear you
I wanna be near you
Don't fight, don't argue
Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry
Just let me love you
Don't turn me away
Don't tell me to go
Don't!... Don't give up on trust
Don't give up on me, on us
If we could just hold on long enough
Hmmm, we can do it
We'll get through it
Don't fight, don't argue
Just give me the chance to say that I'm sorry
Just let me love you
Don't turn me away, don't tell me to go
Don't pretend that it's okay
Things won't get better that way
Don't do something you might regret someday...
Don't!
Don't give up on me
Hmm, Don't!
(We can do it) We'll get through it
Don't fight, don't argue
Just give me the chance to say that I'm sorry
Just let me love you
Don't turn me away, don't tell me to go
Don't! (Don't fight dont argue)
Don't give up on me
(Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry)
Say that that I'm sorry
(Just let me love you)
Don't give up on me
(Don't turn me away)
Don't tell me to go
Don't!
(Don't fight don't argue)
Don't give up on me
(Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry)
Say that that I'm sorry
(Just let me love you)
Dont give up on me
(Don't turn me away)
Don't tell me to go...
Don't- Shania Twain
hey you guys! check out my personal webpage! i'm so proud of it lol http://spaces.msn.com/members/mani2linchik/
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers
- Like Toy Soldiers, Eminem
well...another week CLOSER TO CHRISTMAS VACATION! lol *yes!* is anyone else looking forward to it as much as me??  i'm going home! YAY! lol. anyways...yes..this week went by very fast. well...thats for me anyways. from what i've heard, it was kinda shitty for others.
for those of who i haven't made listen to it yet http://www.purevolume.com/afterthink/ . Afterthink is the name of theband, and the members are friends of mine from the island. I think they're amazing. and i love their music. My Fall is awesome...but Best Catch has more meaningful lyrics for me anyways. but yeah...so listen...enjoy...lemme no wut u think. umm..there is a show december 19th in Coppercliff at some point..let me know if you're interested on details and i can get them for you. so yeah...
 am i allowed to hate someone? ok, good. cuz i do. OMG this girl on my volleyball teamm...don't even get me freakin started. well, seeing as this is about the only place i can say what i want (with caution being taken..no names are being mentionned) there are SOME people who NEED TO KEEP THEIR GOD DAMN MOUTHS SHUT because they don't know what the hell they're talking about. don't yell at me, i'm not out of rotation. don't tell me what to do, you don't move ur god damn feet to the ball, so i'll get it. JEEZ! ok...pheuf...i'm done. must be off. gotta get ready 4 the variety show. ttyl!
*hugs 2 all*
P.S. Dan, you're *GOD!* lol ur amazing! and Angel, you're amazing too!! love you both
This poem totally grabbed my by the heart. i love it so so much..it's awesome. Danny, ur amazing.
~The Drawing In My Heart~
Alone in the dark,
Sketching at night.
Everyday a small struggle,
My own personal fight.
I’m waiting on a message,
Just to hear from you.
A meaningless little chat,
But so important to me too.
Mixed signals are flying,
I don’t know exactly what to do.
You seem to be running,
But I know you care too.
I want to be your knight,
I want to slay your dragons too.
I don’t consider myself a fighter,
But I’d fight to the end for you.
I find myself wondering,
Asking questions as well.
Because you’re working things out,
And it’s hard I can tell.
I can’t always have been there,
But I can try to understand.
I don’t ask you to put it on me,
But I offer my shoulder, and a helping hand.
But as for tonight,
In the shadows I stall.
Wondering with tender heart,
If this is right at all.
I am afraid to hurt you,
I don’t want to cause you harm.
I just want you to be here,
I want you on my arm.
You have no idea,
You couldn’t understand.
You make my heart fly,
And I don’t want to land.
I’ll be here waiting,
Cause you’re worth it you see.
It doesn’t matter how you see it,
You’re beautiful to me.
I’m sketching the lines,
Shading it ever so light.
Can I convey these feelings truly?
Can I make this just right?
- Cr0magnus, 2004
muahahaha! lol my computer is back and in PERFECT running order! nothing was lost! haha Daworte (duh-wort-ay) is the most amazing person... andi haven't even met him b4!! lol! anyways...i'm doing the rounds...reading blogs...talk to all later!
Who doesn't know what I'm talking about
Who's never left home, who's never struck out
To find a dream and a life of their own
A place in the clouds, a foundation of stone
Many precede and many will follow
A young girl's dream no longer hollow
It takes the shape of a place out west
But what it holds for her, she hasn't yet guessed
[Chorus:]
She needs wide open spaces
Room to make her big mistakes
She needs new faces
She knows the high stakes
She traveled this road as a child
Wide eyed and grinning, she never tired
But now she won't be coming back with the rest
If these are life's lessons, she'll take this test
[Repeat Chorus]
She knows the high stakes
As her folks drive away, her dad yells, "Check the oil!"
Mom stares out the window and says, "I'm leaving my girl"
She says, It didn't seem like that long ago
When she stood there and let her own folks know
[Repeat Chorus]
She knows the high stakes
She knows the high stakes
She knows the high stakes
She knows the high stakes
Wide Open Spaces - The Dixie Chicks
Freakin awesome song! old, but good . made me think of home... haha definitly wide open spaces
ahh the joys of couple-hood.   i don't know whether to love it or to hate it. oh well. there are surprizes around every corner i guess..
I'd Do Anything
By Simple Plan
Another day is going by
I'm thinking about you all the time
But you're out there
And I'm here waiting
And I wrote this letter in my head
'Cuz so many things were left unsaid
but now you're gone
And I can't think straight
This could be the one last chance
To make you understand
I'd do anything
Just to hold you in my arms
To try to make you laugh
Somehow I can't put you in the past
I'd do anything
Just to fall asleep with you
Will you remember me?
'Cuz I know I won't forget you
Together we broke all the rules
Dreaming of droping out of school
And leave this place
to never come back
So now maybe after all these years
If you miss me have no fear
I'll be here
I'll be waiting
This could be the one last chance to make you understand
And I just can't let you leave me once again
I close my eyes
And all I see is you
I close my eyes
I try to sleep I can't forget you
nanana (...)
And I'd do anything for you
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
There's nothing I won't do
I'd do anything
To fall asleep with you
I'd do anything
'Cuz I know I won't forget you
Jamie's gone hunting...lol it's been far too long since i've seen or heard from him. and btw...love this song!
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Can you tell me now? if yes, what was it?
15. What is your honest opinion of me?
It's amazing how we fear we may be
It's from ourselves we so often run
Abandon fear and consequence of heartbreak
Expose the truth and give yourself to love
~Jc Chasez- Build My World
Don't cry little angel,
Your heart is in good hands.
You'll go the distance,
You'll travel distant lands.
Cheer up little angel,
Your tears will soon disappear.
You'll kill the pain and stand
With out fear.
Don't run little angel,
I won't let you down.
With my caress, and all the faith,
You'll forget how to frown.
Keep standing little angel,
Because I won't let you fall.
Believe it, I was there with
Just one call.
Don't hide little angel,
There's no need to conceal.
Don't fear what your thinking,
Don't fear what you feel.
Just sing little angel,
Let heaven hear the voice it made.
Your melody is strong,
Your harmony won't fade.
You can laugh little angel,
You just don't forget.
Laughing heals the soul,
No one's proven me wrong yet.
So smile little angel,
Release your beauty from within.
Destroy the past,
Let the future begin.
So don't cry little angel,
Because you can already see.
You can always and forever,
Forever count on me.
~Cr0magnus October 2004
Hey dan...sry i had 2 move this, but i kinda like a change now and then. i love the poem! and it's gunna stay on the site .... hope ur ok /w that...
you know how sometimes you feel like ur gonna fall apart when u get sick with the flu? well, mono is wayyyyy worse! you fall asleep in the weiredest times (like hen at your laptop) you can't swollow anything other than liquids. anyways...b4 i drop this, i'm going 2 go. keep me updates as to wats going on 
ok, now i'm mad. you guys, this means war. that damn vikingvoice is going down. DOWN! hes not going to get away with this. no.
ahhh...so good to be home! . you know, even tho i can hardly breathe, and i can barely swollow ~inpain~ the apple i am currently choking down because i'm so hungry, haha everything is as good as i could possibly be! home is beautiful... all the leaves have changed colors and theres wild reds, oranges, yellows...we even saw sum funky purples! haha its' pretty kool. so far, the hottub has been 104-108 degrees every nite (perfect 4 soaking ), jamie has been here everyday, and for once, my sibblings aern't driving me nuts! . ohh, and i got to drive my friends car last ntie. haha...ohh..its fun! lol. anyways...thers jus a lil update frum the mani2lin. missin u all  c ya later! *waves* *smiles uncontrolably*
(in case u haddn't noticed...danny fixed my template. it's beautful. thnx danny luv yah )
yea...well...i feel stupid now. i no i whine, and complain, and stuff... but i figure that i'll be a lot happier once i whine and complain, than if i were to keep it all bottled up. BUT ANYWYAS! yes, marie HA! lol see i knew i coudl go a whole practise without talking to Hartley! lol muahaha! ohh...power! i did it! *does a lil dance * i did it i did it! lol. anyways..ok that moment's over now. anyways...
camp...friday...*does a lil jig* oh so happy!
REGS!!! STOP CHEWING DAMMIT!
Danny...i still have ur coat. my mom laughed at me. lol she says it smells good...but i dont' smell anything.... humm...lol. i think it smells like mr. noodles personally. which is good lol. but neways...so yea i like it! lol.
oh...btw...the new blog template is the SHiZ NiT! lol. i love it good job good job..ur amazing! . anyways..signing out for now...moer later.
i need out. i want my camp. i hate this. i'm so overwhelmed but i don't even know why!!
"Nobody's Home"
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah
SHE NEEDS 2 GO HOME!
I feel bad cuz i'm like the last person in the world rite now that needs 2 be complaining, but i'm seriously going to go insane. this city suffocates me. i can't breathe here. my mom asked me today if my stomach was just upset because i was missing jamie so much... and it got me thinking that i think that i'm ust utterly unhappy here. and i wish i could be happy, i really do. On the surface i'm happy. but deep down...something's missing. i hope that you guys don't take this personally, cuz believe me if i ever move to the island it'll be the hardest thing that i'll haev to do, because i love you guys so much. but seriously...i hope it happens so that i can be happy... i want us all to be happy...
haha ahh..thats better. i want to go home . lol i will survive...a 4 day weekend is in store for me well, at least some ppl *coughcough REGAN! coughcough* are at least starting to calm down a bit. danny, hun, u need to eat soemthing. regs, u need sleep. marie, hun, i haven't talked to u in forever.. QUIT DISSAPPEARING WITH LEX @ LUNCH EVERYDAY!! we liek seeing you too!!! . sry...i had a moment. but ANYWAYS! lol.
i have a sore bum and a craving for chicken noodle soup. wow...i think i'm going half nuts! lol. oh well. horseback riding was fun this weekend. I WANT BO!!!!! . but now bobby's not going 2 sell him to me . oh well. i'll get him *shakes fist* if it's the last thing i do! lol. anyways...going 2 read more blogs and comment more...more posts frum me later. love all of you.
ahh...hello everyone.
yes, i am back in the world of blogs. i'm going to try to keep it updated...and danny says that he'll help me fix it up to make it perdy . *grins*...ahh...what would the world do without danny? lol. well, i'll tell you one thing...i would completely fucked when i came to my laptop...lol ahh..he's saved my life sooo amny times. lol wow..i'm going on a danny rant. *shakes fist* feel special danny lol!
anywyas! yes, i'm going 2 continue blogging later lol. blogging. i like that word lol. blogging. ahahahaha. oh god...i need sleep. goodnite.
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