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aloha!
I'll try to write in English, but my actual language is Dutch, so forgive me my mistakes please 
yesterday was my birthday! i'm 19 years old now and i absolutely don't feel like 19... i feel 16 ! or at least i feel like i expected i would feel when i would be 16
mm nevermind
and next year i'll turn 20, oh my god that sounds old
i bet i'll have a depression when i'm 30
i'll buy clothes for teenagers, trying to be young again,try to use 'cool' words and date a guy that just graduated
when i'm 40 i'll get a facelift and have an affaire with a sexy hotelboy a picked up on a trip to Gambia
and when i'm 50, maybe i'll have accepted that i'm not 19 anymore
hmm i should stop thinking about those things and think about how i have to find a new boyfriend
i dumped the last one 4 months ago and i reaaaallly want a new one
however... i actually don't have time for a boyfriend
my exams start in less than a month and i still have to study 1800 pages, that's like 60 a day
maybe i'll find a boyfriend on a festival this summer
i promised myself the next one would have to be REALLY pretty
pff
i'm going to study
last modified Apr 29, 2002 at 5:02
hmm in that case i'm sometimes 4 (yesterday i found a tape where i'm playing hide and seek with some girl, well euhm i'm still the same)
and sometime mm 16 or so
but i felt really old yesterday, i was really pissed off because i didn't get much birthdaycards, all my friends have sent me a message on my mobile but that doesn't count so i was the whole day nagging about the technical evolution that spoils it for everyone
but thanks anyway! )
Hi,
Anyway ..Happy Belated Birthday..Sweet 19
if you think you are old, than you are..
if you think you are young,than you are..
and so on....
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