~Shar's bio~
Nicknames - Shar
B~day - if you dont know, then i'm not going to tell you
Gender - female
Zodiac - virgo
Chineese zodiac - dragon
Fave color - blue
Fave place to be - Winnipeg/ NYC
Hobbies - working, playing guitar, and writing poetry
Fave quote-"you can close your eyes to reality, but not to memory"-Stainslaw
E-Mail - shar_b_16@hotmail.com
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CHOKE
this strange big world is disasterous, and hazardous to me, keeps trying to swollow the air around, making unfriendly silences, you sleep and you sink till you hit rock bottom and you choke, that hit just went stale in your lungs, coughing up harsh res and little pieces of your insides, scream and struggle you'll never win it back, cause everything you had, you just lost cause you choked and it all blew up, right in front of your face, the glass shatters and gets inside your eye, the only way to your soul, break you down from your insides out, starting with your mind, the insanity you seek is only temporary release, from the cruel words you heard in your dream, wispered from a distant voice, whom you can only recognize as being a ghost, any empty hole in your past, you hit it again just to be sure, and no doubt your choking, its like nothing around you makes sense, everything that just happened, happened for no reason, accept your own greed, which you can't deny, never mind this child that stands in front of you with her heart shining bright, some heavenly form, my angel come to rescue me, and save you from yourself before it gets too late, forget it, your hollow, nothing in your mind makes sense, everything you say is real, and everything that you believe is is a lie, you inhale and you choke once again it might be your last time, with your last chance, hanging in the balance, you plumet to your death searching for the words to desccribe the thoughts that run through your head, as you choke for your vey last time, a statement made with only memories at mind
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