~Shar's bio~
Nicknames - Shar
B~day - if you dont know, then i'm not going to tell you
Gender - female
Zodiac - virgo
Chineese zodiac - dragon
Fave color - blue
Fave place to be - Winnipeg/ NYC
Hobbies - working, playing guitar, and writing poetry
Fave quote-"you can close your eyes to reality, but not to memory"-Stainslaw
E-Mail - shar_b_16@hotmail.com
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so i'm over it, all the bad stuff that had me tangled in some sort of gooey string, and shes helped me to understand that i can stop and still be the same person... and i am, i have the experience and the knowledge that i once lacked, i'm stronger now, even in that thinking, why is it that i still think what i'm doing is wrong, it is wrong... no matter what anyone says, i'm kinda sick of hearing about us being a cute couple, cause reality is, i'm hers and not with her, and she'll never really be mine, its like a dreary nightmare that i've gotten caught in, the impossibility of staying with her and being able to "see" her, i made a promise to myself once... i promised that i'd never run into things blind again... and yet here i am, i can't see two feet in front of me and when i look further she is the only one i see, nothing but a mere silhouette, a shadow that i wish to be able to hold and protect, but i never will... my head won't stop screaming red lights at me, every single kiss and touch... shes bliss and hell as once felt before, the confusion is amazing ... and holier than a force of pure white light... i don't think that i can hang on to it very much longer, the feeling dares to abandon... but i shall hang on to the hope that someday she'll be mine... and i will wait for as long as i possibly can... however short a time that might be... only when the hell is too great...
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