10 SECOND HEART♠BREAK

"i'll be your number one, with a gun at your temple, with a smile on my face, so i pull the trigger, is it the end?" 
 
we raise our glasses to a girl that would never say thank you, but would always be thankful, broken past is future experience 
 
"I am the way that I am... but you made me this way..." - me because of you 
 
"...walk with me... for oblivion follows close..."

Oct 2006

useless jumble

lets live a life, where no one knows our name
we're strangers to this big world
don't close your eyes, even for a minute
you'd miss it all, just takes one blink
to miss it all, don't take your time
cause time is no illusion
take every chance you get
don't be held down
an angel in gray, don't lose it all
don't risk it all
we'd be strangers, dressed in fancy suits
we live to die, but don't look back
don't ever let go
its the question she asks as she walks in the room
its the thought that passes her mind
its the feeling she gets, when she's alone
sleep all alone, afraid to be held close
shes afraid to be known
what is it to her, she the independant child
insignificant in her own mind
but is that how she really feels
she shall shed no tears
she shall never know
shes lost all that was near and dear
she gave it all up to feel dead
she gave in to all the addictions before her
is she weak, is she small
hurt is washed away, won't try anymore
not another moment of the day

157132 | sexbomb | 6:43 | 0 comments

Oct 2006

to find no way out,
a whole has you trapped in a hades
dark, yet no gloom, bright and no joy
forever a thought, forever a mind
wake up to hades, wake up in hades
a yard with no grass, poise or pride
pirate that feeling of no return
once more an addiction
more than just a drug, more than just missing you
beating down the time men that cometh from the sky
like winged leaves, flowing like angels song

157007 | sexbomb | 8:20 | 0 comments